Cold City Romance Chapter 18.9

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“A life with me isn’t enough, and greedy you absolutely can’t give up the life as actor Cha Dokyung either.”

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“Over the past few years, I’ve prepared for the numerous scenarios where the fact that you’re an omega is revealed. Public opinion is harsher on unethical lies that deceive the public than on crimes. If it’s a planned and meticulous lie sustained for over ten years, even more…”

He had an astonishingly flawless and rational face.

“The problem is that you’ve pursued financial gain with that lie. That’s something that could lead to moral responsibility exceeding into legal responsibility. Words like that someone made you deceive people and pretend to be an alpha…Won’t hold up in front of the law.”

Cha Dokyung swallowed hard.

“Being a celebrity is ultimately selling an image. In the entertainment industry where innate DNA called type builds an absolute image, you might face public outrage and incitement from opinion that leads to finger-pointing. Once the truth is revealed, it absolutely can’t be viewed optimistically. There are too many exceptional external variables beyond my control.”

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They were words with not a shred of room for rebuttal, completely right.

“If the truth of you, the actor and top CF star who hid being an omega for over ten years and profited from it, comes under the knife, top star Cha Dokyung will have his honor and image tarnished and be branded a fraud by the public, plummeting.”

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“Rather than that, it’s saying that reporting you went through a type mutation during the two years you vanished is far less damaging for you as an actor.”

Cha Dokyung, who had been listening, lowered his head and opened his mouth like a frail sinner.

“The fact that I’ve deceived the world as an alpha, and the situation where I’m revealed as an omega…Why on earth have you prepared for it? That’s a burden I have to carry. My sin…Why are you worrying about it, Jaehwi?”

Cha Dokyung raised his head and stared at Hyun Jaehwi with steadfast eyes.

“Jaehwi-ya, that’s the price I have to pay! Even if everything is completely revealed, I think I have no choice but to…No, actually, the reason I completely refused advertisements and vanished from media for two years was to someday confess my wrongs in front of people as the truth…”

Hyun Jaehwi grabbed Cha Dokyung’s shoulders, who was accusing himself like a sinner, with all his might and shouted.

“Look at me properly! Don’t think nonsense and listen well.”

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“I absolutely won’t let the Cha Dokyung I love be pointed fingers at by the world! No one but me has the right to blame you ever!”

At that confident will and firm voice, Cha Dokyung choked up.

“You will continue your acting career from now on. For top star Cha Dokyung, that work has been his entire life since he was twenty.”

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“So get married to me and bear our child.”

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“Then the script will flow entirely under my control, without even one percent variable, just as I’ve planned.”

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“Even if variables arise, I’ll handle all the cleanup.”

His deep and composed pupils met his eyes tenderly.

“I’ll erase from the world the secret you feared the most, that you might abandon me if it’s discovered.”

Cha Dokyung only shed silent tears down both cheeks, drop by drop.

“Don’t cry and answer me. Do you hate marrying me and having a child?”

He felt sorry for making him cry.

“I’m sorry…”

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“I’m sorry that…You’ve been having such hard worries from long ago because of me, even though it’s not your business…”

Cha Dokyung held Hyun Jaehwi’s hand touching his tear-soaked cheeks and smiled faintly.

“Jaehwi-ya, you’re really an adult.”

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“A real adult different from me, who wasted his years, and a really cool and reliable person the six-years-older me can rely on. Because I’m so lacking for you…So, I’m really sorry.”

He knew he was someone who would be a good husband, a good father. He knew he was a truthful person who never changed. The you I know is that kind of person.

“I’m sorry, but it might not be possible…”

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“It’s not that I hate having a child with you. From long ago, my attending physician has told me that having a second generation would be difficult. Probably, having a child is medically hard.”

At those serious words, Hyun Jaehwi tilted his head back and laughed leisurely as if it were no big deal.

“Whether it’s your bond or pregnancy or type…Such things aren’t decided by some attending physician. The person who properly knows what your exact type is, the only person who knows what your unique body scent is, the person who knows what’s wrong with your pheromones, and controlled and eliminated the lifelong headache of the bond as desired, is not the attending physician but me.”

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“There are dominant alphas who impregnate betas and alphas…In the reproductive ecology of pheromones, there’s no reason at all why I, the pyramid top dominant type, can’t impregnate just one omega like you.”

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“Whether to impregnate the partner or not is entirely up to my decision and will, not the partner’s.”

He said it with a very dominant and arrogant face. As if proudly showing off the rights and power he possessed.

“I could forcibly impregnate you, but I’m just asking for your consent properly according to procedure.”

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“Even if Cha Dokyung were really an alpha…If you consented, I would have impregnated you and made you an omega.”

Through his cold and rational eyes without any emotion, he knew that was Hyun Jaehwi’s final test.

He could forcibly impregnate him but was asking for consent. He was giving the chance to decide voluntarily whether to be with him from now on. Not imprinting, not time, he wanted to hear that final confirmation before impregnating him.

Cha Dokyung answered clearly. Without hesitation.

“Yeah, I’ll do that.”

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“I’ll give everything.”

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“As you said, let’s have our child. I’ll do everything you ask.”

Cha Dokyung clutched his stinging chest and said.

“But don’t leave me alone.”

