Kill Your X Chapter 24

The room Si Yeonho had booked was the only suite in the entire hotel. I remembered hearing from someone that it was impossible to reserve, even if you had the money. Looking around the unnecessarily vast space, I asked him,

“You were able to book this room on the same day?”

“It wasn’t a same-day reservation.”

“I’m not even surprised anymore.”

Being stalked by him wasn’t a one-day or two-day affair, so I’d come to accept it. Besides, I was more at fault this time.

Swept up in impulsive excitement, I somehow made it to the room, but before reaching the bed, belated regret washed over me. It had been a long time since I’d felt this apprehensive before sleeping with someone.

“You should wash up too.”

Resignedly accepting reality, I went into the nearest bathroom. There were countless rooms attached, so Si Yeonho could just use a different bathroom.

‘How did things end up like this?’

As I stood naked under the cold water, my memory returned. It had only been a few minutes since I was dragged to a blind date orchestrated by my parents, but surprisingly, after meeting Si Yeonho, I couldn’t think of anything else. The irritation that had been rising up to my throat had evaporated. A variety of emotions filled the empty space instead.

Despite my talk about preferences, the image of his impassive face made my cock fully erect. Relishing the ache that craved more stimulation, I roughly dried myself and went out. Unlike me, who was naked, Si Yeonho was sitting on the bed, wearing a bathrobe.

“Why are you wearing a robe? You’re going to take it off anyway.”

His gaze went to my hardened center. Seeing how this situation only made me more excited rather than embarrassed, I was truly hopeless.

I grabbed the condoms I always carried in my wallet and went over to him. I tossed the condoms carelessly on the nightstand beside the bed and climbed on top of him.

As I pulled the V-necked robe to the sides, his broad chest was revealed. Genuine admiration welled up at the sight of his tightly packed muscles. I work out consistently, so I knew how much effort it took to build a body like that.

Though it was just a guess, his physique didn’t seem to have been built solely through exercise.

“Why do you have so many scars on your body?”

Most were faint, but there were quite a few large scars here and there, which puzzled me. I couldn’t even imagine what he had to have done to get such marks on his body.

Did he run with a biker gang or something? I didn’t think Si Yeonho was a particularly rebellious student in high school.

“Were you in some kind of accident?”

“Yes.”

He affirmed my random guess.

“It must have been a big accident.”

“Someone died.”

I was momentarily speechless at the shocking revelation. Well, it wasn’t like he was covered in tattoos like a gangster, and since it was an accident, it probably wasn’t a good memory for him, so I quelled my curiosity. I hadn’t come to a hotel room to casually chat about the past.

I immediately pressed my lips to his chest. Even with my most sincere efforts, his response was like a stone. I wondered if he really wasn’t sensitive, as he remained indifferent even when I lightly pinched and stimulated him.

‘He can’t actually be frigid, can he?’

I continued the foreplay, telling myself he might just be too nervous, even if he didn’t seem like it. He didn’t moan at my touch, but his firm skin was a pleasure to touch in itself. I pulled his robe down a little further. I expected him to have a good body, but once he was completely undressed, it was truly a work of art.

Just one thing would have made it even better, by my standards.

“I really like topping guys with bigger dicks than mine.”

Even flaccid, Si Yeonho’s penis was impressively large. Why would something like that be attached beneath such a pretty face? The veiny cock was practically a lethal weapon.

“Yours is a bit extreme.”

For the sake of humanity, he shouldn’t be a top. Some might say it’s a waste, but putting something like that inside carelessly could lead to real trouble. That was a valuable lesson learned through direct and indirect experiences over the past ten years.

“You used to say you liked guys with big dicks.”

Rich and big-dicked. He was referring to the preferences I’d talked about at a bar other than Jerome’s.

“Yeah. It turns me on to see a guy with a big dick panting while getting fucked by me.”

I stroked his thick cock in my hand. My jaw might get a little sore. Hesitating slightly, I swallowed the tip whole.

A crease formed on the bridge of my nose at the fullness in my mouth. Si Yeonho’s unique, cool, fleshly scent filled my senses. Sucking on the smooth glans like candy, I started moving my head up and down, trying not to use my teeth.

It had been a while, so the feeling of sucking cock was really good. As I rolled his balls in my hand and licked the shaft with my tongue, Si Yeonho finally let out a small, sigh-like sound. Excited by the hard-won, aroused response, I swallowed him deep.

