ANTITOXIN Chapter 41

Far from touching drugs, he had never even thought about trying them, but he could tell what the cause of the coldness Seolwon felt was. It must be the aftereffects appearing as the drug wore off. Because the nervous system became unstable, it was a phenomenon caused by a breakdown in the body’s temperature regulation.

Just as Joongsik suggested, he could have called a doctor to alleviate the symptoms. Yet, the reason he didn’t was to give a punishment in his own way. A punishment that the pathetic Han Seolwon—who ignored his calls just to suck down drugs—deserved to receive.

Even after that, he left the suffering Seolwon abandoned for a long time.

After a while, through Seolwon’s two closed eyes, tears streamed down.

“Heu-eu, heu… Cold… It’s cold…”

Wateriness was now fully imbued in the voice that muttered the same words repeatedly. If earlier it was a groan let out in agony, now it was closer to an appeal thrown out in hopes of help.

Inadvertently, he reached his hand out toward Seolwon. It was a gesture led merely by impulse, with no intention whatsoever to comfort him.

It was when the outstretched hand touched Seolwon’s cheek.

“Heut!”

Swallowing his breath, Seolwon flinched violently. That wasn’t all.

“Haa…”

A sense of stability settled into the breathing that had only been ragged. It was a reaction from feeling the touch, evident to anyone looking.

Narrowing his eyes, he deliberately withdrew his hand the next moment. It was because he became quite curious about what kind of reaction Seolwon—who looked delighted when touched—would show conversely if it was pulled away. However, no sooner had he taken his hand away than it was caught. As if begging him not to go, as if begging to be touched more, Seolwon actively tangled himself up in Cha Jaeyi’s hand.

Look at this. The corners of Cha Jaeyi’s mouth went up. While it was still unpleasing that the guy couldn’t snap out of it after stuffing himself with drugs, seeing him find comfort in his touch was quite a sight to behold.

Leaving his hand yielded, Cha Jaeyi opened his mouth.

“Hey.”

It was a form of address full of a delinquent vibe. Of course, it didn’t reach the ears of the senseless Seolwon. Even if it had been heard, Cha Jaeyi wouldn’t have minded.

“You should do this kind of thing when you’re sober, huh?”

The behavior of Seolwon tangling himself up and hanging onto his hand looked like nothing else to Cha Jaeyi’s eyes but a desperate struggle to be fucked. Frankly, stripping him naked right now and thrusting into his hole recklessly was possible at any moment. Seolwon was docile even when he was being choked earlier. Looking at the sign now, he might cling asking for more, but it didn’t seem like he would refuse saying he disliked it.

Despite knowing that, he had no intention of executing it. It wasn’t because there was a grand reason, but simply because it wasn’t his taste. Unless he was a loser bastard who went crazy from not being able to have sex, from the standard of Cha Jaeyi—who could easily take either a woman or a man if needed—rape was nothing more than a bothersome chore accompanied by annoying clean-up. Therefore, whether he clung asking to be touched more or appealed with tears to be made warm, he had no intention of touching him unnecessarily.

In the midst of this, Seolwon hung onto Cha Jaeyi’s arm with all his might. Finally, he even buried his face in his palm, inhaled, and rubbed against it wildly. As if straining to stick closer somehow. Like he was anxious because he wanted to have it.

“…”

The sneer resting on Cha Jaeyi’s mouth gradually crumbled. It was because he began to feel discomfort at Seolwon’s behavior, which looked like nothing but seduction no matter how he viewed it.

“Do they call this a set table when they see it.”

Rape wasn’t his taste, but suppressing himself by force was the same. No, rather than saying it wasn’t his taste, the expression that he wasn’t used to it was more correct. It must be because he had lived a life far removed from patience.

The blind spot of the phrase ‘deliberately not doing it’ is that, if one makes up their mind, they can do it anytime they want. The situation now was just like that.

The scale with patience and desire on either side gradually began to tilt to one side. Suddenly, he pulled out the hand caught by Seolwon.

“Heu…”

At the warmth helplessly taken away, Seolwon drooped his eyebrows and made a crying sound. The hand that had floated awkwardly in the air floundered as if craving something. Instead of letting that hand catch him again, Cha Jaeyi grabbed Seolwon’s chin and whispered.

“Darling, do you need me?”

