Kill Your X Chapter 84

“You’re not focusing. You’re going to get in trouble.”

“As if.”

As if to add force to his claim, Seo Seunghan rammed his heavy cock all the way in. For a moment, my head fell back and my mouth gaped open. The pain was brief, and the dizzying pressure paralyzed my reason. Seo Seunghan began to move his body while holding my hips.

“Eut, aheuk! Ah!”

Unlike reality, where we had just started having sex, in the video, we had already cum several times. It was clear at a glance that neither of us was in our right mind. It was understandable for me since I was high on drugs at the time, but Seo Seunghan, who was sober, was a sight to behold. It reached the point where I felt impressed with myself for being able to take such rough fucking.

“You gave me shit for watching the video, but you seem pretty interested yourself, Sunbae.”

He supported my back with his hands and sat me on his thighs. Then, as if telling me to watch comfortably since we were already at it, he performed the bizarre act of turning 180 degrees. I gasped and wrapped my arms tightly around his neck. It was because the change in position made his penis thrust even deeper. I’m not a premature ejaculator, but I almost came right then and there, and had to grit my teeth to hold it back.

Not a single drop of sweat on him, Seo Seunghan still looked relaxed. Finding that annoying, I deliberately messed up his hair. Not that it would do anything to his unrealistically handsome looks.

Feeling his penis thrusting up from below, I said.

“Hoo. The more I watch, the more it seems like that guy fucks better than you.”

“What did you say?”

“Why. Wasn’t that what you were thinking while watching the video too?”

At that, Seo Seunghan’s expression hardened. His serious reaction was amusing, so I continued my childish provocation.

“I was too flustered to notice before, but the more I watch, the more I think you have a point. It makes perfect sense to imagine someone else in your mosaic-ed spot, doesn’t it? Should we just not delete that video? If I ever find someone I want to spend a night with, I can watch that and, heok!”

My body lifted into the air, and I hastily wrapped my arms around his neck. Seo Seunghan, who had stood up with our junction still connected, strode towards the front. Soon, my back was against a cold wall. The video from the beam projector installed on the opposite side overlapped with us.

Sandwiched between the wall and him, I protested.

“What are you doing? I was so surprised, I thought I was going to fall.”

“Mr. Moon Yeojun was right. It seems your bad habits have resurfaced while we were apart, Sunbae.”

“What did I, Seunghan, ah, you crazy, heuk!”

He supported my entire weight and roughly pounded his cock into me. A gasp escaped me as the tip of his penis reached a place it absolutely shouldn’t have. The wall behind me was cold, and he in front of me was hot. The discrepancy drove me crazy. Seo Seunghan continued his beast-like thrusting, occasionally letting out growling moans. The melted lube trickled down my thighs as if I had wet myself.

[I can’t do it anymore… stop now….]

“A little slower, eut, heueu! Ah, please….”

My voice from the video and reality overlapped at a similar timing. Seo Seunghan got even more excited by it and pushed me harder. It was sex like animals in heat.

The position was what it was, so it was very taxing on my body. It must have been even more so for him, who was bearing my entire weight, but Seo Seunghan showed no signs of fatigue and was busy rapidly thrusting his monstrous cock from bottom to top.

Every time I mustered all my strength to push him away, my lips were devoured. The greedy kisses, devoid of any consideration, brought on a rush of cumming sensation that was close to the urge to pee. It was too much. I clung to his neck as if to strangle him and begged.

“Seunghan. I think I’m going to cum. Please, just stop for a second, ah…!”

What was this situation? I definitely felt the sensation of cumming, but not a single drop of semen actually came out. I was just catching my breath in confusion when Seo Seunghan came inside me. The ejaculation went on for a long time, as if he had stolen my share.

I should have nagged him to wear a condom if he was going to cum inside, but my mouth wouldn’t open.

“Well, I do think I need to keep you in check somehow.”

“Heut!”

His large cock was still buried inside me. He moved his penis very slowly, savoring the residual tremors of my inner walls. For some reason, it didn’t seem to have shrunk much in size even right after he came.

“Just losing it and saying you like it even when I fuck you roughly. Be honest, Sunbae. Is this the reason you always insisted on being the one to fuck? Because you were afraid of revealing your lewd body.”

“Hic, be quiet….”

I wanted to speak firmly, but my voice came out all hoarse.

“Put me down now. I’m dead tired.”

“I don’t want to. I’ve only done it once.”

“Hah… then change positions or something.”

The cock that had been attached to me like a part of my body finally pulled out. My feet had barely touched the floor when my body staggered ungracefully.