“Sunbae, I have something I’m curious about. Can I ask?”

He asked mid-blowjob. I gave him permission with a glance, and Si Yeonho said something audacious. I almost bit his precious cock and drew blood.

“Is that really the only reason you insist on being the top?”

“What?”

I pulled his cock out, just before it reached my throat, and met his eyes. He looked relaxed, lying with one arm as a pillow. His jet-black eyes stared at me as he uttered the uncomfortable truth.

“It’s not like you haven’t been bottomed before, Sunbae.”

How did he even know that? The only person who’d ever topped me was Kim Minseok, and that wasn’t recent, but almost ten years ago. For Si Yeonho to know this…

“Do you know who Kim Minseok is? Do you also know where he is and what he’s doing now?”

“I don’t know either. I want to find him, but he’s hiding so well.”

My excitement fizzled out. It wasn’t that I missed Kim Minseok. I just wanted to know if the guy who scammed and ran away from me was even alive, and if so, if he was doing well.

“Haah, I don’t know how long you’ve been digging into my past.”

“I told him not to appear before you or contact you for ten years. If you didn’t want me looking into him, you should have made that a condition as well.”

He had a point, but wasn’t there such a thing as common sense? Saying he did it because I never told him not to… He was so confident that I couldn’t immediately retort.

“You always switch partners and insist on topping, but seeing how the frequency is increasing like an addict, I started to think…”

Taking advantage of my silence, he presented a humiliating assumption.

“Maybe Sunbae’s body isn’t satisfied just by topping.”

“Ha, haha.”

I must have been too lenient. Seeing him running his mouth so arrogantly while underneath me irritated me. Even though he hadn’t cum yet, I figured the blowjob was enough and spread his legs wide.

“When you keep fucking every hole, you start to think that way.”

I was a little taken aback by his thigh muscles, which were even more formidable than his abs. Si Yeonho definitely had the most intimidating body among all the men I’d brought to bed.

“It’s commonly called sexual compatibility. A hole that feels good to fuck is rarer than you think.”

I poked his untouched skin with my finger. Even with such blatant teasing, Si Yeonho just stared at me. I wondered how long he’d keep his head held high.

A twisted desire for conquest heated my eyes. I stared back at him and said,

“Come on, be a good boy. You’re good at that, aren’t you?”

“Sunbae.”

“I’ll try out your hole and tell you how it tastes.”

Without using any lube, I tried to push two fingers into his tight hole. Or rather, I tried to.

“Ugh!”

Suddenly, my vision spun, and our positions reversed. My damp hair scattered across the bed. He cast a jet-black shadow over me. Chills ran down my spine at the lifeless glint in his eyes and his monotone voice.

“I don’t know why you keep trying to deceive yourself.”

He spread my legs with ease. In that state, his cock and mine rubbed together carelessly. Contrary to my confused mind, my body responded positively to the stimulation, hardening my penis.

He shifted his weight, and Si Yeonho’s cock touched my hole. I snapped back to reality.

“Move, are you going to move or not?”

“For Sunbae, sex is just an act of relieving stress by feeling it to death, isn’t it?”

“I said move!”

“There’s a more efficient way, so why take the long route? Who knows how much time you have left.”

You should have as much sex as you can while you still can, Sunbae.

He whispered in my ear. Then, like a madman, he tried to shove his cock into my hole without any preparation. I twisted my body with all my might to push him away, but he didn’t budge.

“Ugh, wait. Hey!”

Without a moment to protest, his huge cock ruthlessly split my insides. I’d only swallowed the tip, but the foreign sensation made me cry out.

“You really, kuh, ack!”

As I continued to struggle, Si Yeonho grabbed my neck with his large hand and slammed it back. He probably didn’t know the concept of breath control, so he was literally choking me.

Was this really the same person who obeyed me like a puppy, the one who claimed to like me? In that moment, the emotion reflected in Si Yeonho’s eyes was none other than murderous intent. Primal fear paralyzed my reason.

“Just check it out without being so proud. If it’s not good after being bottomed, you can go back to doing it your way.”

He spoke as if it were no big deal. I desperately tried to pry his hand off, but it wouldn’t budge. Tears welled up at his unimaginable grip strength. How could someone be built like this?

Meanwhile, his cock continued to push its way inside me. It felt like my insides were being pushed upwards. My mouth fell open at the dizzying sensation of friction I’d long forgotten.