Resurrection Chapter 114 - Who Are You?

“Are you running away from me right now?”

“Don’t do this, let me go…!”

“Are you scared of me?”

To be honest, I was. A strange heat swirled in the eyes looking down at me. Those eyes looked so unfamiliar that my chest felt like it was about to burst with anxiety.

But my instincts wouldn’t allow me to show my fear. Thinking that showing weakness would put me at a disadvantage, I glared up at him and said.

“Stop this act that doesn’t even suit you and get off. Just because you’re my partner, Heesoo hyung, doesn’t mean you can do whatever you want with me!”

“Then what do I have to do to have my way with you, Mr. Yitae?”

“What?”

I asked back, dumbfounded, as Heesoo hyung lowered his head deeply toward me. As he got closer, his breath brushed against the corner of my mouth.

“I want to have my way with you, Mr. Yitae, so please tell me what I should do.”

His voice, low like a whisper, was even polite, so I was beyond dumbfounded; I was utterly baffled.

“There’s no way you can have your way with me. Even Yaksha, who’s running wild out there, couldn’t have his way with me. So how can you, Heesoo hyung, have your way with me?”

As I shot back with accusation, his brow furrowed faintly. I felt a pang of guilt for comparing him to Yaksha, but I couldn’t show it. Wasn’t it because I had needlessly worried about him that I ended up in this state?

Perhaps it was even Heesoo hyung who had blown up the van. He had shrewdly known that if the van burned, I would worry about him and come running. Even now, if I showed any opening, it was highly likely that things would go his way.

Not wanting to give him even a moment’s opportunity to dig in, I clenched my jaw and glared at him. Then, Heesoo hyung let go of my left hand and gently caressed my cheek with it.

“I am worried about you, Mr. Yitae.”

A corner of my heart trembled at his gentle touch. My resolve was about to weaken, but I didn’t fall for it. I whipped my head away to avoid his touch and said, almost shouting.

“This isn’t a matter of being worried about me or not. The Heesoo hyung I know wouldn’t have told me to just stand by and watch innocent people die, no matter how worried he was about me!”

At my words, a look of puzzlement bloomed on Heesoo hyung’s face. As if he genuinely didn’t understand, he revealed his raw, true feelings.

“I am no longer a holy warrior. So why should I worry about people who have nothing to do with me?”

I was so shocked that my mouth fell wide open. It felt as if someone had hit me hard on the head. At the same time, it also felt like my heart was being squeezed tight.

Whether he knew of my shock or not, Heesoo hyung posed a question to me in a tone that was even pleading.

“Why can’t you be the top priority, Mr. Yitae?”

Of course, what Heesoo hyung said was something anyone could think. I was the same as him. I was not that righteous of a person, and in a crisis, I was bound to worry about myself and those around me more than others.

The problem was the fact that the person who said it was Heesoo hyung.

Whether he was a holy warrior or not was not important. Even if he wasn’t a holy warrior, his sense of justice and goodness remained the same. His nobility and holiness had been officially recognized by God, and above all, I had personally experienced and witnessed it. That’s why I had believed that only he could reach the max level and become the savior.

But the Heesoo hyung in front of me now was not that.

Yes, this isn’t Heesoo hyung.

Heesoo hyung would never be like this!

With strong conviction, my face contorted.

“Who are you.”

Heesoo hyung’s eyes widened slightly. I met his eyes, which were sinking into a pitch blackness, and ground my teeth as I interrogated him.

“If you were the real Heesoo hyung, you wouldn’t be like this. You’re not Heesoo hyung, are you?”

“…”

“You’re Ulfheðinn!”

I shouted and swung my fist. My fist struck his jaw squarely, and his head snapped to the side. His long, flowing hair fell into disarray, covering his eyes, but since I was pinned beneath him, I could see his eyes head-on when he turned his head back.

His eyes were red. Irises that burned like blood, with pupils sharp like a beast’s. Eyes that could not be called human were undoubtedly Ulfheðinn’s.

Realizing that what I had blurted out, hoping it wasn’t true, was in fact the truth, I burst out in anger.

“Damn it!”

I struggled, trying to throw him off to the side, but it was no use. Ulfheðinn, perhaps thinking there was no longer any need to pretend to be Heesoo hyung, grabbed my neck and slammed me to the floor.

Thump!

The back of my head hit the floor hard, and my head rang. In my momentarily blurred vision, I saw him smirking with a vile smile that Heesoo hyung would never make.

“That’s right, I’m not Seo Heesoo.”

My heart became a complete mess at his reply. Like a beast caught in a snare, I lost my reason and struggled and thrashed.

“Hey, you fucking bastard! Didn’t I tell you not to show up again? Since when, huh? Since when! Don’t tell me you’ve been possessing him this whole time!”