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“If I have a child, you have to stay with me.”

Cha Dokyung uttered in a trembling voice.

“It’s a secret, but actually, I’m really scared of people’s cold gazes. From debut, I had nightmares every night of being mocked by people…”

Hyun Jaehwi’s broad chest embraced the pitiful-faced Cha Dokyung hotly in his arms. He gentlemanly kissed his forehead and nose bridge. He whispered softly in his ear in a low tone.

“I promise. I’ll be by your side.”

Before he knew it, the man had come down the nose bridge and sucked the prettily parted upper lip.

Hyun Jaehwi exhaled rough breaths and thrust his upright nose bridge close. His soft tongue entered and licked inside his mouth. Cha Dokyung too clung desperately to him. Even while closing his eyes and shedding tears drop by drop, he softly tangled his tongue with his.

As he used his tongue more actively, the excited man became frighteningly hard erect and thrust against his lower belly. As if he had never had an ascetic face of restraint, he uncontrollably lifted Cha Dokyung and spread the space between his wet groin and butt crease, pushing in his fingers.

As the kiss deepened and he kneaded his chest, the cock, which hadn’t ejaculated and was taut, clung to his lower belly again, hurting.

Both of them were in a state of maddening frustration from not having ejaculated yet. Their cocks stabbed and crushed between balls and groins, lewdly rubbing each other’s lower bodies.

Cha Dokyung panted roughly and whispered in his earlobe.

“I can’t cum, haah…My below hurts…! You might be able to hold back well…Ng, haah…! But I can’t endure this kind of thing.”

The man, who had laughed with beautifully curved eyes, gripped both their cocks with his large hand and rubbed the two cocks back and forth. As his hand movements sped up, Cha Dokyung leaned on his firm body and let out languid moans.

“Eung, Jaehwi-ya…It’s hard! Yours is too big and…Hng, hot.”

Hyun Jaehwi bulged his thick muscular thighs and lifted Cha Dokyung’s hips over his firm groin.

“Haah, come here…Climb on top of me.”

As he grabbed and spread his hips, Cha Dokyung inserted his heavy and long cock into his hole with difficulty. Because he had leaked water from the hole since earlier, though the size was burdensome, the insertion was smooth.

“It hurts, haah…! It hurts, too deep, hnght…! You reach all the way here.”

Cha Dokyung, burdensome but chasing the pleasure, lewdly twisted his well-defined waist skillfully. Over his pale skin’s faint abs, the entering and exiting of his club-like thick root bulged visibly.

Hyun Jaehwi couldn’t endure that lewd sight and raised his stallion-like thigh muscles, starting to pound ‘Thud! Thud!’ like a beast.

“Your waist twisting is too lewd…Haah, ugh! Fuck…, I want to gouge out the eyes of all the bastards who saw this until now.”

As he gripped the lewdly twisting and shaking obscene waist and roughly thrust the precise spot deeply, Cha Dokyung collapsed too quickly to pleasure.

“Ng, good…! Hng…! Ahng, ah…! I’m gonna…! Cum…!”

It’s true that his body is weak to pleasure. But other people are repulsive. Now he only reacts to him. He doesn’t like pleasure except what he gives. Because he had never been properly filled even once, he had wandered like a frustrated person searching for a partner who could give it. No one but him could fill it.

“Hng, Jaehwi-ya…I like you…”

His pitch-black pupils, muddled and reddened with tears, prettily whispering softly, lewdly poured out vulgar words uncontrollably. The man kissed frantically on Cha Dokyung’s nose bridge, cheeks, philtrum, and lips with his wet lips.

“I…Want to have your child…”

At that moment, the man’s glans swelled thickly inside his belly. His cock uncontrollably increased in volume, hardening in the hole and inner walls that gripped and squeezed tightly. The clinging baby pouch opened. His lower belly filled up, and the explosive ecstasy and sexual sensation that tightly squeezed made his abdominal skin tremble as if electrocuted.

He embraced him in pure white pleasure. He buried his lips and kissed devotedly on the tall sharp nose bridge like a picture, the refreshing lips, the man’s earlobes flushed red as if to burst, and the sculpture-like handsome and firm cheekbones.

His below boiled like a furnace. His belly swelled as if to burst, fully filled. Even if all the pleasures of the world’s nights were combined, none could be more ecstatic and lewd than this moment. The ecstatic pleasure, momentary yet eternal, enveloped the two and swallowed them in white.

Tears and moans entangled. Ah! Haah! Aaaah…! The beast-like boiling pleasure exploded as if igniting inside each other. The exploding joy and rapture, which wouldn’t disappear even if the deep darkness lifted, took their short dawn and promised longing to an ecstatic unknown climax.

In that instant, the man’s chilling body scent, seeping coldly to the bones, took the two there.

The cold deep sea of the origin, the bleak abyss of the black forest passed by before dawn, the quiet eye in the pouring storm of the dark outskirts surrounding the change, the refreshing green wind blowing through the greenery and seeping to the bones, the fresh rain.

A place where only you and I, we two exist, and no one else. A place that doesn’t exist in the world.

As he faintly lost consciousness, he whispered softly against his ear like a vow.

“I’ll protect you forever.”

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“So you live high and beautifully like a lily for life, inside the greenhouse I made.”