Author: nicotine

When I was younger, there were people who gave me their own photos during times when I met a lot of people. I didn’t particularly cherish them and, due to not organizing my wallet, they were still there. There were also photos given by past lovers.

“…Why is this handsome guy asking you to choke him?”

After Siwoo, now you’re curious too. It seemed like true feelings came out with the rise of alcohol. I was curious too. What makes me so special and outstanding? I’m just a fool who can’t capture even one Jung Yiyeon’s heart.

“What about other pictures?”

Whether he didn’t really want an answer to the question or not, Taehoon changed the subject. Usually, I would have shown other pictures without hesitation, but I wanted to keep Jaeoh out of the discussion, so I showed pictures from my memory.

“There’s a girl I had a crush on and a girl I dated.”

“You have so many. Why keep pictures of ex-girlfriends and carry them around?”

“Because it’s too bothersome to throw them away.”

“On a topic without any lingering feelings. Don’t people misunderstand when they see them?”

“Who would I show these to? I even forgot they existed.”

Taehoon must know that I don’t have any lingering feelings. I didn’t officially declare anyone my lover, and it wasn’t like I had a lot of people I dated. There were some, but there were far more people I slept with and then broke up with.

“Don’t you have a picture of your first love?”

…That was a question that suddenly tightened my throat. First love. So… a picture of Jung Yiyeon. It’s fortunate that I don’t have one. Suddenly, I felt an impulse to throw away all the pictures that were filling my wallet. Meaningless pictures. Why didn’t I throw them away?

“Hey, Lee Nan. I’m having a ridiculous thought right now. Could it be?”

“Don’t say it out loud. Shut up.”

“Do you really not get along with me?”

Taehoon seems really drunk. So am I. I coolly responded with a light laugh.

“Get lost, you idiot. Are you a pervert who only feels affection for someone with a one-sided crush?”

At my sarcastic remark, Taehoon crumpled for a moment. I chuckled at his defeated appearance. It was just laughter that came out.

Yeah, this is my style. Being straightforward to the point of being rude, doing things my own way without hesitation.

So, I took out my phone again.

“What are you doing?”

“If you’re not going to stop me from doing it, then shut up.”

“What?”

Ah, it was clearly a regrettable act. It would undoubtedly lead to squirming in agony and self-loathing. The trampled dignity that fell to the ground would hurt so much that I would just want to die. I had already endured such a time once.

However, I couldn’t stop my fingers.

If only this message were ignored. Yes, if that happened, I might be able to forget and move on. My pride would be hurt for a while, but it could pass as a slight heartache from the wounds of unrequited love.

Even though I knew it was a stupid thing to do, I sent a message to the number I still hadn’t deleted. That I’m here right now.

It wasn’t about drinking. Making the same mistake again after already drinking and making a mistake once was an issue of intelligence. However, because I had already consumed alcohol, I couldn’t suppress this impulse.

Taehoon’s suggestion for us to sleep together was because I got caught up with alcohol. It seemed natural that sexual desire would arise when drinking. So, I got caught up too.

But there was only one target for me to get caught up with.

I wanted to. To touch, lick, suck. I wanted to let go of all reason and indulge in every naughty act, experiencing exhilarating pleasure. The sudden desire to see him didn’t subside.

And a short while later, my phone vibrated.

– Come out in 5 minutes.

It was a message from Jung Yiyeon.

The dark and narrow confined space was filled with hot and humid air.

“Ha…”

Jung Yiyeon’s low moan mingled with my breath and flowed out. Just that moan alone sent shivers down my spine.

It was still the influence of the alcohol, but there was a peculiarity in the space. It felt similar to when I went under his desk, but it was undoubtedly different. It was Jung Yiyeon’s car.

This time, it wasn’t even a motel. I parked the car in a secluded place, pushed the front seat forward, and was engrossed in activities on the back seat.

I engulfed his genitals deeply enough to touch the inside of my throat, alternating between sucking and pulling to make his cheeks hollow. I sometimes used my hand to stroke his member, licked the shaft with my tongue, and even met my mouth with his. My heart pounded violently in response to his intense excitement.

After sending the message, I didn’t have to wait long before seeing Jung Yiyeon waiting for me in front of the restaurant. As soon as I saw him, I wanted to devour his genitals. So, when he parked the car and moved to the back seat, I rushed towards him.

While eagerly sucking on his rock-hard erection and fondling his testicles, he moaned like a sigh. The muscles of his thighs tightened firmly under the thin fabric. I bit down on Jung Yiyeon’s genitals, making loud sucking noises.

In the midst of heavy breathing, I heard his voice that I hadn’t heard in a long time.

“Come up.”

His grip on my hair tightened. Feeling my scalp being pulled, I released my lips. I then took off my pants and underwear, climbing onto his legs.

Placing Jung Yiyeon’s thighs between mine, I spread my knees wide, holding onto the car seat. It was fortunate that his face was hidden in the darkness. It was lucky that nothing was clearly visible. I didn’t dare to see what kind of expression he had on his face.

“Ugh…!”

It was just fortunate. Feeling the wet hand penetrating between my legs, I grabbed his shoulders. The shirt that Jung Yiyeon was wearing got crumpled in my hands.

Jung Yiyeon roughly thrust into me several times. From the beginning, he only focused on widening the bottom by inserting three fingers. There was no soft caressing of the walls or stimulating the sensitive areas. He simply lubricated the inside for the penetration. A tingling and sore pain spread below.

