Cold City Romance Chapter 6.3

My limbs were trembling. The front and back of my genitals and hole became wet on their own. I had to relieve this bursting thirst and hot ball of fire with a pheromone knotting right away. My reason was gradually disappearing. My whole body wept, dripping with lust in heat. Even beasts mating and copulating wouldn’t be like this. Fuck……, a bastard worse than a beast.

It was time for that bastard to run wild.

The time had come for the sleeping, lewd tyrant to devour me. Just before being consumed by heat and instinct, I was barely holding onto the door and standing, with all my might.

In that moment, my heart nearly stopped at the sound of unfamiliar footsteps from outside.

Someone politely knocked on the door of the lounge entrance, where I had been leaning for a long time with the lights deliberately turned off.

At this hour, here, who on earth could it be?

……Don’t tell me, a staff member.

Cha Dokyung, having locked the door, hid his presence and held his breath quietly behind the door. When I didn’t answer with silence, the stranger knocked on the door again politely, as if knocking once more.

A low, heavy voice came from beyond the door.

“Open the door.”

That heavy, low-pitched voice was not unfamiliar. It was a soft resonance that was not grating even to my sensitive ears.

Cha Dokyung, his mind gone blank, did not give any answer while leaning against the door. The only thought I had was that I had to hide my presence and remain silent in order to live.

When there was no answer from inside, the person on the other side began to knock on the door roughly. The lounge door, on which effort had only been spent on the fancy interior, shook feebly. There was even a shallow gap at the bottom of the door.

The heavy and soft low-pitched voice, like velvet, changed in an instant. The man beyond the door threatened me.

“Open the door. You know who I am.”

The assumption that I would be discovered by that kid here was not in any of the possible scenarios.

How did he know I was hiding here?

No, before that, how did he find this hidden, secluded place, and how did he know I was hiding here? My head felt like it was going to explode from the complexity of it all. However, the real reason for Cha Dokyung’s pain was actually something else. My genitals and hole were soaked with pheromones, and the space between my legs, stiffly erect, parted on its own.

At that moment, I heard that damn auditory hallucination again.

『You fool, the real thing smelled you…….』

I couldn’t decipher the meaning of that hallucination at all.

The door, after thudding and thudding, began to shake precariously as if it would break. The person beyond the door urged me fiercely.

“I came here knowing everything, so open this door right now!”

Those words were too strange.

What did he mean, he came knowing everything? Did he mean he knew I was here, or did he mean he knew my pheromones were completely out of control? Or was he saying he knew about my disturbance?

……What exactly?

I have never told anyone until now. I haven’t even answered you from inside here. How on earth do you know that the one hiding here is me? You know everything? What do you know about me, and to what extent.

“Cha Dokyung.”

He called my name. When I still didn’t answer, the door shook roughly again, ‘bang! bang!’.

“Fuck, Cha Dokyung……! Open the door!”

My pheromones are in a state of being completely out of control. I am vulgarly releasing my pheromones and letting them drip out as if begging to be violated. If I stay in this state of heat, it was obvious that I would lunge at that kid like a madman the moment I open the door.

『It’s not enough. Fake pheromones are not enough. I need the real thing.』

Whether it was really my own thoughts or the auditory hallucination of the mad tyrant within me, everything was mixed up in chaos and disturbance. Like a dense fog, all my cells began to be disturbed and I started to become dazed.

Absurdly, in this situation, my genitals were erect as if they would burst from sexual desire.

One thing was clear: I must not meet him in this state of uncontrollable, beast-like lust and instinct. It wasn’t like last time, when my consciousness was also taken over.

Fortunately, my consciousness was still clearly controllable. Only my pheromones were out of control, so I can endure and bear it with my mental strength. If I endure just a little longer, the disturbance will subside when dawn comes. I intended to completely suppress and kill myself here, and then flee alone from this empty building when the day breaks.

‘Thud—! Thud—!’

The door shook violently as if it would break.

“Open it! If you don’t open it, I’ll break it down and come in!”

Can I handle the aftermath after opening the door? I know. If I open the door, everything will collapse in an instant. There will be no turning back.

“Jaehwi-ya, no……. Just go back.”

“……”

“I’m begging you.”

At my earnest plea, the thudding on the door stopped.

