Speak of The Devil Chapter 12

Jung Yiyeon clearly expressed his objection. It was a face that looked back on whether the contract between us was like that.

Perhaps he was not aware of the pain that broke my heart. It was like the pain of a heart that had already fallen to the bottom, crushed under his cruelty. He would never know.

To maintain a connected relationship even if it was only our bodies, I would never reveal my pain.

“Is that possible? It’s just that I couldn’t sleep.”

Fortunately, my voice flowed smoothly. Thanks to this, Jung Yiyeon’s expression softened a bit. But I could see that his doubt was not 100% cleared.

“Why? What happened?”

It was because of you. I was filled with thoughts about you. You were spinning all over my head and you wouldn’t let me go.

But, of course, I couldn’t say it.

“… My brother does dangerous work, and he came in yesterday and was very injured. There was a fuss made to take him to the emergency room, and he said he didn’t want to go to the emergency room, and then we came back at dawn to wipe the bloodstains in the hallways and rooms. I live with my older brother.”

This, of course, didn’t happen last night. This was something that happened years ago and I made it up as if it happened yesterday. Fortunately, something like this did happen. At the time, of course, I was so scared, but the day came when I would use this as an excuse like this.

In my words, Jung Yiyeon’s face completely unraveled and changed strangely. Of course, it was a spiel that anyone would be interested in.

“Is your brother doing something dangerous?”

“Yeah. I won’t go into details, but it looks so.”

“You must have been very shocked yesterday.”

“Yeah, thanks to him, I think I’m going to faint if I put my head anywhere right now. I wondered if I could lie down.”

“Thank god. I thought Secretary Lee was jealous because he liked me. I am too old to spend my mind and body on those feelings.”

Ah, so that was why Min Seowon, who had been consolidating with such passionate gazes toward him, was coldly thrown away.

But it wasn’t incomprehensible. I was like that until I met Jung Yiyeon. I only wanted a superficial relationship, and I used to be infinitely cruel to anyone who tried to cross that line.

“I understand. I’m just tired.”

So who other than me will understand Jung Yiyeon?

“I’m glad Secretary Lee has the same personality as me.”

Perhaps Jung Yiyeon heard about my rumors at the bar where we met. Rumors that I didn’t want emotional exchanges and only wanted a sex partner. Of course, it was true.

It had come to this but my stomach hurt. If I hadn’t been so promiscuous in the past, would Jung Yiyeon have looked at me differently? No…There was a high probability that he would not bother to reach out his hand. It was obvious that I would be the only one who would have been anxious anyway.

Jung Yiyeon knew that I had an erratic personality and would have reached out to me easily. So I had to play the part in front of him. I knew that only then would I be able to sustain what we had.

However, knowing it meant that the face that smiled said that he was relieved and not hurt.

How low was the threshold for this pain? I knew what kind of person Jung Yiyeon was and what he wanted from me, but why was it so painful every time?

“Come and lie down.”

“If I put my head on the bed, I think I will fall asleep.”

“Let’s go to sleep. What’s the Secretary going to do alone when the boss isn’t going to work? Go to sleep.”

No…The absence of Jung Yiyeon did not mean that I had nothing to do at the company. First of all, what about calling the office? When I was not there, the Secretary’s office had one person dispatched, and I should at least let the secretarial office know that Jung Yiyeon wouldn’t go to work in the morning either.

Jung Yiyeon pulled me in without giving me any chance and laid me down next to him. All I could do was take the suit jacket off and put it away so it wouldn’t wrinkle.

“Ah…”

But as I lay down, Jung Yiyeon’s strong forearms slipped under my neck. I mean, this was an arm pillow that could be made for any kind of lover. His behavior was completely unpredictable. Why the hell are you doing this to me?

Is it just comfortable? You know that I’ll never like you, so you carelessly pour out skinship like this? When you don’t have any feelings, is this kind of skinship possible?

“… Boss.”

“Yes?”

President, do you like me?

Even though I knew he didn’t, I was curious.

But of course, I couldn’t ask. I was sure I’d hear the answer no. Before that, it was against the rules to even ask about feelings among us. So, without asking, I turned around.

“I feel sleepy…”

No, not just physical fatigue, but mental fatigue from the previous situation was the perfect limit. As I slowly blinked my eyes, Jung Yiyeon grinned. Again on my forehead, I could feel a short and warm kiss.

Jung Yiyeon held me in his arms and closed my eyes with his hand.

“Don’t worry, I’ll wake you up.”

Ha…

In my head, I was crying in despair.

The sediment in my heart had not gone away, and so didn’t the pain that warmed my throbbing heart, but the warmth and friendly whispers that embraced me inevitably collapsed. As he hugged me, the smell of Jung Yiyeon brushed the tip of my nose. As close as any other lover, the shared body temperature and body odor were stroking the wounds engraved on my heart.

