Correction Chapter 90

The hand that had almost reached its destination crept back up and touched his side. Normally, it was a place where he felt nothing, but now it sensitively received the touch. However, in the end, that wasn’t the place Jungmin wanted either.

Annoyance and anger surged. He had been dragging this out for so long that the effects of the muscle relaxant seemed to have worn off. As strength gradually returned to his body, Jungmin shot up, grabbed Kim Joohwan, pulled him down onto the bed, and climbed on top of him.

“Ugh-.”

Perhaps because of the sudden movement, he felt a momentary wave of dizziness. It was Kim Joohwan who first grabbed Jungmin’s staggering arm. His strong, thick arm supported Jungmin, preventing him from falling. Of course, Jungmin hated it and swatted his hand away.

“Stop with the useless acts and just get on with it.”

Jungmin said, looking down at Kim Joohwan lying on the bed. It was a position he was familiar with as an Alpha. Right, this was how it should be. But if he could just become an Omega, he could discard this damn position a thousand, ten thousand times over. Jungmin ground his hips against Kim Joohwan’s. Kim Joohwan, still neatly dressed in his shirt, was annoying.

“Gentle? Why? What is there for you and me to be gentle about? You just have to fuck and finish, and I just have to receive the Alpha semen and pheromones inside my body. That’s all this act means, so what’s the deal.”

Jungmin’s hand went to Kim Joohwan’s buckle.

“I have no intention of playing lovers, and I don’t want to feel anything from this act. So hurry up and do it.”

Watching the resolute Jungmin, Kim Joohwan gave a cynical smile. Then he reached out, squeezed some gel into his hand, and inserted his fingers into the hole between Jungmin’s buttocks.

“Ugh!”

At the sudden insertion, Jungmin flinched and tensed up, causing his hole to push Kim Joohwan’s fingers out. Kim Joohwan slapped Jungmin’s butt.

“What are you-!!”

“Relax. I’m going in right away.”

No sooner were the words out than he felt the head of Kim Joohwan’s penis touch his hole. Even though he didn’t want to be nervous, he couldn’t help it. Because he knew better than anyone the pain from last time, how much it hurt when that thing came in. It was an instinctive tension.

“Shin Jungmin.”

“Fuck, I know, I want to relax too!”

Jungmin gritted his teeth and gasped for breath. Taking advantage of the brief moment his body loosened, Kim Joohwan’s member pushed its way inside. It was bigger and more painful than he remembered. Jungmin couldn’t breathe. He wanted to pull it out right now. But he didn’t want to run away. Jungmin gritted his teeth and closed his eyes. Believing it would end at some point, he waited for Kim Joohwan’s member to fully enter.

“Uuugh-!”

Hearing the sound of flesh slapping against flesh, he finally knew that the long, thick thing was all the way in. Just taking it in was so exhausting that Jungmin lost what little strength he had left to hold himself up. Having no choice but to collapse onto Kim Joohwan’s chest, Jungmin gasped for breath and clenched his fists.

He could feel their chests rising and falling together with each breath. He could also faintly smell Kim Joohwan’s pheromones. Come to think of it, didn’t he say the suppressant was gradually being neutralized…? He tried to distract himself from the pain below with such useless thoughts, but soon Kim Joohwan thrusted his hips up, forcing him to feel immense pain again.

“Ah….”

It hurts. But having been the one to tell him to put it in, his pride was too hurt to say it. Kim Joohwan watched Jungmin, who was still flinching and unable to get up with his hips tensed, then grabbed his buttocks and caressed the connected area with his long fingers. It didn’t seem to have torn this time.

“Sunbae, it’s not going to end if you stay like this. You have to move your hips.”

Kim Joohwan whispered in his ear. The goosebumps it raised were so intense that Jungmin shot up and pulled back. But because of the thing inside him, he couldn’t move an inch and had to drop his hips again.

It’s so deep. This position…. The Omegas he’d been with always said they liked it because the penis went in deep, and it was true. It felt like it had gone in further than it did the first time. Thanks to that, he was even more stuck, though.

“Why aren’t you moving?”

“I can’t… it’s hard….”

Perhaps because of the pain, the heat in his body seemed to have completely subsided. His mind was focused solely on the penis inside him.

“Where’d that vigor from when you pushed me down go? I almost fell for you then, you know.”

“Shut your mouth….”

“So hurry up and do it. The longer this goes on, the harder it will be for you, sunbae. Wouldn’t it be better if I came quickly?”