I exploded in rage, realizing that at some point I didn’t know, the person I had been dealing with all along was not Heesoo hyung, but Ulfheðinn. The things that Heesoo hyung would not have done belatedly came to mind one after another, and my body trembled not only with anger but also with shame. My shame doubled when I thought that the various things I had casually overlooked because I thought it was Heesoo hyung were actually Ulfheðinn.

“Son of a bitch! I knew something was strange. Heesoo hyung would never be like this…!”

“Heesoo hyung, Heesoo hyung, I hate hearing that.”

He jabbed my cheek forcefully, making my jaw ache terribly. On the verge of biting my tongue, I stopped talking, my mouth hanging awkwardly open. Ulfheðinn sneered, looking at my parted lips.

“You’re right. I never left your side. It was quite fun playing innocent and toying with you.”

“You crazy bastard! Are you nuts? Do you think Heesoo hyung’s lifespan is some roll of toilet paper? Why the hell are you doing this to us! What grudge do you have to do something like this…!”

“You’re the one who chose me. You’re the one who appeared before me.”

At the words that a new god had appeared, I had rushed to Ulfheðinn’s sanctuary without a second thought. The thought that it might have been a rash choice due to his strange behavior had crossed my mind, but I had comforted myself by thinking it was inevitable.

But now that Ulfheðinn had not only descended at will but had reached the point of taking over Heesoo hyung’s body, a painful regret set in. The thought that Heesoo hyung was constantly suffering from the pain of possession while Ulfheðinn was descended made me feel like I was going crazy.

“Fucking bastard, get lost right now! Get lost! Get out of Heesoo hyung’s body!”

Instead of answering, Ulfheðinn grabbed my jaw and forced my mouth wide open. His lips, like fireballs, touched mine, and I squeezed my eyes shut. Then, I bit down with all my might on the flesh that pushed into my mouth.

There was a crunching sound of flesh being crushed, but Ulfheðinn did not back down. He rubbed his lips against mine, not caring that his mouth was filling with blood.

“Ugh, mph…!”

Unable to stand the smell of blood, I struggled, and he pinned me down within his arms. Crushed by his iron-like body, it was not only impossible to move but also difficult to breathe.

Suffocating, my face turned bright red as I whipped my head to the side with all my strength. Then, his blood-soaked lips traced my cheek and moved down to my neck. His large hand restlessly caressed my chest. At that movement, the hem of my clothes started to ride up, and I almost screamed.

“Don’t do this, don’t! Why on earth are you doing this…!”

“I told you, you’re the one who chose me.”

“No, I never did! I didn’t, so get lost… Ahk!”

In the middle of shouting, a sensitive spot was swallowed, and I let out an erotic sound without realizing it. Surprised by the moan that escaped my own lips, I clamped my mouth shut, and the sound of him calling my name like a groan as he roamed my body was heard rawly.

“Yitae, Yitae.”

He caressed me with his whole body, endlessly chanting my name as if it were some kind of spell. His enhanced body was as hard and hot as an iron bar taken out of a fire, and my body grew hot in response.

I panted in the untimely heat and clutched his forearm as if to break it. Normally, I would have wanted to push him away, but with my strength, it was impossible. I just clung to his arm, like a person desperately grabbing the side of a boat to avoid being swept away by a fierce wave.

“Ugh… Heut!”

I bit my lip hard, but Ulfheðinn’s movements were excessively rough. His lips and hands went everywhere. Eventually, they even reached my bare skin, and I could no longer hold back my moans.

In a sense of crisis that was even desperate, I kneed him in the groin as I had done before. Then I quickly tried to turn over and run away.

But before I could even get up, I was pinned down by a body pressing down on me from behind. He pressed his chest tightly against my back and put his full weight on me. I let out a sound, “Ugh,” and buried my face in the dusty, dirty floor. A torrent of hot breath poured into my ear like a waterfall.

“Yitae, Kim Yitae…”

“Ah…!”

At the unusual movement I felt between my thighs, my face turned red. The desire he had hidden while pretending to be prim and proper as Heesoo hyung was now raw and exposed. Feeling it with my whole body, I felt like my entire being was on fire with an unknown sensation.

I could no longer ignore or run away from the fact that I had become the object of his lust. Pinned beneath him and too busy squirming, I didn’t know what he was doing. Only when I realized he had grabbed my waist and was pulling at my belt did I understand the situation I was in.

Unlike Heesoo hyung, Ulfheðinn seemed to have no patience at all. Unable to unbuckle the easy-to-undo belt, he grabbed it with both hands and snapped it with force. With a ripping sound, the belt, torn in two, fell to the floor, and I was seized by a sense of crisis.