The wounds caused by Jung Yiyeon healed because of Jung Yiyeon. I had no choice but to scramble between them.

There was a time when I wondered if just having sex with him wouldn’t be enough. The optimistic idea was that if I quietly suppressed my emotions, I would find joy and pleasure in this relationship.

But it was all my mistake.

How long could I ever be satisfied with a relationship like this? Just having someone else by his side already makes me fume with jealousy. Nevertheless, I loved this man holding me in my arms so much that everything was forgiven.

I didn’t know that the more I touched him, the more my liking would inflate without limit. I slept with Jung Yiyeon because I didn’t know that. The thirst seemed to be quenched…

Soon, the sound of Jung Yiyeon’s breathing could be heard. Jung Yiyeon buried his nose in the corner of my hair and slept well.

I rolled into his arms, hugged him tightly, as if asleep, and buried my face in his chest.

“Umm… Secretary Lee … ”

He murmured as if he was slightly awakened by my movements. He was trying to push me away. My body stiffened with tension.

But instead, he turned completely toward me and hugged me tightly in his arms. The hand that patted my back was just kind.

I fall to the floor once more. Once again I realized and regretted it.

Cruel. But it was cruel and sweet. The warmth of the man holding me was warm enough to hurt.

So I couldn’t stop liking you. Even if my heart was torn and full of bruises and scars.

I couldn’t help but love you to the end.

In Jung Yiyeon’s arms, I finally fell asleep. My consciousness which hit the limit couldn’t stand it any longer. I fell into a very deep sleep.

The sleeping world was comfortable and peaceful. Just dark moments, when all the things I had been thinking about in my head disappeared. It was a sweet time. Something tickled. It was soft and warm, but at the same time, it was strange and tickling. My body warmed slightly thanks to his warmth.

No, it was hot.

“Uhh… Ugh…”

It was hot and throbbing. It was as if the pain was so severe that the sound of pain came out of my mouth.

I felt like my chest would explode every time I took a breath because my chest was stuffy and I wanted to take a deep breath and breathe the fresh air. My chest hurt so much. Still, I couldn’t figure out where my limbs were. There was something uncomfortable about the posture. A feeling of going crazy swept through my whole body.

Why is it getting so hot? Why is the skin itchy? Why is my heart beating so hard, and what is it that runs through my blood vessels, so that my fingertips and toes are numb?

In the meantime, the most uncomfortable thing was the feeling of a foreign body underneath. It was uncomfortably digging inside, so I twisted my back and tried to escape, but a hand gripped somewhere in my body wouldn’t let me go.

Thanks to that, my buttocks trembled continuously. My lower abdomen was uncomfortable and it was difficult to bear. No, it was a little bit more outside than inside. The inside. No, it was just that everything between my legs was strange and painful.

“Ah… uh… .”

The tickling and exhilarating pleasure that rose between the unpleasant dull pains was something familiar. It reminded me of one of those types of sexual pleasure that I like.

“Yes… !”

When the wet nasal sound burst out, I took a deep breath and struggled to open my eyelids, which were so heavy that I couldn’t open them. It was Jung Yiyeon who came into my newly opened field of vision. Like that, I discovered that I was not wearing anything either.

“Boss?”

He laughed at my voice full of despair. It was only at the moment when what had filled the bottom of my body slipped out, I realized that the burdensome foreign body that was tormenting my lower body was his fingers. Rubbing the spot where the finger came out, and opening the entrance, the way he rushed in…

“Ah… Ah… !!”

My back bent naturally, but my body was folded so that my thighs touched my chest, so even instinctive movements were not enough. As soon as I opened my eyes, what the hell was this? It was like I was still dreaming.

“Boss, sir, ugh! Ah!”

“Ha… ”

The sound of breathing mixed with low moans was so sexy. It was too lewd and brought me back to reality. This was not a dream.

“Secretary Lee.”

Lips calling me softly covered my lips. His movements began to intensify while his tongue swiped my mouth, I was having trouble breathing and my lungs hurt. It felt even more painful because my heart was already in rags.

“Ah, Boss, ugh!”

Pleasure removed my mind from the pain that weighed on my chest. My eyes went black and my consciousness seemed to sink into the abyss. Scary. Good. Even though it hurt, I was happy.

“Ha… ! Huh, uh, ah!”

Jung Yiyeon’s thing entered deep into me again as if forcibly opening my body. Just then, the red marks on his collarbone were engraved on my retina.

Tears streamed down my cheeks. Under Jung Yiyeon’s tenacious gaze, as he clasped my hands and pushed me, I desperately held back my tears. However, the beating continued strongly, and whenever my body shook, unbearable tears flowed down the corners of my eyes.

Jung Yiyeon looked at the tears that wet my cheeks with supreme satisfaction. A certain heat flashed in his eyes.