No matter how hard he tried to move, the thought of pulling out and putting it back in was terrifying. Even for an Alpha, there must be a spot inside that feels good, but the path to it felt too arduous. Jungmin held out, but eventually succumbed to the heat building up inside him again and lowered his hips.

How could he be so still? It seemed Kim Joohwan wouldn’t budge an inch unless he did something. Jungmin clenched his fists.

“Kim Joohwan….”

“Yes.”

“Move….”

“Hmm.”

What should I do. Sensing Kim Joohwan’s contemplation in his breathing, Jungmin spoke resolutely again.

“You can do whatever you want. Move.”

“We’re not lovers, so it doesn’t matter if we see blood again, right?”

“Yeah, fuck.”

“Are you sure I can do whatever I want?”

“Yes! How many times do I have to-Hngh-!!”

Kim Joohwan grabbed Jungmin’s neck and pushed him down. His vision spun once and then returned to normal. Kim Joohwan was on top of Jungmin, and Jungmin was looking up at Kim Joohwan again. The corner of Kim Joohwan’s mouth quirked up slightly.

“Well then, let’s give it a try. A lover’s sex.”

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“Drink.”

Jungmin, sprawled face down on the bed, stared blankly at the water bottle Kim Joohwan was holding out. He wanted to reach for it, but he couldn’t bring himself to lift his hand. The heat in his body from the drug had long since disappeared, but he had been sucked dry from head to toe, so much so that just breathing from the residual heat of sex was overwhelming.

Seeing this, Kim Joohwan gave a somewhat satisfied smile, took a sip of water, held Jungmin’s chin, and kissed him. Jungmin’s eyes widened in shock at the water trickling down his throat, and then, startled by the fact that he was kissing Kim Joohwan, he pushed him away.

“What the….”

The water he couldn’t swallow trickled down his chin. This was the first time he had kissed Kim Joohwan. They had seen each other at their worst and done everything together, but they had never kissed. Kim Joohwan hadn’t initiated it, and Jungmin hadn’t wanted it either.

It wasn’t like he was saving it for ‘only with a lover I’ve promised a future with,’ but still, a kiss with Kim Joohwan was something he had never even imagined happening.

“Is this your first kiss?”

“What?”

As Jungmin vigorously wiped his lips, Kim Joohwan asked with a laugh.

“That’s such an innocent reaction. After how many times I’ve been in and out of your body just now, what’s the big deal about rubbing lips.”

“I was just surprised, so don’t overreact.”

“Thanks to that, you’ve come to your senses, right?”

Kim Joohwan was right. He hadn’t even had the strength to get up, but now he was sitting up straight.

“There are no wounds, so get up and take a shower. I’ve drawn a bath for you.”

This, too, was as Kim Joohwan said. At first, the entire bed was a sea of blood, but now, apart from being soaked in semen, gel, and sweat, it was fine. Not a single small bloodstain could be found.

After pushing him down, Kim Joohwan had pulled out his penis, applied gel, and frantically thrust his fingers inside, stretching the interior. Thanks to that, the second insertion went in more smoothly, and Jungmin… he didn’t want to believe it, but for the first time, he thought, ‘It’s not just pain.’

“What about the side effects?”

“Huh?”

Kim Joohwan, who had brought a large towel at some point, draped it over Jungmin’s shoulders.

“Anything other than the hand tremors?”

Jungmin looked at his hand. Far from having side effects, even the tremors had disappeared.

“I think I’m fine?”

“Nausea or a headache?”

“No.”

“I see.”

Furthermore, there were no other changes. Well, he had just taken the injection, so there was no way his body would have changed yet. Right… for now, let’s just be thankful there are no immediate side effects.

“How was it?”

“What?”

“A lover’s sex.”

It was tender and gentle. Being an Alpha and on suppressants, he couldn’t feel much, and though he got goosebumps from time to time, he was able to accept the act a little more than the first time.

“Don’t call it sex.”

“Then what should I call it?”

“Just a relationship for mutual benefit.”

“Haha.”

Kim Joohwan laughed as if in disbelief.

“Then can I ask which you prefer?”

“What now?”

“Rough? Or gentle?”

“Why do you need to know that?”

“I need to put it in the research statistics. It’s part of the investigation.”

Jungmin looked at Kim Joohwan with a suspicious expression. It was a point that had some merit, hard to ignore.

“…Rough, but without the blood.”

Jungmin answered as if resigned and got up. He heard Kim Joohwan say something from behind, but he ignored it all and quickly went into the bathroom.