Cold City Romance Chapter 9.5

“……”

“Since Kangwoo came out like that, now we absolutely cannot. Neither of you two at all! Do you understand what I mean? Getting stuck between two blood brothers……. Is there any reason to make someone an enemy of your family? What kind of unfilial situation is this.”

For one year, no, three months. During that time, they had promised to secretly enjoy each other like a secret diary that no one knew about, have sex, and play the last youthful pranks. Now that he thought about it, it was damn ridiculous, insane bullshit. He must have had one screw loose, bewitched by that guy’s handsome face and sexy body.

Cha Dokyung snapped to his senses today in front of his family and Hyun Kangwoo, as if he had been hit on the back of the head. With Hyun Kangwoo stepping forward and spouting nonsense, was it even remotely acceptable to get between the two brothers, ruin their brotherly relationship, and turn that family into a powder keg. If he had a brain, it was an unfilial act he absolutely should never commit.

Since this relationship had not been going on for long, it was best to tidy everything up as if it never happened right around now. He had to cut that kid out quickly here, like slicing off flesh. Yes, they had only rolled around a few times with him. Before getting more attached here, quickly……..

When Hyun Kangwoo had sensed something off, but had not yet figured out everything completely, the best he could do was deny it as if nothing had happened and wrap it up as a simple mishap. The opportunity to salvage it was the last one now.

With a firm resolution, Cha Dokyung hardened his heart and looked coldly at the clock as he said.

“Ten minutes have passed. Now go out. We are over……. Forget everything that happened with me. The disturbance and whatever, all those proposals you made……. From now on, there will never be sleeping with you again.”

“……”

“And Jaehwi, about you moving into the floor above my house. I would appreciate it if you could tidy it up as soon as possible before Kangwoo or Chairman Hyun finds out.”

Hyun Jaehwi gripped the table.

He stood up in his shirt, erecting his sharp body. As his thick chest let out a sigh, his ribcage swelled and then slowly deflated. When he slowly swept his eyes over that action, before he knew it, he had come right up close to his side.

“Who decided that……. We promised to meet for a year, and throwing it away after just a few weeks is a bit too much.”

This was something he could not do to the two brothers, nor to Chairman Hyun mister. It was a deception toward Chairman Hyun, to whom he owed a debt of gratitude, and their family.

Cha Dokyung realized that it was finally the timing where he had to act brazenly cruel like a sociopathic villain. He had to make him give up with an emotionless and cold indifference, so that even if poked with an awl, not a drop of blood would come out.

“At Messiah, I have never looked back at a guy I slept with once and have always changed partners every time until now. Just like you said, hunting superior alphas, fucking them, and discarding them like a promiscuous slut.”

Hyun Jaehwi, who was standing with his lower body pressed close behind him as he sat in the chair, gripped his both shoulders hard over the white gown with all his strength.

From that blatant touch groping his grown-out back hair and the nape of his neck, he felt an uncontrollable boiling lust. He roughly pushed away the man who was desperate to strip him and touch his body right there, and stood up from his seated position.

Cha Dokyung spoke heartlessly with a cold face.

“You know it. This is long for me too……. After rolling around for days on end until it gets boring. It was just starting to get tiresome.”

His exquisitely restrained perfect face hardened rigidly without a single expression.

“Just like you said, for a promiscuous slut who fucks once and then changes partners, rolling around all day with the same guy got quite boring too……”

“……”

“Now I’m starting to get tired of you.”

The ends of the wounded man’s eyes narrowed endlessly long.

“……Tired?”

“I guess I’m just not cut out for it. One alpha isn’t fun enough. I can’t be satisfied with the same cock……. I guess I can’t help my promiscuous nature that gets tired of partners easily, whatever.”

He wanted to turn away from his face that had lost reason and gone mad at his words. He saw an illusion of the god of cruel rage and the agent of extreme jealousy devouring him alive. He was making such a horrific and miserable expression.

“Cha Dokyung……, are you crazy?”

His chest stung deep inside like being pricked with an awl at Hyun Jaehwi’s wounded face. However, he would not shed a single tear or a drop of blood. He knew well that at this point, that was the proper conduct he had to take as a guy who had eaten a few more years of age.