At the same time, it was incredibly soft. The series of actions of licking tears with his tongue and kissing my eyelids was very sweet.

“Ugh…”

The kindness that made me believe that I was a passionate lover whom he cherished and loved very much. But I was sick of him being so kind. It was sad to know that something so heavy was not love.

So the tears flowed a little more.

Waking up from intense sex had left me feeling out of place. A hazy and drowsy state continued as if I had a cold. When Jung Yiyeon finally let me go, even if it wasn’t much, the body that had accumulated fatigue was completely turned into a kimchi-like green onion. Still, work was waiting for me.

So I was getting ready to go to work. My back and buttocks were throbbing in the driver’s seat, and it wasn’t a big deal. But how dare I drive the boss on the way to work? Of course, the Secretary was responsible for driving the boss.

Jung Yiyeon was probably a little concerned about it. He usually sat in the back seat, but today he sat in the passenger seat. As for what he was doing there, he was staring at me with extremely burdensome eyes.

… Fuck yeah, I cried. I shed a few drops of tears. But why? For what?

“… What are you looking at?”

“Oh, don’t worry, just drive.”

If it were you, wouldn’t you care? His eyes were on the side of my head, so my ears tickled. If he looked at me from the side, he could see that my ears were all red, so I was going crazy in embarrassment. It was unlucky for me that there was a traffic jam during lunchtime. It was a 15-minute walk, but we were not even halfway there yet. Of course, there was still time, but I wanted to get out of this situation as quickly as possible.

“Aren’t you hungry?”

“I’m hungry. Shall we go in and eat?”

“The meeting time is a bit vague. How about taking it on the go?”

“Oh, do it.”

Oh, don’t you think it’s rude to answer like that? I had no appetite, but somehow wanted to avoid this situation, so I pretended not to notice his gaze and looked around to see if there was a suitable restaurant.

But at that moment, Jung Yiyeon said something.

“Am I that good?”

I almost hit the accelerator.

Without realizing it, I forcibly endured the loud noise that was about to come out. The reflexive attempt to glare at him could only be tolerated by desperate self-control. Ah, how great would it be if I could shout, “You’re crazy, real, crazy asking that while I’m driving.”

“… What do you mean? I see Burger King over there. Shall I stop there?”

“I ate a hamburger for breakfast. I think the porridge next door would be fine.”

“Alright.”

“But was it that good?”

“Ah, boss… !”

Eventually, I exploded. When I screamed, he burst into laughter, folded his back, and laughed.

Ha, fuck laugh, laugh all you want. Some people were driving with a body that hurt so badly that they couldn’t even move, let alone fold their backs, but you should smile all you want.

“I was really tired. Really against a sleeping person…”

“Yeah, your eyes are bloodshot right now and you look great. Haha. It was so good that it brought tears to your eyes, right?”

You seem very happy to make fun of me. With this in mind, I turned away from him.

“If I make fun of you more, I will lose. Aren’t you going to tell your brother?”

I really shouldn’t talk. Jung Yiyeon, who was friendly as if he had forgotten that he was the boss, put his tongue out. I didn’t know how his mood changed from asking if I was jealous, to acting like an ankle biter.

Of course, the biggest problem was me. His irresistible laughter made my heart tickle at the innocent look that made fun of me. My heart ached, and even though it still hurts, his jokes made my heart tickle.

“I can’t say anything. Unless you want to be killed, boss.”

“Wow, is that so? Do you think he’s very good at using his fists?”

“Yes. He’s a little scary.”

His eyes twinkled as if he was expecting me to tell him something interesting. Moving the car to the edge of the lane, I decided to unravel a story about my brother. It was a very private thing, but in case he was curious.

“My brother is one year older than me, but in the neighborhood… Well, he was kind of famous. When I was in middle school, I was forced to transfer to another school. He was my older brother, so no one touched me at school.”

At that time, I pretended to study hard and managed my grades moderately, and I went about without any worries. However, thanks to the notoriety left behind by Lee Won, no one could touch me.

“But at that time, one of the teachers who was newly appointed and became the homeroom teacher was a pervert. He kept coming over and rubbing and touching me all over the place.”

I was popular with girls, so I knew I was handsome, but I didn’t know that a pervert with pedophilia could look at me. At the time, I had never even thought that a man could see a man sexually, and I only wondered if the teacher was touching me a little too much. But he was also a very caring and understanding teacher, and he followed me as well as other children.

Thinking about it now, that crazy bastard was a pervert. Not only did he secretly touch my chest or waist, but he kept telling me to stay, so he wanted to be alone with the two of us after school, or he secretly told me to meet up because he would buy me something delicious outside.

“My brother asked me how I was doing in school, and I told him my new homeroom teacher kept touching me, and that a while ago he was trying to hug me from behind and put me on his lap… ”

“He did?”

“A few days later, he was drunk, and on his way home he was robbed and all his limbs were broken.”