Actually, It’s a Messy Melodrama Chapter 115

“Ha, really, you, you, I……”

Taejun muttered as if collapsing and hugged Haeshin tightly. He couldn’t endure it because he liked Cha Haeshin so much, who willingly accepted his desire even though it was plain to see that he was unfamiliar and fearful.

“I love you. Haeshin-ah…… I love you.”

In the end, unable to endure the surging emotion, Taejun poured out his heart toward him down to the last detail. He couldn’t endure it, and he didn’t want to endure his heart which Cha Haeshin already knew entirely anyway.

If there were an expression more sorrowful and noble than love, he wished to lay that all out before Cha Haeshin’s feet as well. The master of every good emotion Han Taejun possessed was solely Cha Haeshin, one person.

“Ah, hnnh! Ah! There is too…… hmp……!”

Without even the leeway to react to the poured-out confession, Haeshin stiffened his body and burst out a groan at the sensation of the cock pushing against the colon wall and inserting up to the inside. A sensation completely different from until now overwhelmed his entire body.

“Hauh! Ah……! Hneu!”

An edgy and stark moaning burst out without even time to tolerate it. Every time the hot piece of flesh rubbed inside the colon, his lower belly trembled as if causing a convulsion.

Haeshin’s two arms repeated pushing away wildly and hugging Taejun’s shoulders. Rather than a gesture trying to reject, it was closer to struggling reflexively at the excessive stimulation.

“Hnnh…… ah! Hauh!”

Haeshin blinked his eyes while being shaken frantically. Even if he opened his eyes, the front could not be seen properly. He felt as if a light flashed right in front of him and fireworks exploded inside his brain.

Haeshin knew for the first time that a human body could be drenched in excitement to this extent. He had only known sex as a fearful and painful act. He couldn’t understand why on earth they liked this kind of beastly act.

But at this moment, Haeshin finally realized what the pleasure tearing down human reason was. It wasn’t simply that the physical act was important. The thing making Haeshin more excited than that right now was the love Han Taejun expressed with his entire body.

“Taejun, Mr. Taejun…….”

Perhaps that was why. That Taejun’s name flowed out of Haeshin’s mouth on its own. There was no leeway to think and calculate with his head. It just flowed out naturally.

Taejun’s waist, which had been moving violently, stopped with a clunk. It was a transparent reaction. Haeshin, who bit his lip shortly because it felt like laughter would flow out unsuitably for the situation, soon hugged Taejun tightly again.

“Mr. Taejun, more…… please hold me more, hmp……!”

Those words became a new trigger. Taejun hurriedly swallowed Haeshin’s lips and shoved his tongue into his inside as if cock-thrusting.

“Mnh! Mmp! Hnnh!”

Haeshin’s groans mangled wildly inside Taejun’s mouth. Taejun paid no heed and pulled the cock out almost to the end, then thrust up deep into the colon at once with a thud.

Haeshin’s genitals, which had been erect again since a while ago, rubbed against Taejun’s closely contacting body and vomited thin semen just like that. His mouth was entirely filled with the tongue so breath was insufficient, and ahead he ejaculated while behind the inner wall was scraped roughly consecutively and even thrust up to inside the colon with the cock—unable to endure the pleasure, Haeshin’s eyes began to roll back.

“Cha Haeshin……!”

Only then did Taejun, who let go of Haeshin’s lips, call Haeshin’s name shortly like a groan. At the same time, Taejun’s cock, inserted up to the inside of the colon, before long began to pour semen inside Haeshin.

“Ahah……! Mnh…….”

Haeshin convulsed with his limbs stretched out haphazardly like a broken doll. It seemed as though his mind had gone completely out at the climax that stormed above and below, ahead and behind.

Taejun, who preciously hugged Haeshin who was still trembling his body at the sexual pleasure that didn’t subside easily, kissed his wet eye corners and cheek.

“I love you, I love you, Haeshin-ah. I love you.”

Taejun’s confession pouring consecutively wrapped around Haeshin’s mind firmly, and Haeshin lost consciousness just like that.

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“Manager…… Manager…….”

Youngmin faintly heard a voice calling him through his dazed mind. Was it Cha Haeshin. Was he together with Cha Haeshin. As soon as he recalled him, a welcome feeling arose and a smile floated at the corners of his mouth.

“Manager, don’t do that and accept one more drink.”

However, as the voice became clear along with his blurry vision, his excited mood plummeted to the bottom in an instant. The messy air peculiar to bars stuck uncomfortably to his lungs.

“Manager, you get drunk quickly today. Are you okay?”

Youngmin, who came to his senses, turned his head and looked at the person who had been annoying him by rubbing against his side since a while ago. A man with an unfamiliar face was looking at him with eyes mixed with coquetry.

Only then did his dizzy memories find their place. Unable to endure his stifling and irritated mind, he had sought out a bar. His mood didn’t particularly get better even at the appearance of those clinging and asking why he came after such a long time, but right now he needed alcohol and someone to match his whim.