No, if he were a normal adult with a properly functioning brain. From the beginning, he should not have weakened his heart to the desperate plea of a six-year-younger blood clot, to the innocent confession begging on his knees, and allowed him.

The youngest son of Chairman Hyun mister, who was like an uncle, and the six-year-younger brother of his brother-like friend……. This was the price for his foolish decision and the punishment for his horrific greed. It was a harsh reckoning that he deserved to endure and pay.

He must have clearly been possessed by something. If he did not firmly decide and act harshly before the relationship deepened further, everyone would end up with only lingering attachments that dragged on messily. The principle for a wound is to cleanly excise it without lingering.

Cha Dokyung recited the lines he had memorized in his head as if performing in a play.

“The disturbance and whatever……. Ha, I guess it’s better to just go back to Messiah as usual and hunt for new guys that suit my taste like before….!”

As if he could no longer bear to hear the harsh bullshit that dug into him like a knife and wounded him, Hyun Jaehwi covered his venomous lips that were biting the knife with his large hand. The bright red lips that touched his hand were swollen badly.

“Fuck, yeah……! Cha Dokyung, you should not say things with words! Whether you’re really tired of me or not, where, I need to confirm it with my body directly.”

The savage body that was throbbing as if wanting to pound into him stripped off Cha Dokyung’s shower gown right there as if to tear it.

“Ah, hngh……! Jaehwi, don’t……!”

“……Ha, tired of me and bored?”

His firm and intimidating body pressed his erect lower half close to the white and sleek body that had been hidden under the shower gown. The aggressive and ferocious cock that seemed to pierce through his pants touched Cha Dokyung’s abdomen.

“With the same guy’s cock, fuck……, can’t be satisfied?”

Hyun Jaehwi self-mocked like a madman.

He had no idea when his own thing had become so rigidly erect. Just seeing Cha Dokyung made his cock stand up like Pavlov’s dog.

When he stripped off the gown, the pale crotch was smooth without a single hair. No matter how many times he saw it, it was a body so lewd it drove him insane.

Even when he tried to get erect by watching porn on purpose to awaken his physical instincts and sexual desire, his cock never got erect, but when he stripped this aloof and chaste face and lewd body, it immediately stood up as if about to burst.

Why had he lived for years blaming himself, thinking he was some inhuman machine that did not know sexual desire or instincts, when it was this easy.

For the past ten years, while receiving military training to suppress the excessive pheromone stimulation unfolding before his eyes, and to thoroughly control his sensitive sensory perception and destructive ability, he had lived a life close to a powered weapon focused only on controlling and dominating himself. Hyun Jaehwi had not known at all until now that he was such a human and despicable guy in front of desires.

The nipples swollen bright red with the marks he had left over the past few days protruded sharply. Seeing his chest erotically erect like that, he felt like he would ejaculate right away. Hyun Jaehwi curved his long eyes and gripped the pretty upturned hips. His hand slipped between the plump buttock cleft and groped the moist hole.

“Let go of this……! Eut, hauk……! I never permitted it! What you’re doing is rape!”

Even as he steadily got wet and throbbed at the merciless touch, Cha Dokyung thrashed wildly in the end while in his arms.

“Do you know what Ha, eut……! I hate the most in the world?”

Hyun Jaehwi, standing, lifted Cha Dokyung onto the table as if to thrust in right away, with a force like iron gripping him. He spread the taut thighs wide on the table. The bright red between his legs parted lewdly.

“Things that are not my choice……. All things where my will is not involved.”

“Huu…… Fuck.”

Hyun Jaehwi, who had roughly spread his legs, tilted his head back languidly and exhaled a turbid breath.

“Non-consensual violence, sexual harassment…… Non-consensual rape…… Ha-ut, ugh…! You probably don’t know how deeply to the bone I hate and despise such things.”

Cha Dokyung spat “Ptooey…!” at the face of the man who was excitedly red and trying to insert his aroused ferocious weapon into the hole without listening.

