Kill Your X Chapter 26

“I’ll use it next time.”

His slightly husky low voice, just after coming, was intoxicating.

“Say one more thing like that.”

“The one Sunbae prepared wouldn’t fit anyway.”

I looked down at him, at his center. I was speechless because he wasn’t entirely bluffing. I’m above average, but Si Yeonho’s cock was undeniably oversized. It made me wonder if he was even human.

“So you’re not actually impotent.”

My genuine surprise slipped out, and Si Yeonho chuckled, his chest shaking with laughter. I was surprised to see such a genuine smile from him for the first time. I was mesmerized, admiring his face.

His tousled hair, slightly unfocused dark eyes, sweat-slicked beige skin, and perfectly balanced lips. How could a person look like this? I envied his effortlessly dignified appearance.

“That’s a relief. Because I can be Sunbae’s stress reliever.”

Such a perfect man willingly submitting to me… It wasn’t entirely due to my flawed personality that I felt a sense of superiority.

“Right now, it’s the opposite. You took your anger out on me. Apologize for choking me without warning.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Without sincerity?”

“I won’t do it again.”

I let out a hollow laugh, knowing he wasn’t remorseful at all.

“Why did you do that? Let’s hear your reason.”

When I asked if he had some kind of breath control fantasy, he quietly shook his head. He stared into space for a moment before answering after a beat,

“I just… did it without realizing.”

“That’s dangerous. What if something really bad had happened to me?”

“You’re right.”

Exasperated, I smacked his chest. It made a dull thud, but Si Yeonho didn’t even flinch.

“You absolutely can’t do that again. I’m letting it slide because it’s me, but you’d be sued by anyone else. You have to fix that bad habit, and as a sign of remorse, bring me some water. I’m thirsty.”

I genuinely didn’t have the energy to lift a finger. Si Yeonho brought a water bottle, opened it, and handed it to me. I drank half of it in one go to quench my thirst and gave it back to him. Si Yeonho naturally put his lips to the bottle and drank the rest.

“So, how do you feel? How does it feel to finally fuck Sunbae’s ass after ten years of waiting?”

“Well…”

He’s obedient, and then he does this again. Annoyed, I glared at him, and Si Yeonho tossed the empty water bottle into the trash can.

“I’ll tell you after I try a little more.”

“What, what are you going to try more of?”

“This should be enough lubrication, right?”

It took me a moment to understand what he meant. This crazy bastard. When I complained that no one counts cumming after roughly fucking someone without foreplay as lubrication, Si Yeonho pushed me back down.

I thought it was impossible, but my abused hole easily accepted two or three of his fingers. I sighed at the act, which was still very much out of order even though the roles were reversed.

“It’s really sticky inside.”

“That’s because you came.”

Si Yeonho probed my insides and said,

“Are you sure you haven’t let anyone else touch you here recently?”

It was a question with ambiguous intent. Was it because I took his cock so well after such a long time, or because I felt it too much? The thought bruised my ego.

“What if I did?”

“Hmm.”

He positioned himself between my legs again. After a brief bit of fingering, he aligned his fist-sized glans with my hole. As he pushed into my swollen, sore entrance, my insides clung to him as if waiting.

“I’ll kill them.”

I gasped at his chilling murmur. Seeing my startled reaction, Si Yeonho quickly softened his expression. He even gave me an awkward smile, trying to reassure me.

“Please don’t let that happen again.”

“What are you—ah, aahng.”

As if his sole purpose was to make me feel good, Si Yeonho pushed his cock in very slowly. I bit my lower lip at the unfamiliar fullness, which I still couldn’t get used to. As he’d said, the slick, sliding sensation due to my earlier orgasm was incredibly stimulating.

“Gyujin Sunbae.”

“Uh!”

“Song Gyujin.”

I couldn’t stop him from calling my name so casually. He dominated my body and mind, preventing me from forming coherent sentences. Throughout the entire act, his voice, chanting my name like a mantra, made me wonder if I was hallucinating.

Ultimately, it was a night well-suited for stress relief. I was tormented by him all night long, without a moment to spare for other emotions. He even teased my cock, which was so spent it couldn’t produce anything more, by putting it in his mouth at the end. My last memory of that night was spraying an unknown liquid into his mouth.

The next morning, when I opened my eyes, my body felt incredibly heavy. If it weren’t for the tickling sensation on my soles, I would have slept past noon.

“What the…”

“You’re awake?”

Instead of apologizing for tickling me, Si Yeonho openly fondled my feet after I woke up. He carefully traced each toe and the arch of my foot.