Seolwon, who didn’t hear, only let out ragged breaths. To that, Cha Jaeyi put strength into the hand holding the chin, making him nod his head. Even making the sound “Yeah, yeah.” in place of Seolwon.

“I need it too. Because it looks like I’m about to get hard.”

It wasn’t just words. Because his lower body actually began to feel stiff.

“So do you want to have a light fuck with me? Because I’ll make sure you won’t get cold.”

If there was no reaction this time either, he intended to force him to nod his head again. But what do you know.

“Eung-eung… Eung…”

As if truly answering, Seolwon made a sensual sound. Even though he knew it was a groan let out because of pain, Cha Jaeyi chuckled.

Though it was forced, Cha Jaeyi—who had extracted consent from Seolwon—climbed onto the bed without a moment’s hesitation. Supporting himself on the sheet with his right hand, he stared intently down at Seolwon for a moment. Seolwon was shaking violently again just like earlier. Without even knowing what he was about to be subjected to from now on.

Abruptly, he lowered his head. However, he stopped just before their lips touched. Keeping a subtle distance that seemed about to touch yet not touching, he dropped a damp voice.

“I’ll give you a chance. If you think this isn’t it, punch me even now.”

He could stop now. But from the moment they touched, it would be impossible. As said, because he was a person not used to patience.

As if reacting to the voice, Seolwon’s eyelids twitched. Before long, the pupils revealed between the half-open eyes were just dazed. It seemed he didn’t even know what words he had heard.

Again like earlier, Seolwon raised his arms and began to flounder as if searching for warmth. The hand that was wandering without finding its bearings soon touched Cha Jaeyi’s neck. At the warmth finally felt again, Seolwon raised even his remaining arm and wrapped it around Cha Jaeyi’s neck.

“Cold…”

At first it was a groan, and next was an appeal.

Now? It was seduction. So clearly that anyone would have no choice but to think so. Even if what he wished for was warmth, not pleasure.

“Wow, fuck, this is real.”

Seolwon’s action of clinging conversely instead of slapping his cheek ended up knocking down even the shred of patience remaining inside Cha Jaeyi.

“You’re the one who stimulated me. Let’s make that clear.”

He had given enough of a chance. The snapped-out-of-it Seolwon might get angry saying he didn’t mean that, but well, it didn’t matter. Consideration for a junkie was sufficient with this much. There would be no need to become a good person even while exercising unfamiliar patience.

Finally, he overlapped his lips. Through the interlocking gap, the warmth contained in Cha Jaeyi’s lips flowed into Seolwon. Feeling this, Seolwon put strength into the arms wrapping around the neck and clung more actively. Gulp, Seolwon’s Adam’s apple, which swallowed the warmth, surged as if convulsing. The movement of the lips that had been lightly attached turned rough starting from this point.

Swallowing Seolwon’s dry lips as if biting them off, he thrust his tongue between them. Unlike the outside which had cooled down coldly, the inside was damp and hot. An exploration continued lengthily—sucking the tongue as if he would chew and swallow it right away, then changing direction to scrape the roof, and suddenly thrusting it all the way to the throat. Seolwon was merely being subjected to it helplessly. Only the two arms still hugging the neck were proving that they didn’t feel rejection.

The tongue that licked the tender flesh inside the mouth slipped out and licked the lips. Around the time Seolwon’s panting breath calmed down for once, it dug in deeply again, licking up under the tongue and intertwining. The papillae minutely grown on top of the tongue rubbed thickly together with the saliva. To the skillful movement of the tongue digging into the parted mouth and turning it inside out at random, the only thing Seolwon could do was swallow the pooled saliva while panting.

Chwup, chup. The flesh interlocking with the saliva thickly pooled inside the mouth continuously made a squelching sound. Cha Jaeyi felt that his lower body, which had been half-erect, was completely erect only now.

Seolwon’s condition was no different. The tension pooled in his heart rode down his spine and went down to his genitals. That was felt even while unconscious. In the genitals that ended up getting erect before long, a feeling of stuffiness soon began to arise. To the point that he had no choice but to bounce his hips without realizing it.

At the bulging sensation felt against his lower abdomen, Cha Jaeyi pulled his lips away. Saliva that couldn’t be swallowed in time stretched like a thread between the lips, then snapped.

“Heu-eu… Heu…”

Seolwon leaked a sensual groan with a dazed face. The trembling had subsided noticeably in the meantime.