Pheromone Off Chapter 43

“…Next time, do not take them.”

“Depends on how you behave.”

He swallowed the three pills in one go and directly downed a glass of water in a single shot.

“I’ll wash up and come out, so go to the main house and let’s have dinner together.”

“…”

“Because I told Butler Ahn to have it ready.”

Grabbing his coat and briefcase, he headed toward his bedroom. Hearing the sound of the door closing with a clack, Hajin let out a deep sigh. He felt troubled by this situation where the other had stubbornly taken the suppressants. For now, he went into his own room, took off his outdoor clothes, and changed into comfortable attire. He hadn’t even realized that Kwon Sayoung hadn’t eaten dinner.

They say when you take suppressants, your appetite drops too; is that kind of thing okay. Perhaps because he was tired, his cheeks also seemed a bit more gaunt than a few days ago…. By the time he couldn’t relax his expression, deeply preoccupied with a murky discomfort as if he were uselessly tormenting him, Hajin inadvertently checked the time.

The man who had suggested going to the main house together to eat dinner hadn’t come out of his bedroom for over 20 minutes. Thinking he might be washing up, he sat and waited even more quietly, but there was no news at all. Hajin, who knew that he didn’t eat his meals too late, only then approached the front of his bedroom and knocked calmly, knock knock.

“Hyung…?”

He called out cautiously, but there was no answer. At this situation lacking any reaction, Hajin knitted his brows with a suspicious face. Wondering if a suppressant side effect was appearing right away like this, he flung the door open. It was an act he wouldn’t do under normal circumstances, but in his worried mind, action took precedence first.

However, inside the bedroom where the door opened, there was no one. While he was flustered for a moment, Hajin moved his footsteps cautiously at a presence coming from the bathroom side.

“Hyung….”

As he approached while calling out cautiously, the bathroom door was wide open. The sound of water was heard loudly as if he were washing up, but strangely, a subtle sound was mixed in between the pouring sound of water. A breath. An irregular and rough breath somewhere was clearly heard.

“…”

Hajin scanned the inside of the bathroom very cautiously with a quite tense face. As soon as he scanned the inside, Hajin’s pupils dilated noticeably.

“Hyung…!!”

What appeared in his eyes was his appearance of having collapsed in the bathroom. He was gasping like a person lacking breath while receiving the pouring baptism of water, unable to even take off his clothes. Hajin approached urgently and checked his condition.

“Hyung, hyung… hyung! Are, are you okay?”

While he was hesitating, unable to find his bearings on whether he should support the slouching man or shake him awake, the other painfully opened his reddened eyes and barely brought out a cracked voice.

“You…”

“Why are you like this? Is it because of the med— medicine… Should I, should I call someone?”

Hajin was at a complete loss, unable to hide his fluster. The moment he despaired that this sudden symptom must surely be due to a side effect, the other suddenly grabbed Hajin’s wrist.

“You….”

Then, putting immense strength into his jaw, he continued speaking fiercely.

“Just what… what did you make me take!”

The man, who let out a shout as if barely exploding it, distorted his two reddened eyes ferociously. Frozen at that moment, Hajin stared at him blankly as if he had lost his soul.

“…Fuck… ha… damn it.”

He chewed on a rough curse that he didn’t even normally use, gripping Hajin’s wrist even more fiercely. Hajin flinched his body at the gripping strength that was to the point of turning numb.

“…Get out.”

“…”

“…I told you to get out, quickly!”

He had gotten angry several times, but this was the first time Hajin had seen him shouting in this manner, so he couldn’t budge even at his thunderous command.

“Hy— Hyung….”

“Quickly… quickly, get out.”

Hajin realized anew his transformation that looked strange somewhere. That his hand gripping his own arm was frighteningly hot, and that his body receiving the pouring water was trembling. And his wet lower body risen as if it had reacted…

“Whi— Why suddenly…”

“…Right now… ha… if you don’t get out…”

“…”

“…You… gasp… will regret… it.”

Unable to hold back his gradually roughening breath, he painfully continued word by word. Only then did Hajin instinctively notice his condition. Estrus. Estrus cycle. Rut. Feeling his pupils gradually blurring, Hajin realized. He knows. This kind of gaze. This kind of breath. Although he was a Beta, he had witnessed it several times, so he knew it well.

“Quickly… gasp… ugh.”

His hands trembling wildly, he bent his body. His rough breathing was ragged as if it would cut off. Even though he had seen this symptom many times, his ability to cope with it was lacking.

“Why… why, suddenly…”

Hajin stuttered, flustered. It was clearly a suppressant that he ate, so he couldn’t comprehend at all why a rut had suddenly come. However, the important thing was not the cause, but how to resolve this situation right now. At his appearance of suffering, Hajin, who always coped calmly, shook noticeably.

