The Prosecutor’s Office’s Proposal Chapter 60

I couldn’t even hide my cheeks, which must have been flushed bright red from nervousness. When I looked up at him again, the gaze that always looked cold even in anger was different than usual. The depths of his intimate gaze were burning so hot they felt like they would give me a burn.

When you look directly into a raging fire, a horizontal red line remains in the eyes of a dead corpse. It felt as though that same horizontal red line would manifest in Prosecutor Joo’s eyes—and in mine.

“I have no intention of being tender with you today, Officer Lee. I’m a person who doesn’t know how to do that in the first place. Besides, I couldn’t do that with you.”

He added, grinding his teeth.

“I’ve held back for too long to be nice to you.”

“…What are you going to do?”

My voice, which barely escaped, was pitifully shaky and cracking. I wanted to ask if the reason he couldn’t be tender with me was because of the scarlet letter hanging on my chest, but I couldn’t bring myself to ask that question.

It was as if Prosecutor Joo had gnashed his teeth.

His lips approached, dragging across my earlobe and the rim of my ear, sending shivers racing through my entire body. This was the moment those lips—which I had always found so difficult to look away from when he smoked or spoke to me—finally made contact with my skin.

He shoved his hot breath into my ear canal and spoke.

“I’m going to do this like I’m raping you.”

Again, hot blood began to leak beneath the soles of my feet.

“If you’re okay with that, come inside.”

All the blood drained from my body, and my skin turned pale, struck with fear.

Right. Even if Joo Taeson is a righteous man, even if he is someone I have respected for a long time—and someone I have actually always liked deep down—there was no way a tender relationship would be given to me.

You knew it would be like this. Were you hoping for sweet words about dating?

I pressed my palms tightly with my sweaty fingertips. Hard enough to leave crescent-shaped nail marks.

I always thought it was strange: if Prosecutor Joo were the type of person who could be tender if he accepted me, he wouldn’t treat me that way at work. He always wanted to touch me, he shared cigarettes with me, he let me bite his thumb with my lips while I lay drunk… and yet he was so cold.

How about it? Still want to throw yourself at him just once?

Life asked me.

I replaced that answer by placing my remaining foot inside the entrance.

The cold silver line remained behind my trembling back.

The entrance door closed behind me with a heavy sound.

“It seems you liked me much more than I expected, Officer Lee.”

“…My expectations weren’t much different from yours, Prosecutor Joo. I thought I could endure it.”

I didn’t know I would be unable to control my own emotions and truly end up stepping inside here. There had been many hurdles until now, but I had endured and moved past them all. Because, as Prosecutor Joo said, adapting to the office was more important than anything else.

But the breakwater built layer by layer could not withstand the weight of the saltwater constantly crashing against it, and it collapsed through a single small hole where the melted ice cream had seeped in.

I wanted to ask if he liked me, too.

“But isn’t that the same for you, Prosecutor Joo?”

“Well… I’m not sure if it’s appropriate to attach such a sweet name to my thirst.”

His thick fingers pulled at my waist, bringing our faces so close that our noses touched. Suddenly, I felt like I couldn’t breathe, so I lowered my head. My breathing was so strained that I wondered if there was a shortage of oxygen only around Prosecutor Joo, and my heart just kept pounding noisily, failing to do its proper job.

Slowly, his weight settled onto me, and I was pushed back bit by bit. We were still wearing our shoes, and the hallway wall stopped me as I stepped back. He hugged my waist tighter and grabbed the tip of my chin with his free hand.

“Open your mouth. I’ll show you a preview of what’s going to happen from here on out.”

The strength in his grip was too strong for me to resist, so I did as I was told and quietly parted my lips.

Was he going to kiss me, finally?

He tilted my head back a little further to peer into the dark inside of my mouth, and then he slowly spat saliva into it. Unbelievably.

I opened my eyes wide in surprise and looked up at his face, positioned above me.

“Ah….”

