Kill Your X Chapter 23

“Mr. Gyujin, what’s wrong?”

As the woman was about to turn around, I waved my hands frantically.

“It’s nothing. I thought I knew you, but I guess I was mistaken.”

“Oh, I see. Then….”

I wasn’t mistaken. Our eyes definitely met. Si Yeonho was sitting alone at a far corner table inside the restaurant. Just then, the phone I had put in my jacket pocket vibrated. I excused myself and checked the message under the table.

[Don’t mind me.]

“Ha.”

[I told you I wouldn’t bother you.]

My head started pounding from the unexpected situation. How on earth did he find this place? We’ve been in frequent contact lately, but it seems he still hasn’t broken his bad habit of stalking people.

Besides, telling me not to mind him? Between lovers, that’s obviously sarcasm.

“Mr. Gyujin, are you listening to me?”

The gentle prodding made me frown unconsciously. I couldn’t deceive this nice person any longer. Even if my parents scolded me later, there was nothing I could do.

“I’m sorry, but I don’t think I’m feeling well today.”

I stood up first and grabbed my coat. At her bewildered look, I bowed ninety degrees.

“I’m truly sorry for our first meeting ending like this. You’re too good for me; you’ll meet someone better.”

“Mr. Gyujin, Mr. Gyujin!”

I paid and hurried out of the restaurant as if I were being chased. Wandering aimlessly, the only hiding place I could find was the men’s restroom.

“You finished early.”

His silent appearance behind me no longer surprised me. Facing Si Yeonho, who had followed me like a shadow, a rush of complex emotions surged through me. I quickly checked that no one else was in the restroom and gritted my teeth.

“How did you know?”

“I know everything about you, Sunbae.”

The fact that he was wearing the suit I bought him today, and his relaxed attitude, was extremely irritating. I knew I wasn’t in a position to be righteous. It was like I was cheating with a perfectly good boyfriend. Nevertheless, harsh words tumbled out. It was Si Yeonho’s fault for being so accommodating to me all this time.

“What do you mean, ‘don’t mind me’? If you knew beforehand, you should have told me not to go. Did you want to test me to see if I’d actually go on a blind date?”

With every word I uttered, I realized how awful I was. I was disgusted by myself. A cool gaze met my reddened, agitated eyes.

“Sunbae.”

“What.”

“Should I be the one angry right now?”

It was such a ridiculous statement that I almost didn’t believe my ears.

“It’s not like you went on that date because you wanted to, Sunbae.”

His calm demeanor provoked me even more. He was always a guy with almost no emotional fluctuations, but Si Yeonho genuinely didn’t seem angry.

“I know you don’t get along with your father, and yet you’re still the obedient son who listens to him.”

“Hey.”

“And most of all, I know you’re not interested in women.”

I took a step closer to him. See, this is why I hate people taller than me. Having to look up slightly even when standing straight was incredibly annoying.

“If you know, then why did you come? Why are you sneaking around like a rat, watching me?”

Si Yeonho suddenly raised one arm. I almost flinched, thinking he was about to hit me, but his hand only brushed lightly against my hair. He was just trying to remove something like dust that had stuck to me.

Flick, he flicked the small speck away with his finger. His eyes on me were bottomlessly black.

“I thought you’d need someone to take your anger out on tonight. Whenever things don’t go your way, Sunbae, you always relieve your stress that way.”

One corner of his mouth curved up in well-founded arrogance. It hurt my pride, but his words, that he knew me so well, were true.

It was true that I couldn’t defy my parents’ wishes even at thirty, and it was also true that the strongest urge I felt after storming out of the blind date was none other than sexual desire.

“Oh, so. Are you going to be my stress reliever?”

“Yes.”

“Think carefully before you answer. What do you think I’ll do to you?”

“You can do whatever you want.”

Satisfaction filled me at his unhesitant reply. Actually, I wasn’t just annoyed. Someone who knew me better than anyone and whom I could be completely myself with… what I truly wanted wasn’t a sophisticated blind date partner, but him.

I didn’t know how long Si Yeonho would put up with my unreasonable behavior. Even if he left me soon, I didn’t want to let tonight go. Once I made up my mind, the tightness in my chest disappeared.

“Yeonho.”

