Kill Your X Chapter 105

The employees were right. To my surprise, the customers who visited the book cafe absolutely loved Jjingjjingi. There was even a customer who, overcome by the extreme cuteness, forgot the cafe’s rule of silence and blurted out, “Oh my god. He’s so cute,” before quickly covering their own mouth.

The clever Jjingjjingi would run to the door to greet customers when they arrived, and when everyone was engrossed in their reading, he would find a soft spot nearby and fall asleep. He repeated this dozens of times throughout the business hours. Watching from the second floor, I seriously considered whether I should enroll Jjingjjingi in the four major social insurances and give him a salary.

On Jjingjjingi’s first day of work, the employees’ faces were bright after the cafe closed.

“Hiring Jjingjjingi as our cafe’s mascot was a really great idea. You saw the customers’ reactions earlier, right, Sir? They took dozens of photos with silent camera apps.”

“It’s a relief he’s not just cute in our eyes. Maybe we’ll be able to find a new owner soon.”

I said, glancing at the adoption promotion flyers posted everywhere. Regardless, the employees were busy praising Jjingjjingi’s natural salesmanship and cuteness.

Jjingjjingi, who had worked hard all day, fell fast asleep as soon as he was put in his carrier. He remained in that state all the way home.

“Is he dead?”

Seo Seunghan asked seriously, looking at the puppy that was half-unconscious and limp.

“Shh, be quiet. Jjingjjingi will hear you. And what do you mean, dead? I’d appreciate it if you’d be more careful with your words from now on. You know what they say, words can become reality.”

I said as I carefully moved Jjingjjingi to his special bed. He was spread out in a star shape like a person, and the sight was so adorable it made me smile automatically.

That night, lying in bed, I told him about Jjingjjingi’s performance at the cafe that day.

“Mm.”

“Is that all your reaction is? The customers were really, incredibly popular with Jjingjjingi.”

“Yes, well… It’ll probably help with the store’s sales, just as the employees said. I was wondering how long you were going to run a charity.”

I leaned on my side and studied his face. Seo Seunghan still had a dry, expressionless face.

I felt it would be good to clear things up at this point, so I mustered my courage.

“Seunghan. Can I ask you just one thing?”

“As long as it’s not about that dog.”

“It is, though.”

“……”

“Really not? Huh?”

When I pulled him closer by the waist, pressing our bodies together, he squeezed his eyes shut. I paid him no mind and pressed my lips down along the line of his neck. As I languidly caressed the area around his collarbone, he let out a deep sigh. It was a surrender.

“Go ahead.”

“What exactly is it about Jjingjjingi that you hate?”

“There are several reasons, but first, the name.”

It was a very unexpected answer, and I lifted my head from where I was lying on my stomach.

“You don’t like the name Jjingjjingi?”

“No.”

“Uh… Do you happen to have a name you want to give the puppy? If so, I’m sorry. I acted on my own without asking for your opinion.”

“It’s not that.”

His chest heaved up and down again in a big motion. He was only wearing a pair of black underwear on his bare body, but far from looking ridiculous, he overflowed with a languid charm.

Making sure no lewdness crept into my gaze, I listened to his words. Seo Seunghan’s dry lips parted, and he mumbled unclearly.

“Jjingjjingi… is me.”

“What?”

“It’s the pet name you gave me first. I can’t be happy when it’s snatched away overnight by some dog I don’t know.”

It took a moment to catch up with his train of thought. How many years ago was that? I briefly returned to a past I had completely forgotten.

If my memory serves me right…

“You didn’t like that pet name.”

“It’s still mine. No matter how you try to change your story now, Sunbae, the facts don’t change.”

He spoke as if I had cheated on him, which made me feel strangely wronged.

“Well… I get it for now. I’ll change the puppy’s name. He’s still young, so he’ll probably adapt quickly even if I call him by a different name.”

“And I don’t like how you’re always paying attention to him. You used to only take care of me, but look at you earlier. As soon as you got home, you held the puppy before me.”

I couldn’t believe it, but it was true. Seo Seunghan was jealous of a tiny little puppy. I never thought he could feel such an emotion towards an animal, not a person.

Seeing me just gaping, Seo Seunghan closed his eyes as if to say, “I knew it.”

“Seunghan. Why are you overthinking things like that? You know you’re always number one to me.”

“Say more. You’re always lacking in expression, Sunbae.”

“Don’t use this as an opportunity to be whiny.”

When I poked his cheek, he slowly opened his eyes. My entire being was reflected in his deep eyes, as if I would be pulled into them. Without either of us having to initiate, we found each other’s lips. We had shared countless kisses until now, but strangely, I grew desperate every time.