But how could I complain about pain? I was truly thankful for what he brought. Imagining him stopping by an adult store on his way home from work to buy lubricant and condoms, I burst into laughter. Fueled by the alcohol, I laughed to myself, unbeknownst to Jung Yiyeon.

“Ah…!”

However, the ability to laugh lasted only a moment. What touched the spot where the fingers had retreated was thicker and blunter. Holding onto his shoulders, I lifted my buttocks slightly. Soon, his genitals began to enter.

“Kuk… uuggh…!”

Due to not being completely relaxed, it felt like forcing the lower part to open. My pelvis felt sore and tense. I groaned in pain. It seemed like Jung Yiyeon paused for a moment. However, I continued to lower my body onto his. The grip on my waist from Jung Yiyeon’s hand tightened again.

Very slowly, he lowered me onto him. The shirt was quickly soaked in sweat that covered his entire body. When he was fully inside me, the stiff pressure and oppressive sensation were almost unbearable. The excitement that briefly rose while sucking on his genitals was fading away, dissipating from my fingertips to my toes.

“Ah…”

At that moment, Jung Yiyeon seized my genitals. While rapidly massaging and shaking my genitals with his hand, I pressed my forehead against his neck, breathing shallowly, and trembled.

With every twitch, his presence filled me completely. The rough expansion below transmitted both heat and pain. Enduring it as best I could, my body was steadily excited by the pleasure provided by Jung Yiyeon.

Suddenly, his erection stiffened, and the intense sensation spread throughout my body. My body warmed up as if blossoming like a flower.

I wanted to stay like this a little longer. Although I also desired greater pleasure, moving was frightening due to the pain in the back. Just embracing his body was enough.

But Jung Yiyeon seemed to be unsatisfied with just that. He didn’t have the patience to wait until I got used to it.

“Ugh…!”

He let go of my manhood, grabbing my buttocks with both hands, forcefully thrusting them apart. With a clear gesture indicating movement, I struggled to straighten my waist with all my might.

It was impossible to describe Iyeon’s madness in any other way. I hadn’t forgotten the misery of being treated like a tool for sexual desire, but I desired him again. I was doing as he wanted.

Holding onto Jung Yiyeon’s shoulders with both hands, I began moving my waist back and forth. I had to avoid moving up and down too much, or it felt like my lower part might break. For now, I had to get used to this…

“Ah, ah!!”

However, Jung Yiyeon showed no mercy. Holding onto my buttocks, he forcefully lifted them and struck below. The intense collision against my tightly clenched inner walls caused pain to surge instantly. A scream was inevitable.

I desperately embraced his neck, but Jung Yiyeon continued to thrust his body up and down. I had to damn well understand what he wanted. I knew too well that he had no interest in just holding each other to share body heat.

My trembling arms gripping his shoulders, I slowly lifted myself. As my body rose, his genitals, which had been deeply embedded and causing wrinkles to tighten, were halfway pulled out. When I lowered my waist, he thrust back into me.

“Ah, ah…”

The pain was so intense that finding the pleasure usually associated with penetration was difficult. Although there were occasional sensations when his genitals penetrated deep and stimulated the inside, the pain outweighed it. The forcefully opened lower part was sore and tingling.

“Ha, ugh, ugh…!”

I clenched my teeth, feeling as if a scream would burst out. While enduring the pain, I diligently moved my buttocks up and down over him, squeezing his genitals that repeatedly penetrated and withdrew from inside me.

Each movement caused my thighs to tremble as if they were cramping. It was challenging to endure.

But as the action repeated, I gradually got used to it, and at some point, I began to feel the heat and pleasure, suppressing the pain.

“Ah! Huh, uh, ah!”

His hot hands gripped my pelvis. As I moved, Jung Yiyeon, who had paused for a moment, started thrusting again. Due to this, screams, like sobs, burst out of my mouth. Since I also shook my waist, the entry and exit of his genitals were more challenging than before. Jung Yiyeon relentlessly continued to thrust into my body.

Beyond the pain, pleasure began to build up. Breathing in the hot and humid air inside the car became even more difficult. The sweat-soaked shirt sticking to my skin was uncomfortable. In fact, the most unbearable thing was the heat and sensitivity that had risen to the top of my head.

“Haah…”

Jung Yiyeon’s movements slowed for a moment. Without any further aggressive thrusting, he now slowly teased the inside with the softened pressure of my walls. Each time he teased, causing the filled genitals to press against my belly, Jung Yiyeon’s warm breath flowed out.

Why was I still so satisfied with Jung Yiyeon’s breath? Why did my heart beat joyfully?

I couldn’t understand the reason. However, driven by my feelings, I moved my waist a bit more. I squeezed the deeply embedded thing, rubbing my buttocks back and forth, gradually moving up and down again.

“Ugh… Ueuht, ugh, huhu…”

Suppressed moans escaped with each movement.

“Hoo…”

Jung Yiyeon exhaled deeply, emitting moans mixed with intense pleasure. Ah… How ecstatic would it be to kiss those lips? I wanted to kiss him.

A kiss. The affectionate and ecstatic kisses with him were unforgettable. Despite his lips eventually causing me pain, I couldn’t forget the moments we shared sweet kisses. Even at this moment, I longed for it intensely.

“Suck…”

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