“What should I do for our Manager’s mood to get better?”

The man sitting next to Youngmin poured into Youngmin’s glass and attached his body flagrantly. Youngmin furrowed his brow unconsciously. The faint scent of perfume wafting from the man made his stomach sick.

The reason he began to seek out bars with male hosts was entirely because of Cha Haeshin. He didn’t cross over easily, and Youngmin needed an object to release his desire.

He deliberately chose a man possessing physical conditions similar to Cha Haeshin, requested him to doll up similarly to Cha Haeshin, and had bed-sharing. It didn’t feel like hugging the real Cha Haeshin but it was fine. Because he was certain that if he waited just a little, he would fall inside his hand.

How ecstatic would it be if he hugged the real Cha Haeshin, not an imagination.

Hugging another man was nothing more than an act rather amplifying anticipation further.

But today was different. The touch reaching him and the flagrant temptation were unpleasant and felt like crap.

He was a fellow he sought out frequently because his back view was quite similar to Haeshin, but it was also absurd that he seemed to think it was really because he fancied him. In truth, under the theme of not resembling Cha Haeshin even one bit.

“Get away.”

Youngmin warned in a low voice and drained the alcohol contained in the glass into his mouth at once. However, whether the man didn’t hear Youngmin’s words or had no intention of hearing, on the contrary he shoved his head in further.

“Manager, really why are you being like that today?”

And Jin Youngmin did not tolerate a second time.

“You fucking piece of shit, did you not hear me tell you to get away?!”

Youngmin yelled and threw the liquor bottle that was next to him onto the floor just like that. The bottle broke noisily and along with shards, the alcohol remaining inside splattered in all directions.

The man who was waiting upon Youngmin at his side distanced himself with a scream, and the employee who was serving was also startled out of his wits and stood side by side next to the man. Youngmin glared at the two of them with murderous eyes.

“Do these insect-like bastards think I’m an easy mark just because I play along with you?”

“N-No, sir. We are sorry.”

The two people, who noticed the unusual situation, straight away bowed their heads and apologized. That appearance made Youngmin’s inside more choked up. If it were Cha Haeshin, it would have been different. If it were him, he wouldn’t be scared and would approach and somehow or other soothe Youngmin’s mood.

‘Heyy, Manager, why are you being like that frighteningly.’

Even though it was a face where it was openly seen that he was using a trick on purpose to match his whim, if Cha Haeshin did it, his mind calmed down easily to a surprising degree.

It was a part where it was understood why the fellow who was the bar owner loved him to death, saying ‘uhwa-doong-doong’ if it were Cha Haeshin.

“Fuck…….”

Youngmin spat out an abuse again. No matter how hard he exerted himself not to recall Cha Haeshin, in the end the one recalled going round and round was only Cha Haeshin.

Youngmin picked up another liquor bottle he hadn’t thrown, put his mouth to it, and drank in big gulps. The alcohol he failed to swallow fully flowed down along his chin and wetted his clothes, but Youngmin paid no heed, and no one could stop him.

“Daring…… daringly in front of me……”

With his inside heating up from the strong effect of alcohol, this time the unlucky Han Taejun’s face filled his head.

How much effort did he put in to grasp Cha Haeshin in his hand, how preciously did he put in labor. Daringly to appear in front of me and claim Cha Haeshin is his?

“A fucking bastard who has nothing except being born in a good family by good luck……”

The more he abused to release his anger, the more his mood wallowed at the bottom. No matter how much he belittled him with words, in reality Jin Youngmin can do nothing to Han Taejun.

Even this matter was just like that. Even though that bastard entered into his house and insulted him in front of his father, his father took Han Taejun’s side. Without being able to refute even a single word, he read his countenance and on the contrary only pressed him, who was the victim.

This is precisely the difference between Han Taejun and Jin Youngmin. The difference in power that makes Han Taejun’s words into law soon, that is.

No matter who knew Cha Haeshin first, no matter who actually threatened Cha Haeshin, if Han Taejun designated Jin Youngmin as the perpetrator, Jin Youngmin cannot make any refutation and becomes the perpetrator. It cannot but be a truly fucking reality.

“What are you doing not wiping here?!”

Youngmin, whose anger surged as the miserable insult he felt in front of Han Taejun revived, shrieked at the two people who were only reading his countenance while standing at the side.

“W-We will clean it up right away!”

“I’ll bring a rag!”

The two startled people hurriedly slipped out of the room under the pretext of organizing.

“Dirty bastards…….”

Youngmin spat, ‘tweh’, on the floor and muttered. This is why poor bastards are no good. Insects who are not even human-like. A pathetic race struggling to live by parasitizing on others somehow.

“…….”

However, no matter how much he despised and ridiculed someone, the remaining thing was merely himself suffering because he couldn’t possess just one Cha Haeshin.

Youngmin’s hand tightly clutching the empty glass trembled with a quiver. To the injury of his self-esteem, he missed Cha Haeshin.