Boy Monster Chapter 73

Their intertwined tongues were frighteningly persistent and aggressive. His passion filled Eunho’s mouth and poured into his body. At a certain point when his mind grew hazy, Eunho clung to his last thread of reason and pulled his lips away. Jang Hwonwoo’s longing gaze fell upon Eunho’s half-parted lips.

“No matter how I think about it, we shouldn’t be doing this. This is crazy.”

“Why not? I don’t see why.”

“If you think about it, this is absurd. No matter how you look at it, no matter how hard you search, there’s no reason for us to be connected. And yet, I need to know how… how you can be so sure of the answer. How can you be so certain of your feelings that you endlessly reach out to me, confess to me, and pull me in?”

With their hands, chests, cores, and lower bodies completely pressed together, Jang Hwonwoo did not let go of Jae Eunho’s waist. He was dizzy from the strong scent of skin and the warmth emanating from within the disheveled uniform.

“Well, outstanding geniuses usually know everything, don’t they?”

“Even though I tamed you for my own purposes? Even though I hated your father to death?”

A strange smile formed on Jang Hwonwoo’s face in the darkness, and a whispered answer followed.

“I have never once considered the man who conceived me with someone to be my father. And… even if you hadn’t approached me with a plan, the end would have been the same. We would have been holding each other and doing lewd things just like now.”

Jang Hwonwoo pressed his body hard against Jae Eunho, cutting off his words. Pushed as if to fall, his back landed on the bed. His shoulders, silhouetted against the moon, slowly blocked Eunho’s view.

“Do you know what I thought the day I first saw you perform the illusion on the entirety of Gyeongseong?”

“I wonder.”

“…That I have been abandoned in such a beautiful place.”

Jang Hwonwoo let out a trembling breath right after he finished speaking. On his dry lips, the saliva Eunho had left on them shimmered faintly. His eyes, momentarily steeped in sadness, traced Eunho’s face in the silence. Jae Eunho’s body, bathed in the soft moonlight, shone with an almost translucent whiteness.

“Behind this pure and aloof face… you hold a flame more desolate than anyone else. You do.”

Yes, can someone like me truly love and cherish another? Me, who has lived only for revenge? Jang Hwonwoo’s fingers, which had trailed down Jae Eunho’s chin, lifted his shirt.

“No matter where I looked in the world, I couldn’t find beauty anywhere except in you and everything you create. The vortex that resonates with the world, your voice, your words, your thoughts, your gaze…”

At the rough sensation sliding over his stomach, Eunho flinched, his legs twitching, and thought. Is this surge of passion truly a feeling called love, and not just a physical attraction?

“I must protect that person, no matter what it takes. Nothing else is needed. With a heart like this, how can I not be certain of my love? And as I said before, what use is love if you cannot possess it?”

In the midst of the confusion, there was one thing that was overwhelmingly clear. It was the desire to open his body to Jang Hwonwoo, who was confessing his true feelings in every detail….

“I want to have this Yeonri.”

Eunho gently pulled the neck of Jang Hwonwoo, who had finished speaking. Jae Eunho’s lips were the first to take Jang Hwonwoo’s. Then, all the strength left Eunho’s waist and legs. As Eunho hugged his shoulders even more deeply, Jang Hwonwoo let out a breath of excitement.

“Haaah—.”

Jang Hwonwoo began to move, rising and falling very slowly over Eunho’s body. Hot kisses poured down in succession on his chin, his neck, his chest, the back of his hand.

“Reverence for your words, your thoughts, and your body.”

At his words, Eunho’s legs tightened. Jang Hwonwoo slowly rose and threw off his military uniform and shirt. His tanned skin overwhelmed the senses.

“It’s no use refusing out of fear of intercourse pain anymore. I am going to connect you from this moment on, so watch carefully and remember clearly. Who your Hwelju is.”

Jae Eunho answered by accepting the hard body that pressed down on his core and buried itself in his embrace.

The dance of the two men tumbled on the bed, bathed in the soft moonlight.

They knew this night was a time that would never come again. If they wished to share their love without a care in the world, there was no telling when that would be, so now was all they had.

Jae Eunho tried to lead him as he had in his numerous experiences, but it did not go as planned.

— First, the hand…. No, where are you… wait…. No! No, no…!

Jang Hwonwoo, having revealed his true colors, would not listen. With a force and movement he could not resist, he pushed Jae Eunho, devastating his mind, and toyed with his body and pleasure as he pleased.

Because it took a very long time for Eunho to finally accept Jang Hwonwoo completely, they danced their waltz for two all through the night.

The pain that had seemed unbearable became ecstasy and filled his body. From then on, Jae Eunho entrusted his body to Jang Hwonwoo in a state devoid of will or awareness. At times fierce, as if he would lose his breath, and at times endlessly gentle, their acts intertwined, shaking the bed.

His breath, his body heat, his voice, everything that made him up seemed to fill every part of his body.

The two became one body, one breath.

A soul and a breath that no one had permitted.

The dim light illuminated their naked bodies and movements as they were.

“How do you feel, having taken Jang Hwonwoo’s first time?”