“Ho— How….”

“Ha… fuck… gasp.”

He did not continue his words any further. Urgently undoing the rest of his half-undone belt, he gripped his tightly incensed penis. Witnessing his suffering appearance, of course, as well as his private part, Hajin’s mind turned stark white. Furthermore, the man pulled and dragged his arm, which he had been instinctively gripping.

“Fuck… hng, khh… touch… touch it…”

Glareing with his bloodshot eyes, he forcefully moved his hand to his penis. In a situation that went beyond flustering to horrifying, Hajin struggled and shook off his hand. Unaccustomed to sudden sexual behavior, Hajin instinctively pushed him away. Reaching a distance far away out of a reflexive sense of fear and a chilling dread, Hajin calmed his startled chest.

“Haa…”

The moment he looked at him while letting out a breath that had roughened along with him, Hajin realized the gravity at his appearance of complaining of pain, crouching his body while even gripping his heart.

How, how should I…

Not knowing what to do, Hajin approached him again.

“Hyung, hyung what should I do… Should I go call the elders, the elders… No, no—.”

At that moment, one thing flashed through Hajin’s mind.

“…Yeonwoo hyung.”

“Hng, ugh—.”

“I’ll call Yeonwoo hyung for you.”

That that was the answer, Hajin had known long ago. Yes, that was the answer. What he needed was Yeonwoo hyung. A perfect match, a perfect partner and lover. Relation.

With a face turned pale, Hajin began to rummage through his phone.

“I’m… I’m sorry….”

Hajin murmured, his lips trembling wildly. Seeing his appearance of being unable to snap out of it like a person who had hit a breathing difficulty, an insane guilt poured down.

“Hyung… I’ll call Yeonwoo hyung….”

“Fuck… ha fuck… cut it out.”

“…”

“Ha… you’re noisy.”

The hand rummaging through the phone was suppressed in an instant.

His blurred eyes that had lost reason reached him again. Hajin halted and froze at his pupils, which he was seeing for the first time. At that gaze full of only lust, desire, appetite, and instinctive things, Hajin had no choice but to stay put.

“I… clearly told you to get out…”

“…Hyung, I’ll call Yeonwoo hyung for you, so— ugh!”

It was then. His caught arm was suppressed and his body was lifted roughly. Dragged into the bathtub in an instant, Hajin’s entire body soaked in along with the pouring streams of water just like him.

At that moment, his appearance, which was likewise thoroughly wet, came into his sight. His solid body soaked in moisture was revealed as it was. His broadly stretching shoulders and flawless upper body muscles were to the point where admiration came out automatically. For a moment, Hajin stared blankly at that appearance before he knew it. Furthermore, whether it was suffocating, his lower body, which he had undone in the meantime, was exposed as it was, so Hajin quickly turned his head with a horrified face.

“Haa… ha.”

As if he were already out of his right mind, he was letting out groans painfully and messily shaking his tightly erect penis. It was an appearance entirely different from him, who used to look terribly ascetic. Hajin’s hand holding the bathtub trembled wildly.

“Ha, oo… fuck. Ha….”

But on the other hand, it looked too painful. Seeing him unable to control his sexual desire in front of him, a man who considered social decorum so important, Hajin looked at him again with worry. It was an appearance of struggling to escape the pain by any means. A thoroughly disheveled appearance, and a face violently distorted painfully. A breath heavily heaving.

Hajin hesitated for a long time, and then, as if having made up his mind, gradually extended his hand. Then, he slowly wrapped his hand around his penis, which was swollen as if it would burst. He felt his movement halting.

“Ha… you…”

Heaved his chest, he stared at him with a face like a yaksha. His pupils, which were always refined and arrogant, felt wild.

“…I— I will help you.”

Hajin couldn’t just pass over his appearance of suffering. At his appearance of looking like his breath would pass over any second, an appearance of him writhing because it was truly agonizing beyond measure, there was no way he could look at it and pass it over.

“It’s hard for you….”

“You… will regret it.”

He painfully chewed on his words and warned him. But… he knows that if he pretends not to know like this, he will regret it more. Hajin swallowed his dry saliva resolutely and slowly approached closer to him.

“…”

And looking up once at him who was tightly incensed, he grasped his penis again. Not knowing how to do it, at the moment he caught it with both hands that were clumsily trembling, a large hand snatched his wrist. As Hajin drew in a breath, the man chewed out in a growling voice.

“I, warned you.”

The two upcast eyes swallowed the opponent. Soon, it was a blackout.