Lovely Monsters Chapter 60

Anyway, I hoped that Kim Heejo would not go to Room 182, Room 62, Room 26, or Room 12, which stored the pieces that entered along with him as he moved forward. Therefore, after consulting with Lion Head, Statue, and Chains, we decided to shuffle the passenger cars randomly to prevent Kim Heejo from heading toward the front.

I feel sorry for Kim Heejo, who harbors hope, but I believe this is my best effort and the highest form of goodwill for Kim Heejo. I only hope that if he ever learns the truth, he will understand. I have thought about it countless times whenever I am alone, but I really do like Kim Heejo. At first, I was interested because I heard a sinless human had entered, but after that fateful encounter, I think I have completely fallen for Kim Heejo. Several reasons must have applied to the creation of these feelings. I record them here to commemorate it.

(1) Kim Heejo is a handsome man.

Despite the undeniable existence of personal tastes, the thoughts of Lion Head, Chains, and Statue were all the same. It must be because Kim Heejo is a handsome man with a beauty that is so universally accepted.

(2) He has truly ideal body proportions.

His shoulders are broad, his arms and legs are long, his waist is thin, and his pelvis is narrow.

(3) Especially, his chest is flat with little flesh, yet large.

Monstrously speaking, I think it is the best.

(4) The size of his sexual organ is 19 cm after erection.

It is not too small and fits perfectly in the hand; I think it is a truly appropriate size.

However, let me make it clear that my attraction is not solely due to his appearance. What I like, besides Kim Heejo’s face, is his character, his unyielding spirit, and his past history sprinkled over it like seasoning.

Ah, come to think of it, Lion Head said it likes that Kim Heejo has hope. I found those words quite impressive. So when I asked a passing Television Monster, that monster also replied that Kim Heejo looks more delicious because he has hope. For some reason, I got angry and struck it until the cathode ray tube shattered.

Anyway, since I have these feelings, I dearly wish Kim Heejo would like me too; for now, he seems to like the XX he does with me, so I feel considerable pride as a monster. Compared to when he did it with his lover, where the time to reach orgasm was on average 26 minutes and happened two or three times per XX, the XX with me is only half of that.

Of course, affection is also an important factor besides orgasm, but there is no room for doubt that I am more skillful. Kim Heejo is likely just too embarrassed to say it, but in truth, he probably thinks I am the best.

[4. Today Lion Head was with Kim Heejo…

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So I went back later after finishing my work, but this time he was with Chains… I tried to wait for my turn, but Chains liked it so much that I had no choice but to return…

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I think it has been XXX years since I felt depression. Yes, this feeling where the body droops, the head feels heavy, and one doesn’t want to do anything is depression.

Feeling sad, I went to observe the monster manufacturing process. Souls are processed to be easy to eat, and monsters are made from the pieces that entered with the husks.

There, I coincidentally found something that resembled Kim Heejo by about 21 percent and worked hard to stitch it together. I wasn’t trying to make a replacement, but simply trying to make it for comfort, but as expected, it wasn’t much comfort. My troubled mind also played a part. It was because Kim Heejo’s state of mind is difficult to understand.

After several encounters, Kim Heejo no longer trembles or wants to run away in front of me, yet he still does not welcome me. He certainly must have felt pleasure in the relationship with me more than in any other relationship he had with other monsters.

But if one only feels sorry after being disappointed, there is no progress. Recalling the fact that Kim Heejo liked the massages I gave him, I prepared various things. A wider variety of oils than last time, scented candles, and various vibrating instruments… Hmm, hmm. I hope the day comes when Kim Heejo gently scratches between my bookshelves or my book spine.

Review: I intended to only do a massage, but this, well, it couldn’t be helped! My depression was completely cured. It seems Kim Heejo also liked it very much. After it was over, he was completely exhausted, and then after regaining his strength, he kicked me repeatedly.

I realized lately that the frequency and intensity with which Kim Heejo commits violence against me after it’s over seems to mean it was that good. Then should I wait for the day Kim Heejo hits me like a punching bag? Good. Come, Kim Heejo. I will willingly accept it all.]

Since there was no one to tell and so many stories to write, the length of <nnn Days with Kim Heejo> grew day by day. However, I could not afford to miss important things while immersed in writing. Specifically, time with Kim Heejo. Luck was on my side. Stacked Books discovered Kim Heejo, who had fallen asleep while heading to the front car.

Quickly approaching and picking him up, it saw a single golden strand of Lion Head’s mane attached to his hair. Fluttering its pages to remove it immediately, it summoned a long sofa, a fireplace with a burning fire, a round carpet, and a blanket.

While setting those things up here and there, Kim Heejo slept quietly. Stacked Books wrapped Kim Heejo round and round in the blanket and had him lean against its bosom. Its shoulders shrugged automatically.

Ah, this is good. It would be nice if he leaned like this even when awake. The feeling of fully supporting the weight of the single person, Kim Heejo, was extremely good. The only moments when the counterpart leaned his body against Stacked Books were when he was placed on top in the cowgirl position, or the moment his entire body lost strength after feeling a strong orgasm. Of course, that is also good, but a monster’s greed is naturally endless. It wanted to have time to read while leaning like this. It would be even better if they could even have a conversation over tea time. Stacked Books was a monster that had very many things it wanted to do with Kim Heejo besides sexual matters.

Turning its books, it used the book spine area to poke Kim Heejo’s cheek, lips, and forehead one by one. Then, it also brushed past very lightly with the corners.

Since Kim Heejo’s body becomes an empty state while sleeping, his soul would likely go to the human world that is still connected. And that pitiful soul was letting out screams that he had never once uttered even inside the train. Even if Stacked Books had not liked Kim Heejo, it was a scream so desperate that it would have felt pity upon hearing it…

“…….”

All the bookshelves of Stacked Books became damp with moisture. Poor Kim Heejo. While imagining what a terrible time he must be having, it felt nothing but the desire to immediately hug him tight, stroke him, and adore him.

So, it would be good if he didn’t go to the front cars and just stayed in its bosom always.

It wanted to tell him that entering the train was by his own will, but because there was a possibility that another error might occur, we agreed not to tell him for now. It is unknown whether Kim Heejo could handle the truth… Despite it being a truly rational choice, a strange feeling arises, likely because it is heartbreaking to give Kim Heejo fleeting hope.

Stacked Books, which had been frozen without moving for a while, raised its hand. Then, it held it over Kim Heejo’s head in the shape of scissors and made a motion as if snip-snapping something away. If there was a string connected between Kim Heejo and the human world, it wanted to cut it all off. Only then would Kim Heejo become comfortable. He would finally become happy. Stacked Books did not doubt for a moment that that was the only way for Kim Heejo.

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[424. I did it a lot today too. It was very good. Of course, there hasn’t been a moment that wasn’t good from the beginning until now.

However, perhaps because he has a foot in the human world, Kim Heejo seemed to be receiving influence from that side too. There were times when severe wounds appeared on his arm, and he has lost much more weight than at first. The fact that Room 68 changed to Room 65 and eventually to Room 62 must be because of that. I am afraid that Kim Heejo’s waist will become so thin it eventually disappears.