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[841. This is unbelievable. Kim Heejo doesn’t seem to notice this difference at all…]

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[909. List of things I want to do with Kim Heejo!

  1. Sitting across from each other, looking at books while drinking tea
  2. Exclusive and mutually communicative XX
  3. Questions and answers
  4. Sincere conversation time
  5. -.- / .. … … / .–. .-.. –.. / .–. .-.. –..]

[910. Today I didn’t do anything with Kim Heejo, but instead, I spent time observing him from very close by. I like it even if I’m just connected to Kim Heejo while inserted in his hole, but similarly, I like just looking at him quietly. Kim Heejo seemed to have a lot on his mind. While sitting with his back against the wall, he would suddenly laugh, or he would bang his head against the wall once, sigh, and then stop.

Then there were times he stayed quiet with his face against his knees, which was extremely cute. After more time passed, he talked to himself and struck his chest hard. After repeating this several times, he tilted his head back and screamed loudly. Is he perhaps asking me to hit his chest during XX? I don’t particularly like whipping, but if Kim Heejo likes it, there’s nothing I can’t do! I will positively review various methods.]

[911. I learned that striking one’s chest and screaming is a behavior done when feeling bad. If I had hit him, it would have been a real disaster…]

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[923. Kim Heejo has changed lately. Chains and Statue seem to view this situation very positively, while Lion Head seems concerned. To be honest, I am happy but also anxious. There is a saying that when a person suddenly changes, it is time for them to die. Of course, Kim Heejo does not die. Even if the flesh dies, the soul that is here will remain as it is. However, I am worried because sometimes the state of the flesh affects the soul.

The best part would be Kim Heejo giving up on being human. Looking at how he doesn’t give up on the act of moving forward itself, it seems he hasn’t been able to give up that hope. My heart becomes even more troubled.

But every time Kim Heejo clings to my body and begs for XX, and even wraps his legs tightly so we can’t be separated, I feel like forgetting everything and falling into this moment. To think he could make me, who is knowledge and reason itself, like this. Kim Heejo is truly amazing.]

[971. I am angry and sad. I want to die. It’s painful. I want to tear the book pages apart. I hate him a little. When Kim Heejo damaged the books before, I thought I hated him, but back then, it wasn’t actually hatred. This is hatred right now.]

[972. I am still sad.]

[973. My heart hurts.]

[974. What is happening…? I can’t put my mind at ease. It’s the first time it’s been like this.]

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[980. Everything will be fine. Kim Heejo will make the right choice.]

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[999. Kim Heejo returned. And he became a monster.

Congratulations. I love you. Let’s be together forever inside the train. I am so happy to know that your happiness is here.]

[1123. Kim Heejo is currently lying flat on the bed. It’s because for a while he did it with me, Lion Head, Chains, and Statue all together, did it as a pair, did it as a trio, did it taking turns… anyway, we did it in various ways. And then, after peeling off Chains, who was the last one doing it, he lies on the bed and doesn’t move. He shouldn’t even get tired now, yet seeing him lying there like an exhausted human gives me a strange feeling. Kim Heejo is probably feeling it too. That his body has changed once again.]

Stacked Books, who suddenly felt a gaze while writing, flinched. When he turned his body, his eyes met exactly with Kim Heejo, who was looking this way. Stacked Books immediately closed the book and straightened his waist nonchalantly, pretending he was doing nothing.

Since he had fallen in love, it was only natural, but Stacked Books wanted to show his best side to Kim Heejo as much as possible. However, if he were human, or if he at least had a human head like Statue, he would try to smile, but in the case of Stacked Books, that was impossible. So he took out books with pretty covers one by one and held them up with both hands, but Kim Heejo didn’t even pay attention.

…Sometimes, it might be good to be alone. Stacked Books changed his mind. Kim Heejo had lived longer as a human until now, and they say humans occasionally need time alone. Ruminating on the content in the books that said having time alone is necessary for the bond with a partner to deepen, Stacked Books headed to another guest room. He was trudging along when one room in particular was noisy. It was obvious what was happening.

“Ah, ah…! Ah-heu…!”

He really disliked hearing the vulgar moans that could be heard even outside the door. However, since it had been a while since he had seen the slaves, he threw the door open to check what kind of state they were in for the first time in a long while.

[“Don’t kill them… isn’t there something like that? Something that would make them unrecognizable even if their parents or siblings came. Dissecting them isn’t enough to satisfy me. I want those bastards to feel like shit for a very long time.”

Kang Heeseong was inwardly flustered by Kang Heeju’s sudden request, but no matter what, he was always the type to be weak for his younger brother. After thinking for a moment, he found a method suitable for his brother’s request. That was something sufficiently—no, terribly—cruel enough to satisfy his brother.]

123 days ago, just before Kim Heejo opened his eyes, Stacked Books conveyed his opinion to the rest of the monsters, and the other monsters were already of the same mind. In that way, the humans who entered with Kim Heejo were reborn as Slave Number 1, Slave Number 2, Slave Number 3, and Slave Number 4.

But how could they be so weak? That fellow, not even a month after entering, almost lost his sense of self and became completely obedient. While Stacked Books found it incomprehensible, he realized anew that Kim Heejo’s spirit was remarkably strong. Kim Heejo, who had lived a hard life with nothing, never gave up, so why were those guys like that? Perhaps for a human who has committed a sin, even their will is miserably weak.

Because of that, Stacked Books had never felt even the slightest interest in the four slaves. Perhaps it was because his heart was packed full of Kim Heejo—

“….”

Maybe because he was shy, the spaces between the books felt burning hot. When Stacked Books fanned himself with his hands, the monsters nearby approached nimbly and tried to cool Stacked Books down, but he declined and let them finish what they were doing. Inside the guest room were Slaves Number 1 and 2, and Choi Seongjin. His gaze first went to Number 1, who was closest.

Slave Number 1 did have a fairly beautiful body, but the thing hanging between his legs was too pathetic. It wasn’t even worth watching. However, the monster with nine cell phones attached to its head seemed to like Slave Number 1 very much.

[Small!][Small!][Small!]

[Small!][Small!][Small!]

[Really!][Very!][Small!]

“Uuuu… hit, hee-ik—.”

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