“Mmm.”

“Tonight, just dote on me. If that dog has any sense, it won’t scratch at the bedroom door.”

His words made me think of the puppy fast asleep in the other room. Jjingjjingi didn’t want to be apart from me for even a second, but because Seo Seunghan strongly wanted separate sleeping arrangements, we didn’t let him in the bedroom. Sometimes he would wake up in the middle of the night and whine for me to play, but I thought comforting the big puppy was the priority tonight.

“Alright. Jjingjjingi the First.”

I said it to grant him originality, but he looked disgusted.

“That makes it sound like I gave birth to the puppy.”

“Then Big Jjingjjingi? Let’s call the puppy Little Jjingjjingi. I can’t think of a good name right now.”

“Forget it. You should just prepare to not be able to go to work tomorrow, Sunbae.”

He threw his full weight on top of me, crushing me. The gesture, filled with his hurt feelings, felt rather lovely.

“If you wanted to raise a dog, you should have told me sooner.”

Seo Seunghan said as he stripped off my pajamas. A pleasant shiver ran through me as our bare skins touched.

“Why. Are you going to act like a dog for me?”

“There’s nothing I can’t do.”

It seemed he had a lot pent up in the few days since I brought Jjingjjingi home. I was long used to the demanding relationships he led, but I had an instinct that tonight might be a little tougher.

“Go on, try it. Let me see how cute you can be.”

“Do you sincerely think dogs are just cute, Sunbae?”

He lifted me up as if pulling a radish from the ground and made me lean against the headboard. I wondered what he was about to do when he suddenly thrust his private parts in front of my face. He hooked his fingers on the waistband and pulled it down, and his large penis sprang out.

I darted my eyes up and down. His face looked like an archangel’s, but he had something like that hanging below. It was a scene I could never get used to, no matter how many times I saw it.

“Until now.”

I caught the glans that was prodding my cheek and swallowed it. To think that a blowjob was all he could come up with as a way to vent his anger. For me, who fundamentally enjoys sucking a man’s cock, this was a reward, not a punishment.

Anyway, despite his threatening words, Seo Seunghan still didn’t know how to properly throw a tantrum at me. He was always like the tongue in my mouth. I was imagining to myself that if all dogs were like him, I could easily raise dozens of them.

“Oof!”

He shoved his cock into my mouth without warning. It was a reckless act, as if he had read my arrogant thoughts. His cock went in so deep that his scratchy pubic hair touched the tip of my nose. My jaw tilted up automatically from the lack of oxygen, and my hands tightly gripped the bedsheets wherever they could.

He wasn’t leisurely savoring the sensation in my mouth; he was literally using it like a sex toy. When I reflexively tried to pull away, he grabbed my hair tightly. In that time, the flesh, now even bigger, completely filled my mouth. The tender skin inside my lips was pulled along with every back-and-forth motion.

“Hmph, ugh, mmpf!”

I protested by digging my nails into my thigh, but it was useless. Seo Seunghan continued the act with his pitch-black eyes. Even after seeing the physiological tears welling up in my eyes, his expressionless face remained unchanged.

Seo Seunghan was usually docile, but if he was ever magnanimously given a chance in bed, he never missed it.

‘Is today that day?’

Having grasped the situation, I resigned myself and relaxed my body. It was impossible to beat him with strength anyway. In times like these, it was wise to help him ejaculate as quickly as possible.

I opened my mouth as wide as possible to avoid my teeth touching the surface of his penis. To induce his ejaculation, I used my tongue between the mindless thrusts to gently stimulate his skin. When I intentionally didn’t swallow my saliva, a lewd, slopping sound was made every time his cock moved. The pre-cum flowing from the tip of his glans added to it, doubling the sticky sensation.

“Ngh, mmm…”

With a little bit of leeway, desire stirred. The pleasant softness enveloping my entire body made my fingertips and toes curl.

As it turns out, I was the one closer to a beast. Like Pavlov’s dog, the scent of his groin sent a jolt of excitement through me. The size that filled my mouth was also satisfying. His sculpted body, where the scars had now faded a lot, aroused my lust just by looking at it.

As I was sucking him, showing a moderate amount of difficulty, I heard a chuckle mixed with a sigh from above my head. When I looked up, he was actually smiling. I was briefly surprised by the rare, clear expression of emotion, but I soon realized why he was making that face.

Though I hadn’t touched it, my own cock was half-erect. Seo Seunghan stared straight at it and murmured damply.

“Every time you show off how lewd and worn you are like this, Sunbae…”