As I caressed his cheek, Si Yeonho obediently buried his face in my hand. His breath tickled my skin, and blood rushed to my lower body. I wanted to ravage him. I wanted his body temperature, which was slightly lower than average, to burn hot because of me.

“A room.”

“I’ve made a reservation.”

“Are you ready to be fucked by me?”

“I think I’ll only know once we get upstairs.”

Since he’d been a good boy, I decided to overlook the fact that he was taller than me. Yeojun had once made this wise observation: unless there’s like a 30cm height difference, it’s all the same when you’re underneath, so why be stubborn about it?

Actually, that was also the influence of a damn ex-boyfriend. It had been ten years, so it was time to get out of Kim Minseok’s shadow, I told myself.

Slowly, little by little. I would try to tame my partner my way, breaking free from the existing mold. Since I had a partner who willingly climbed onto the operating table, there was no better opportunity than this.

“You better behave. I’m not very nice in bed.”

“I know, Sunbae. You’re not nice.”

I covered his overly honest lips with mine. I roughly swept over his moist mucous membranes and entangled our tongues. Si Yeonho skillfully followed my forceful, inconsiderate kiss.

He wasn’t as aggressive as when he was talking about the nighttime surcharge, but he didn’t push me away either. His lukewarm response made me impatient. Consumed by an unquenchable thirst, I grabbed his collar and deepened the kiss.

Just then, we heard footsteps approaching. Breaking the kiss, I quickly pulled Si Yeonho into a stall and hid.

Click! As soon as I locked the door, Si Yeonho pushed me against the wall. Pressing me with his firm body, he kissed me again. Soon, the tongue I had been sucking on slipped past my lips. His passive attitude from just moments ago was nowhere to be found.

Does he have a thing for public sex? Si Yeonho wedged his thigh between my legs and leaned his weight on me. The sudden change caught me off guard.

“So, today’s conference…”

I gritted my teeth and stifled a moan at the sound of conversation from beyond the thin wall. Judging from the different voices, at least three people had entered the restroom. Even after they finished their business, they continued their pointless chatter.

My body tensed, afraid we might make a loud noise. With two men of above-average build crammed into one stall, there wasn’t much room to spare.

“Hngh!”

“Hahaha! You’re right. Our CEO Kim prepared so well that I…”

Luckily, my moan was masked by the noise. Even though he clearly saw my flustered expression, Si Yeonho didn’t even blink.

It wasn’t penetrative sex, but looking back, it felt like we’d done everything but that. Si Yeonho drove me crazy by flicking the tip of his tongue against the roof of my mouth. Not stopping there, he nipped at my neck and earlobe like a puppy. His large, firm hands gripped my waist, and I had no choice but to accept him.

The people who had been chattering for a while finally left the restroom. Just in case, I held my breath for a while longer before finally exhaling with relief. I shoved his chest, and Si Yeonho easily moved back. The excitement from the precarious situation didn’t subside easily.

“Haah, why so eager?”

I sat down on the toilet seat, exhausted, and the outline of my erect penis was clearly visible behind my pants. I touched it lightly with my finger, and Si Yeonho narrowed his eyes. He had fair skin and a pretty face, but on closer inspection, his face was completely at odds with his lower half.

“Always getting hard without permission. You can’t even use it anyway.”

I wanted to fool around right here and now. Seizing the moment, my daring imagination took shape. What would my father’s expression be if he found out that I’d stood up my blind date and hooked up with a guy in the restroom instead?

“Do you not like it?”

“No, I like it.”

If the world found out that his only son was crazy about sucking another man’s dick, my father would rather die. He was a man who lived his entire life for his reputation, so it was plausible.

“Let’s go up now.”

“Okay.”

Si Yeonho exited the stall first. Like a scout, he checked the situation outside and signaled that it was safe for me to come out. His reckless yet considerate attitude made me feel strange again. I followed him, covering my already erect penis with my coat.

We passed through the crowded hotel lobby and boarded the elevator. We were the only two passengers, so I blatantly scanned Si Yeonho from head to toe.

He was wearing the navy blue suit I had bought him. I hadn’t imagined I’d be taking it off him with my own hands when I gave it to him as a gift. The reality of the situation turned me on, and I licked my lips. I wanted to get on top of him right away. Maybe I, not him, was the reckless son of a bitch.