I never thought the karma for not exercising properly for a while would come back to me like this. Or do dry orgasms just consume a lot of energy? I was standing, leaning against the wall, frustrated with my trashed stamina, when he pressed up close behind me. He lifted one of my legs and tried to insert himself again.

“Ah, I don’t like this either.”

“In what position should I fuck you?”

“I don’t know. Just, let’s do it normally. Okay?”

“If you’re not sure, you can watch the video and choose. There’s quite a variety, it seems. You could even use it as teaching material somewhere.”

He spouted such ridiculous things. The problem was short-lived because he started rubbing his cock against my thigh. I know very well that he’s not the type to do it just once and turn away in any situation. In the end, I have no choice but to endure.

“I’ll do it on my hands and knees.”

Looking back, I chose the position in which he had come the fastest. At that, Seo Seunghan made a strange expression and suddenly exuded a chill.

“What’s wrong?”

“Of all the positions, you just have to like the one where my face isn’t visible.”

His grudge was so long it could wrap around the earth twice and still have some left over. I thought he had forgotten about it from all the enthusiastic fucking, but Seo Seunghan was still holding a grudge about the video.

“That’s a creative assumption. You liked that position too, so why are you only picking on me?”

“The situation was different then.”

Even as he said that, Seo Seunghan made me get on all fours on the floor like a dog. I was already exhausted, anticipating a rough ride.

“Why are you so anxious. I’m yours now.”

“Really?”

“Of course. Who else would I live with now?”

No sooner had the words left my mouth than he hugged me tightly from behind. I was about to soften up, but then he started kneading my dick like a piece of dough, and I sobered up instantly. It was a touch full of dissatisfaction. A voice full of dissatisfaction sounded in my ear.

“So you’re saying you would have lived with someone else if the incident hadn’t happened. Sucking that person’s cock to your heart’s content.”

“Of course… no, I mean, do you really want to get in trouble?”

Unable to take it anymore, I snapped, and he let go of my dick. I turned my head to say one more thing and froze. Seo Seunghan was making a face like a rain-soaked puppy. With his hand awkwardly outstretched in the air.

I knew that he was half-doing it on purpose, but I couldn’t help but soften up in front of him. It was even more so because I could roughly guess why he couldn’t easily feel secure. Because he had never had a single possession that was completely his own until now.

I turned around and lay flat on my back. I beckoned to him in a rather explicit posture.

“Seo Seunghan. Come here. We have to finish fucking.”

“Sunbae?”

“Isn’t this the best position if we want to do it while looking at each other’s faces? Come quickly before I change my mind. I’ll call out your name to my heart’s content this time while I get fucked. So there’s no more confusion.”

At that, an unfamiliar emotion spread across his usually expressionless face. I whispered playfully to him as he lowered his body towards me.

“You look like a little kid who just tried cotton candy for the first time at an amusement park right now.”

His penis, which had become fully erect at some point, entered me again. Since it was the second time, the insertion itself was relatively easy. The problem was always that the process after that was without moderation.

“I think you’re half right.”

Feeling the sensation of his penis slowly moving in and out of me, I took in his face with my eyes. If you meet even one person in your life who looks at you with this much love, isn’t that a successful life?

“Sunbae, you’re really sweet. I want to swallow you in one bite.”

“Swallow me. What’s the problem?”

“No take-backs on that.”

I thought he would pound into me like crazy, but the second round proceeded with a different feeling from before. Seo Seunghan licked me clean from head to toe. To the point where I learned the lesson that being leisurely is scarier.

The beginning and the process were different, but the result was the same. As always, later on, pleas to stop came out of my mouth, and Seo Seunghan silently went his own way. The third time, the fourth time, even after the dashcam video ended.

I ended up getting sick again, and Seo Seunghan had to serve me warm honey water. He smiled, saying he liked it while taking care of me. It was a smile like cotton candy.

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I woke up to a hand persistently caressing my cheek. When I whined in my sleep, he successively placed his lips on my lips and neck. His hair brushing against my skin was ticklish.

Has morning come already? I pushed open my heavy eyelids and looked around. It was still dark outside the window.

“Mmm, isn’t it still dawn?”

“It is.”

We had been rolling around together until we fell asleep, so I was only wearing a pair of underwear. Seeing as I didn’t feel sticky, it seemed he had washed me while I was asleep.

“Why, Seunghan. Can’t you sleep?”

His eyes shone clearly in the darkness. Despite waking a sleeping person with his affectionate actions, Seo Seunghan himself exuded a rather subdued atmosphere.

Sensing an unusual energy, I pushed my sluggish body up. I then saw that my cell phone was in his hand.