“A slutty and promiscuous guy like this, even if he says he hates it, it’s okay to rape him casually?”

The spit Cha Dokyung spat trailed down his sharply straight nose as if drawn, all the way to his lips. Hyun Jaehwi did not wipe his face where the spit was dripping and had a cold-blooded face. Enduring the bright red wet gaze of contempt, he stared straight at Cha Dokyung with his pitch-black eyes like an abyss, aloofly.

His broadly spread shoulders and thick upper arms stopped the intense hand gestures that had been ravaging the hole.

Hyun Jaehwi silently pulled up the gown that had been stripped off again. As Cha Dokyung could not overcome his anger and panted bitterly from his chest, Hyun Jaehwi crushed the sleek body in a hug that seemed to break it.

“Thump! Thump!” Cha Dokyung began to strike fiercely with his fists on the savage neck hugging his body and the muscular back with all his strength.

“Ha, you damn dominant, fuck……! Restrain your desires, control yourself? Is this what you’ve learned over the past ten years there?”

Even at Cha Dokyung’s merciless punches and kicks whipping his back, Hyun Jaehwi did not budge an inch.

“Hauk, you too fuck……, you’re the same as the other guys.”

Cha Dokyung sneered coldly at Hyun Jaehwi as if he was no different from the countless people who had tried to rape Cha Dokyung.

“……”

At that one word, Hyun Jaehwi froze in place, forgetting to reply.

Until now, he had not cared about any gazes or criticisms from those around him. Even though he had always heard that he was a cold-blooded guy who would not shed a drop of blood even if stabbed with a knife by others, Hyun Jaehwi could not remain cold to Cha Dokyung’s gaze of contempt. For the first time in his life, at that cold hatred and contemptuous gaze that dropped affection like seeing a bug, he felt a unfamiliar anxiety and strange fear toward others’ gazes.

Hyun Jaehwi had no choice but to regret his coercive touch right there.

Soon, the man tucked his tail and hugged Cha Dokyung’s body. A heavy and soft low tone resonated lowly throughout the embraced body.

“I was wrong……. Forgive me. I couldn’t bear you hurting me by saying you’re tired of me……”

“……”

“You’re not tired of me yet……. You’re getting this wet, standing stiff here, reacting to every one of my touches, is this being tired of me?”

Cha Dokyung roughly pushed away the guy atoning by hugging with his broad shoulders and tightly wrapped the stripped shower gown again.

“Because I endured and accepted even when you insolently humiliated and violated me, saying it’s okay, it’s okay. You’ve learned only bad things in that short time.”

“……”

“Get out of this house right now! If you don’t want to show that dirty sight, go back immediately!”

Even at Cha Dokyung’s scolding, Hyun Jaehwi only stared piercingly at the red lips with the scab peeled off. It was a face that could not endure the rejection and had to confirm the warmth and sincerity of those pretty lips one last time, only then would his obsession be satisfied.

“Allow me……. I’ll just kiss, only a kiss.”

Hyun Jaehwi hugged Cha Dokyung to his chest again and gripped the small face.

“Ha, ugh……! I said no. My lips hurt like they’re going to die because you kiss too much! Don’t charge at me with that heavy and hard body and your club-like cock as if sorting out hierarchy……! Ha, fuck, that’s why I’m tired of you.”

“……”

“Get lost! Get out of here right now! Your cock, whether dominant or whatever, doesn’t seem any different anyway.”

His evenly restrained face distorted desperately.

“I also hate you keep mistaking this relationship as if it’s something……. This clinging is annoying……! It’s all over, so erase everything that happened with me from your memory as if it never was.”

Cha Dokyung did not forget even the meanness of shifting the blame at the end.

“Remember this, you broke the contract first.”

At Cha Dokyung who had a knife in his mouth to hurt him, Hyun Jaehwi gave a hollow wry smile. The long eyes of the man soaked in sorrow blurred miserably.

“A step closer, and a step back, that’s Cha Dokyung…….”

“……”

“Yeah, so that’s why that lingering idiot Hyun Kangwoo hasn’t slept with you yet, because he’s afraid you’d do this.”