A strange feeling came over me, and I quickly hid my feet under the covers. Si Yeonho said, sounding rather disappointed,

“Sunbae has small feet.”

“I’m average. Your feet are big.”

“I didn’t know they were so small and delicate.”

More nonsense first thing in the morning. I decided to interpret this as Si Yeonho’s way of flirting.

“With such a long journey ahead of you, how did you even manage to run away?”

“You’re holding a grudge for ten years just because I didn’t accept your confession right away?”

I stretched my stiff body and yawned. My hair and body were clean, indicating he’d washed me while I was asleep.

I’m a light sleeper, but I hadn’t noticed him touching me. It was strange, as it had been a while since I’d slept so soundly. It was also strange that I, someone with a high level of vigilance, had let my guard down so completely around Si Yeonho.

“Sunbae, it’s the weekend.”

He said, sitting on the bed in his bathrobe.

“I know.”

“Do you have any other plans?”

“Well. Getting scolded by my parents?”

It was highly likely that the results of last night’s blind date had reached my parents’ ears. The thought of my father’s furious reaction made me dizzy. I didn’t have the courage to check my phone, which I’d ignored all night.

“They might already be waiting in front of my house. With a big stick.”

“You can just not go home.”

“You want me to be homeless? And if I’m going to get beaten anyway, it’s better to get it over with quickly…”

Si Yeonho cupped my face with his hands without warning. Peck. He interrupted me with a light kiss and made a sweet suggestion.

“You could also stay out all weekend. A busy person like your father wouldn’t wait indefinitely in front of your house, right? Anyway, the hotel checkout time is next Monday.”

“I can’t with you.”

It was ridiculous, but I couldn’t help but laugh. How did such an audacious person roll into my life? I wanted to applaud his meticulous preparation.

“Sounds good, but can we at least eat first? Unlike you, I can’t just eat a piece of bread and have sex all day.”

“As you wish.”

As I flopped onto the bed, Si Yeonho lay down next to me. The suddenly shortened distance between us was still unbelievable. My struggles to push him away felt like a distant memory.

“There’s no one in this world who’s weaker to physical affection than me, right?”

“Yes.”

This little puppy couldn’t even say something nice, could he? I glared at my poorly trained lover. The fact that his calm gaze felt sweet was a real problem.

“Don’t worry too much. I like Sunbae that way.”

“Why, because you think I’ll easily fall for you after a few rounds of sex?”

“You’ve already fallen for me.”

Saying I smelled good, Si Yeonho nuzzled his nose against my neck. Feeling his ticklish breath, I honestly agreed with him. He made me forget about real-life problems, even if just for a moment. Whether it was physical or emotional attachment, what did it matter?

“Confident, aren’t you? I think it’s still too early.”

Still, I didn’t want to admit it so easily. It was a complaint I could make because I knew he would put up with me.

“Since you’ve already taken one step…”

Peck. His soft lips pecked my jawline. It tickled, like a puppy’s lick.

“Just fall for me. Preferably soon.”

Saying we’d wasted enough time, his straight, dark eyes sought assurance from me. I avoided answering, lightly touching his nose.

“We’ll see how you do.”

Even so, my cowardly nature didn’t change easily.

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“Yeonho, where are you? I’m in front of your company right now.”

Visiting his workplace was entirely impulsive. He always came to me first, so I thought I should do the same sometimes. Maintaining a relationship required effort from both sides.

―I’m on a field assignment right now.

“Oh… really? Where did you go?”

―One of our celebrities caused trouble, so I came to catch them.

It was a good attempt, but I was completely stood up. This wouldn’t have happened if I’d made plans in advance.

I’d come without any notice, but I must have assumed I could see him whenever I wanted. Realizing how natural my bossy behavior had become made me blush.

“I see. I was thinking of having dinner with you if you had time, but it can’t be helped.”

―I’d usually come to Sunbae, but right now, it’s a bit…

Noisy sounds came through the speaker. Whatever trouble the celebrity had caused, it didn’t seem like a peaceful situation.

“It’s okay. It’s my fault for coming without notice. Then, you’ll be late today. Good luck.”

―Yes, Sunbae. I’ll call you tonight.

I stood there for a while after hanging up. It was rush hour, and people were pouring out of buildings. I’d driven here, but merging onto the road now wasn’t a good idea. Since I was already here, I decided to kill some time alone at a restaurant or cafe.

“Song Gyujin?”

An unfamiliar voice called my name.