A quiet silence hung outside the door, so much so that I thought he might have finally gone back because of my desperate plea.

Due to the long-extended silence beyond the door, a pained breath that I had been holding back burst out along with a sense of relief that he might have gone back.

“Haah…! Haah…! Haah……!”

As if it had been waiting, Hyun Jaehwi’s voice was heard again from beyond the quiet door.

“You can’t control your own pheromones, can you?”

I was afraid of how much he knew about me, from where to where. Cha Dokyung, who was suppressing his bursting excitement while leaning his back against the door, asked with difficulty.

“You, here……. How on earth did you find me?”

“You’re dripping pheromones all over the place, so how could I not find you?”

His voice came through clearly from beyond the door.

“Your pheromones are easy to distinguish. It’s almost at the level of having Cha Dokyung’s name written on them.”

I had never heard or seen of a dominant alpha sniffing out a specific person’s pheromones on the street and searching for an omega. That is not something that can be uttered with common sense.

The auditory hallucination of the disturbance was heard again.

『Open the door. You need the real thing too, not some mediocre fake pheromones.』

I want to shoot and kill this damn disturbance that is instigating and inciting me. How can I get rid of this bastard. If only because of this ill-mannered, violent, and lewd bastard, I must not open this door. If I open the door, I didn’t know what kind of things this lewd disturbance would do without my knowledge.

Cha Dokyung begged with a tired voice.

“Haah, please…… just, go back.”

“If I go back?”

“……”

“How long are you going to stay locked up in that state. What if some suspicious guy barges in?”

“……”

“I doubt you’re dying to be raped.”

A lewd flame filled my stomach. My lower body, already thoroughly wet, trembled. It was when my consciousness was gradually fading. At that moment, that one gentle word that was suddenly heard from beyond the door shook Cha Dokyung like crazy.

“……Don’t you want to feel at ease?”

I want to feel at ease. I felt like I was going crazy wanting to give up on everything. I am thirsty. It felt like I was burning up with thirst. It was a thirst that could only be quenched by pheromones.

I wished that my disturbed self would take over me and I would lose consciousness, just like that day. Then at least the excuse that this lewd thing was not me would work.

But for some reason, only my consciousness remained strangely clear.

It felt strange that the damn tyrant was not coming out and taking over my consciousness when my pheromones were so out of control.

It was obvious that if I opened this door, we would lunge at each other like beasts in heat, drunk on each other’s pheromones.

I don’t want to do that with that kid. I didn’t want to mess up all the relationships with the people around me, intertwined because of pheromonal instincts and heat, with Hyun Kangwoo’s six-year-younger brother, with the young youngest son of Chairman Hyun, my father’s childhood friend.

“Go back! I don’t want to do that kind of thing with you.”

“Your mental strength is quite amazing. Or, am I so detestable that you’d refuse until the very end like this.”

“……”

“Do you hate showing me your pheromones that much? More than being discovered in this state by an unspecified number of people and being subjected to something terrible?”

“Haah, I’ll take care of my own business……. I don’t want to do something I’ll regret with you when I come to my senses!”

Beyond the door, he warned in a cool-headed voice.

“Stop being stubborn and open the door! In this situation, I’m the only way to feel at ease without having pheromone sex.”

At those words, which had a hidden meaning, Cha Dokyung felt as if he had been hit on the back of the head, and his mind cleared up.

Why did I always suspect Hyun Jaehwi, but only stop at suspicion?

At Hyun Jaehwi’s one sentence, all the scattered puzzle pieces aligned at once and formed a single picture in my head. The information that Professor Yoo Jinseo had given me quickly flashed through my mind.

—They are not simply top-tier traits, but are closer to pheromone espers.

—As is known, dominant trait holders can not only perfectly control and dominate their own pheromones, but can also control and regulate the pheromones of their physically contacted counterpart as they wish.

—According to academic reports, dominant trait holders can easily quell a counterpart’s pheromone disturbance with simple physical contact, not sexual intercourse. Conversely, they can also forcibly amplify and draw out a counterpart’s pheromones.

Already, all the circumstances point to the fact that he is a dominant trait holder.

The fact that he sensitively distinguished a specific person’s pheromones and came looking for me all the way to a secluded corner of this spacious hall house, and the talk of being able to feel at ease without pheromone sex, are all things that cannot come out of the mouth of a typical alpha.