When they reached the end of their madness-like dance and collapsed weakly on the bed, Jae Eunho’s face was a mess of tears and ecstasy. He couldn’t even properly hear the question Jang Hwonwoo spat out between ragged breaths. Eunho, panting with breath that wouldn’t calm, burst out in frustration.

“To think you were this… this kind of bastard…. Hhuk, what am I supposed to do if you don’t listen? I told you to stop… how many, times…!”

“If I had listened to you, Teacher, we would have ended up just playing with fire, wouldn’t we?”

Jang Hwonwoo, wrapping his arms around the waist of the trembling Jae Eunho who was trying to escape from under the covers, pulled him into his embrace and asked.

“Do you think a sexual union is just panting for a few minutes and being done with it? Still?”

Eunho gave up on escaping and lay down, shaking his head. After a long exhale of shallow breaths, he answered.

“……This, I have learned from you. ……I had no idea at all. What sex was…. The former family head would have been surprised. That bastard thought I was a body that could never make a sound of pleasure. I thought so too. That I could be like this… anyway… I never knew I could.”

“What kind of pleasure sounds? You made several kinds.”

“Several kinds, what are you talking about! One… no, two. Yes, it was only two kinds!”

“Even after this, will you still appoint another Yeonri and mix bodies with them?”

Jae Eunho lifted his head, which had been hanging limply, and shook it firmly from side to side. Jang Hwonwoo was so pleased by that action that he was speechless for a while. A moment later, he opened his mouth and murmured.

“A hundred hearings are not worth one seeing. I’ve seen it thousands of times in my imagination… but making love with you in reality is incomparable to some pathetic delusion… The moment I offered my climax inside you… I wouldn’t trade it for anything. …I thought it was a good thing I was abandoned here. I don’t want any other heaven or paradise.”

Jae Eunho was about to point out his informal speech but quietly offered a reply instead.

“Me neither. I think I vaguely understood why I came to this place.”

“Are you not going to admit you love me? Still?”

“Mmm… love… yes… perhaps……”

“Fine, admit it after you’ve used me to the very end.”

The words ‘I love you’ just wouldn’t come out of his mouth, as if someone had cast a spell. Jang Hwonwoo, who had given a refreshing answer, said as he fiddled with Eunho’s waist.

“Shall I volunteer for the Sa Hwelju experiment? They say that if someone who is not of the bloodline receives the power, their body explodes and they die. What will you do if that happens to me?”

“I’ll have to kill you before you suffer. Both you and me.”

Jang Hwonwoo burst out laughing, Hahaha! and then muttered something inaudible to himself. It was hard to tell if he had said, ‘You really have a crazy way of talking,’ or ‘You really have a sexy way of talking.’

“The day we carry out the Sa Hwelju experiment is the day of our final great undertaking and rebellion. This time when I go to Japan, I will persuade the military ministers and leadership to all gather at Changdeokgung Palace, and then,”

Jang Hwonwoo added the next words in a casual voice.

“I will offer the former family head as the test subject.”

“……The fa, family head as the test subject…?”

“Yes. I have not discarded the Yeonmae sorcery book. I will report it and have the family head arrested the day before the experiment. Before we take out the power of the Sa Hwelju sealed in the folding screen, we will finish the entire undertaking, and then we can dispose of him by disguising it as if he was sacrificed in the experiment.”

Jae Eunho was so shocked he was at a loss for words. There was a fear in Jang Hwonwoo’s cunning and ruthlessness, which he was encountering for the first time, that made his body go rigid. A question suddenly popped into his head, and Jae Eunho slightly lifted his head as he lay there.

“By the way. Is it true that you stomped on the face of a lower-ranking soldier with your foot? I read the detective’s thoughts earlier and there was a story like that.”

“Of course not. It’s a baseless rumor.”

Jang Hwonwoo, who had answered firmly, raised the corners of his mouth in a slight smile.

“It’s a rumor that benefits me, so I left it alone. You know, where else can you find someone as polite and benevolent as me?”

“Yes, I’ll admit that.”

…Though he wasn’t like that at all on the bed just now.

Jang Hwonwoo had been a gentle and mature child who had never misbehaved in front of Eunho since he was young. Reassured by his trustworthy voice, Eunho relaxed his body. He thought he heard a wry chuckle, pik, from above his head, but it was the sound of Eunho welcoming him as he pulled him into an embrace again.

“……I hope you don’t name me at the succession ceremony tomorrow. The repercussions will be too great. You can’t not name anyone, so maybe ask Hyeonyul as a favor….”

“Of course, I won’t. Why would I do such a thing?”

Jang Hwonwoo, cutting off Eunho’s words sharply, added a calm explanation.

“You, Sa Yeonri, now have to obey when I command you to come to my bedchamber, and you have to obey no matter when or in what position I command you to open your body. Why would I go so far as to appoint you?”

“……”

“Even if I earn criticism, I can just remain as the young family head who raped a Sa Yeonri.”

At his momentarily cool and arrogant tone, Jae Eunho lifted his face. A polite and gentle smile was waiting for him.