Feeling the sensation of Prosecutor Joo’s long, falling saliva pooling in my mouth, I realized his vow to treat me as if he were raping me was no mere empty threat. His words about not knowing tenderness, and that he didn’t want to be that way with me, were also sincere.

I thought I had prepared myself, but the unfolding process was unpredictable. Feeling my eyes grow hot, I grabbed his wrists as if to hold him back. Because I didn’t want to share saliva with Prosecutor Joo in this way, I tried to endure it while keeping the spit he had spat into my mouth, even though I knew I would have no choice but to swallow. He paid no heed and dropped a little more.

The hand that had been holding my chin moved up to my cheek. Prosecutor Joo watched me not swallowing and instructed.

“Swallow.”

His appearance as he commanded me was that of my superior, as always.

“…Officer Lee, you’re not listening. Perhaps it’s because we aren’t in the office.”

I thought he would force my mouth shut. But contrary to my expectations, Prosecutor Joo’s lips covered mine without hesitation. My fingers, which had been wrapped around his thick wrists, lost their strength and slipped away powerlessly.

These were the lips I had always secretly glanced at in the office. The moment I realized they had finally touched, my nerves pulled taut from my toes to the crown of my head.

“…Hic… Unh….”

Our lips overlapped as if crushed by each other’s weight. His hot tongue pushed inside without hesitation, occupying the damp inner space.

It was the moment I finally kissed Prosecutor Joo. My cheeks were, of course, flushed red. But because the kiss was so unlike my imagination, there was no room for any bright feelings to intervene. Only his thick, hot body temperature was exactly as I had expected.

When he moved his tongue, there was a wet sound in my mouth, which was already filled with the saliva of two people. Even knowing I would have to swallow it eventually, I endured it for a while because I hesitated to perform the act of drinking the spit he had spat out.

However, when Prosecutor Joo rubbed my tongue, which was submerged in saliva, I quickly felt like I couldn’t take it anymore. Because of the excitement, more saliva pooled, and my mouth was filled to the limit. My breathing was also labored. The moment his thick tongue dug in deep, as if it were about to reach my throat, rubbing against the delicate mucous membranes, I couldn’t endure it any longer and began to swallow all the liquid.

“Unh….”

The sensation of the hot bodily fluid sliding down my throat was vivid. Once I endured it and swallowed it once, I couldn’t stop, so I began to gasp and drink every last drop of saliva remaining in my mouth. To do that, I had no choice but to suck on his tongue.

I clung to him, grabbing Prosecutor Joo’s lapels with trembling hands. While I struggled to create space to breathe, sucking his tongue and swallowing the saliva, he merely savored my struggling without helping.

Perhaps because I had been straining with tension, a sense of exhaustion already began to wash over me. As my grip on him lost its strength, he released me, pushed both of my hands upward, and firmly fixed them to the wall with one hand.

I could clearly feel the presence of his hardened sex against my lower body as Prosecutor Joo pressed tightly against me. My body trembled lightly because I could guess his size just from the touch. How could he be this huge? It felt as if something like a water bottle was touching me.

He carelessly rubbed himself against my body and slowly pulled his lips away. A thin thread of saliva stretched between our slimy lips before snapping.

“It seems you like drinking spit. You’re standing, too, Officer Lee.”

“That’s not, huff….”

Prosecutor Joo rubbed our touching lower bodies and overlapped his lips again.

Our overlapping breath was hot. I could finally feel the other’s temperature properly, but this second kiss was, again, never tender. His thick tongue invaded deep, moving as if he wanted to devour me. Unlike before, when he had slipped it in secretly to make me swallow saliva, this time, on the contrary, he allowed no room to swallow and toyed with my mucous membranes. Whether he was doing it on purpose or not, every time I tried to swallow the saliva, he shoved his tongue in so deep that I couldn’t properly move my throat and had no choice but to open my lips even wider.

“Ugh… unh….”

It felt as if my throat were being blocked, and my breath reached the tip of my chin. I shook both hands, wanting to push him away, but I couldn’t pull away that one hand of his that was pressing me down. It was impossible from the beginning to defeat Prosecutor Joo with build and grip strength.