Now, all suspicions were confirmed. Only the most certain confirmation remained.

Cha Dokyung, to him beyond the door, calmed his panting breath and asked as calmly as he could.

“You’re a dominant trait holder. You……”

“……”

“You’re a dominant alpha who can sensitively detect and control others’ pheromones, that’s why you’re saying such things that are beyond common sense to me right now. Isn’t that right?”

At Cha Dokyung’s questioning, Hyun Jaehwi outside the door was neither flustered nor did he deny it. He simply answered nonchalantly with an indifferent tone.

“I’ll answer if you open this door.”

“……”

“You can just confirm it with your own eyes.”

Finally, the firmly closed door slowly opened.

With the door between them, Cha Dokyung, flushed red and soaked in a cold sweat, stood precariously in the middle of the lounge.

His elegant and ominous face was covered in a captivating eroticism. He had a lewd face that looked like even the smallest spark would cause a pitiful flame to spread into a lewd pleasure.

“I opened the door, so now answer me……”

The imposing body, dressed in a sexy black suit, stepped forward with its sharp dress shoes and strode into the open door. He had eyes that were so cool and emotionless they were chilling.

“What on earth do you mean you can make me feel at ease…… haah, haah…… even if it’s not pheromone sex.”

Hyun Jaehwi, who had stepped into the lounge, roughly locked the door with a ‘thud!’ sound, the very door he had been struggling with just moments ago. As the door locked, Cha Dokyung tried to back away from the unhesitating footsteps that were approaching him.

Hyun Jaehwi approached without hesitation, stride after stride. The sound of his dress shoes echoing was merciless. He narrowed his deep-set eyes and spat out as if interrogating me.

“You telling me to reveal my identity. That’s not something I can say so easily.”

Hyun Jaehwi untied his own tie, which was constricting his neck, with one hand. That disciplined hand gesture felt very violent. His broad chest swelled and deflated as he let out a rough breath.

“Haah……, it was a good thing I took measures earlier.”

He uttered words that I could not understand.

“I feel like I’m suffocating coming in here.”

“……”

“Fuck, it’s not an aphrodisiac……”

“……”

“Your pheromones are so erotic they could steal a person’s soul, I’m suffocating, I feel like I’m going to suffocate.”

“……”

“To think you’ve been carelessly letting something like this out to just anyone all this time, haah……”

His broad chest swelled again as he let out another rough breath.

“If I hadn’t taken measures in advance earlier, I would be in quite a bit of trouble right now too.”

Unable to understand properly, I asked him back.

“What do you mean? Earlier…… in advance, what did you do?”

He answered with a cool gaze.

“The handshake……”

I recalled the unfamiliar and strange sensation I felt when he had gripped my hand tightly. The feeling of an electric current and being sucked in could not be considered a normal sense of touch. It was a completely different form of sensation that I had never felt before in my life. He was saying he had done something to me then.

The fierce body of the man in the suit drew closer, and Cha Dokyung had nowhere else to retreat.

“I haah……, I don’t know what you’re talking about……. Prove it to me, that you’re a real dominant.”

At the word ‘prove,’ he let out a cold snort.

“Funny. Telling me to prove it.”

“……”

“When I held your hand and didn’t let go earlier, if I hadn’t deliberately put a brake on your pheromones, you wouldn’t even have the consciousness to be spouting that kind of nonsense to me right now.”

“……”

His cold-blooded eyes stared at the space between Cha Dokyung’s trembling legs.

“You wouldn’t have been able to stand on two feet like you are now. You probably would have been busy spreading your legs for me in heat.”

Cha Dokyung had no choice but to agree with his words. Strangely, the disturbance was not running wild beyond a certain threshold.

My consciousness, which normally would have been taken over by the other being inside me, was being obediently controlled as I wished. The lewd tyrant inside me was only chattering through auditory hallucinations as if it were sealed, unable to dominate my consciousness at all. That was why I was able to barely hold onto my sanity and endure like this without becoming a beast lunging at him, the top-of-the-pyramid alpha.

Hyun Jaehwi tilted his head crookedly as if he had heard something ridiculous.

