Actually, It’s a Messy Melodrama Chapter 116

By the time Haeshin came to his senses, the sun was already high in the sky. His eyes wouldn’t open well and his memory was blurry. Did I sleep yesterday? When did I fall asleep? It felt as though his memory of the evening had blown away entirely.

Trying to examine his surroundings while repeatedly blinking his eyes, which wouldn’t catch focus well, Haeshin soon felt a solid arm closely hugging his waist from behind his back.

The moment he recognized that it was Taejun’s arm, his heart fluctuated greatly. It had already been quite a while since they slept in one bed, and sleeping while hugging each other was not a first, yet it was an unusual reaction.

At the same time, memories rushed in like a tide, and his blurry memory became vivid all at once.

The hot breath, the body that entered deep inside him and shook violently, the groans he spat out uncontrollably, the affection that filled his soul.

As Haeshin, who finally recalled last night completely, shrugged his shoulders slightly at a surging feeling, strength went into the arm hugging his waist.

Soon, warm lips lightly touched the nape of Haeshin’s neck and parted, and a voice familiar yet welcome was heard at his ear.

“Did you sleep well?”

At the slightly locked voice, goosebumps broke out with a quiver. Haeshin knew for the first time that another person’s locked voice could sound this erotic.

“Mr. President…….”

“Why is it Mr. President again. Even though you called my name yesterday.”

At the title called habitually, the erotic voice grumbled. Finding that cute again, Haeshin bit his lips tightly. It was hard to endure the impulse to turn his body right away and plant a kiss on his lips.

“That’s…….”

While he trailed off because he didn’t know what would be good to answer, Taejun turned Haeshin’s body to make him look at him. Had he caught a glimpse of Haeshin’s inner thoughts. The moment Taejun faced Haeshin’s face, he planted a kiss, with a smack, on his mouth.

“How is your body?”

Even after parting his lips, Taejun did not distance himself and asked while lightly bumping the tip of his nose. At the matchlessly intimate action, the inside of his belly itched. Lowering his gaze out of embarrassment and trying to move his body slightly, Haeshin soon answered.

“It hurts…….”

“Ah…….”

“It feels like my whole body was beaten up.”

At Haeshin’s honest answer, Taejun’s eyebrows became glum in no time. Finding that face cute, Haeshin laughed softly. To express it more starkly, it was a feeling where the inside of his belly, which was beaten up by Taejun’s cock, was still stinging.

However, lest Taejun might kneel down if he spoke up to that extent, Haeshin decided to let him off once. Since Haeshin also did not dislike that sensation, it was not a matter to feel wronged about.

“Still…… it was good.”

Haeshin told him his emotion before Taejun fell further into guilt. The thing more important than hurting was the fact that Haeshin definitely liked it.

Haeshin had even somewhat enjoyed the pain Taejun gave. Haeshin vividly remembered the moment he felt the desire wishing for him to hold him deeper and more violently.

“To what extent it was good…… to the extent that I want to do it again.”

Therefore, Haeshin braved the embarrassment and expressed his mind a bit more honestly.

Haeshin knew how cautiously Taejun treated him. He felt worried lest he might feel a mistaken guilt if he did not express clearly in exact words.

Haeshin was not held forcefully, nor did he just get carried away by the atmosphere haphazardly. Haeshin clearly knew his own desire and merely chose to be held by Taejun because he himself wished for it desperately. He hoped Taejun wouldn’t forget that.

And Haeshin’s worry was truly accurate. Although he didn’t express it openly, Haeshin could feel that Taejun only relieved himself completely after hearing his answer. He was really a foolish person.

“……It’s the same for me.”

Lifting his hand and stealthily sweeping back Haeshin’s hair, Taejun whispered.

“It’s a given that it felt good to an ecstatic degree, and it feels like I did a right thing.”

“A right thing…….”

Haeshin pondered and chewed over the word ‘right thing’ he spoke of. The moment he heard those words, he could feel that the emotion he himself felt right now was just like him.

It felt like he did a right thing, and it also felt like he regained what was lost. It was a strange feeling that couldn’t be explained in words.

The two of them, who felt a certainty that they were sharing the same emotion at this moment, stayed quietly in the moment while facing each other’s eyeballs for a while.

To see the other person’s eyeballs filled solely with his own image was a new rapture he had never felt in his lifetime.

“By the way…… did I faint yesterday?”

How long had they been just looking at each other like that. Haeshin, who suddenly felt embarrassed, asked. Taejun nodded his head with an awkward face.

“Uh……. Sorry. I pushed you too hard.”

“I said it was good, so why do you say sorry. It’s not that……. Then, I asked because I wondered if Mr. President washed me and changed my clothes too.”

Though he didn’t confirm it with his eyes, there was no unpleasant or sticky feeling at all on Haeshin’s body. He was even wearing new pajamas.

“Of course I should do it.”

Taejun answered with an attitude as if asking why he asks such a thing. But to Haeshin, that kind of consideration of Taejun’s was not a given at all.

Because the terrible memory of having to wipe his body and drain the semen on his own after an act no different from an assault still remained with Haeshin.

He had no intention of deliberately bringing past wounds out of his mouth to make Taejun upset, but he wanted to convey his grateful mind straightly.

“It’s not a given…… thank you, Mr. President.”

“Am I back to being Mr. President continuously?”

But Taejun, who still did not regard his action as something that should receive an greeting of thanks, was still pouting his lips at the title.

Haeshin, whose mouth corners twitched because that version of Taejun was cute and good, spoke.

“I like calling Mr. President’s name too…… I want to do that, but it’s still a little embarrassing. I’ll try calling it little by little.”

“Yeah! Great. That…… even so, don’t do it forcefully if you dislike calling it.”

Even though it wasn’t that he would call it right away, Taejun answered with a very happy countenance. Not content with that, he even worried lest Haeshin might feel a burden.

Haeshin found that version of Taejun amazing. For a person of whom it wouldn’t be an exaggeration to say he placed the world under his feet to fall in love with a person like Cha Haeshin and match everything down to this extent. He was none other than a prince who could only be wished for inside a fairy tale.

“Mr. President really seems like a fool.”

Because that was thankful and also good, Haeshin kissed Taejun’s lips first, then laughed and whispered. Taejun, who was stammering with his eyes wide open as if he hadn’t expected Haeshin to approach first, soon became that fine and cool face peculiar to him and hugged Haeshin closely.

“Acting up, again.”

It was a threat that wasn’t scary even one bit, but Haeshin couldn’t react. Because the moment the words ended, Taejun dug deep between his lips.

“Mmm…… Cort.”

A groan escaped from Haeshin, who became melt-soft in an instant. While their two legs interchanged inside the blanket, Taejun’s hand swept down Haeshin’s back and waist familiarly.

An air made fully of love and affection filled around the two of them as they interchanged tongues and groped each other. It was a truly perfect morning, met for the first time in Cha Haeshin’s life.

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“Mom, you must not forget my words. Even if a stranger seeks you out, absolute never talk, if something happens surely call, as much as possible with the lady here……!”

“Go around together with the lady, Haeshin-ah, you already said those words more than ten times.”

“Ah…… did I?”

At his mom’s answer, Haeshin showed an awkward laugh. It seemed he showed impatience at the tragedy of the past turn which still remained vividly in his memory.

“On earth because of what are you being so anxious. Who is there to seek out Mom.”

Haeshin’s mom, Seonghui, asked her son in a calm voice. And with good reason, because ever since finishing the hospitalization procedure, Haeshin was noticeably anxious.

It was of a different texture from appearing worried about his mom’s illness symptoms. Haeshin behaved defensively, as if someone would come to harm his mom right now.

“It’s not that, I just……”

There is definitely something. Although they were not in a close and affectionate relationship between mother and son during that time, Seonghui also possessed an instinctive maternal sixth sense.

In Seonghui’s eyes, her son’s hands, which looked anxious and unstable, were seen. The two hands that she had never once held warmly first in his lifetime.

At that moment, the moment Haeshin had held her hand arose inside Seonghui’s head. At that time, Seonghui was in a state of being alive yet not alive. She had merely deferred death because she had no courage, in truth it was a life no different from a living corpse drying up day by day.

Precisely at such a moment, her son held her hand. Sharing body heat with a hand that only suffered lifelong because he met wrong parents, Haeshin spoke toward his shameless mother that let’s live as an ordinary mom and son now, let’s live human-like now too, that it’s fine to do so.

And Seonghui realized that right now was the moment she had to approach her son by one step.