“It seems you don’t grasp the situation right now……”

He grabbed my panting shoulders. While being held, my chest rose and fell, letting out sensual breaths. Under his gaze and rough touch, Cha Dokyung bit his lip, trying to endure the beast-like heat that was making him lewdly wet. However, betraying his will, his erect lower body trembled vulgarly.

“Haah, Jaehwi-ya……! Please, heuk……! Don’t do this.”

Hyun Jaehwi was deliberately releasing a minuscule amount of pheromones. Cha Dokyung shuddered as if he would go crazy from it, his straight back trembling.

I heard the auditory hallucination of the disturbance again.

『It’s not fake. It’s the real pheromone I wanted.』

I finally understood what the repetitive auditory hallucination of ‘real’ that the other being inside me had been chattering about meant.

The pheromones he was releasing, though minuscule, were like making a thirsty person smell the scent of cold, refreshing water. The pheromones Hyun Jaehwi was emitting were not a specific scent. It was like some kind of time and space. It is difficult to define that strange and wondrous sensation with words.

It was like the cold deep sea, the source that would quench the burning thirst and craving that could not be resolved no matter how much I drank, or like the desolate abyss of a dark forest after a carnivore has passed before dawn. It was like a pouring storm in the dark outskirts surrounding the land and the quiet eye within it, or like the refreshing green wind that blows through the greenery and seeps into the bones, or like a refreshing sweet rain that soaks the heart.

This was the ‘real pheromone’ that my disturbance had been searching for so desperately for the past few years. That was why the disturbance had constantly been sending me the suggestion of ‘real’.

Unlike the wondrous sensation or the overwhelming pressure emitted by the pheromones, Hyun Jaehwi responded with a refreshing smile.

“You want to feel at ease, don’t you.”

His beautifully drawn eyes curved gently.

“Heuk…! Haah…! Haah, haah……”

“Who is the desperate one right now?”

Hyun Jaehwi roughly pulled the panting Cha Dokyung’s waist toward him with merciless strength. Their lower bodies rubbed against each other and met. It was only the sensation of their genitals barely touching, but my body in heat tightened its rear end slyly with the fiery heat of fierce pleasure burning deep in my lower abdomen, wanting to be fucked by him.

He pushed his thick, muscular thigh tightly between my wet legs.

“With that lofty face pretending to be innocent, your crotch is soaked like this……”

“Eung…… Heut……”

“Whose is it that’s erect so hard it feels like it will break here.”

He twisted his body. As his hard thigh, with its tightly flexed muscles, rubbed against my erect genitals, my stiff lower half dripped fluid with the electrifying sensation.

“Euk, aheut……! Jaehwi-ya…… Heuk…! Don’t do this!”

I want to have sex with him. I want to roll around like a beast in this place. I want to beg and plead for him to hold me.

The soft and heavy low-pitched voice, like velvet, whispered gently in my trembling ear.

“Then, you shouldn’t be telling me to prove it. You should be asking and pleading with me.”

Holding onto the last thread of consciousness, I shook my head like crazy and denied it.

“No, I can’t. I don’t want to……! With you, here, heuk……! I absolutely don’t want to do that kind of thing!”

He completely gathered the pheromones he had let me taste, as if taking them away from his opponent. It was a terrifyingly perfect control of pheromones, as if he had never had any pheromones in the first place.

“Who said they want to do that thing with you in a place like this?”

The cool and perfectly beautiful face smiled with its long eyes and whispered to me.

“Vulgarly in a public place……. I’m sorry, but I don’t have such bad taste.”

However, unlike his head shaking in denial, Cha Dokyung’s body in heat was in a state of impatience with a lewd heat waiting for pleasure. Unable to forget the absolute pheromone I had felt earlier, the ‘real pheromone’ that would save me, I was writhing lewdly with anticipation.

Cha Dokyung, contrary to his words of refusal, stood erect and, with his genitals raised, wriggled his pretty buttocks that were pressed up tightly.

A heartless voice with no inflection awakened me to the cold reality.

“Don’t get the wrong idea! The one in heat wanting to have sex with me right now is you, not me.”

Cha Dokyung’s instincts, without my knowledge, were vulgarly leaking pheromones to seduce him. However, Hyun Jaehwi, whose lower body was touching mine, showed no particular reaction to Cha Dokyung’s seduction with an emotionless face. He was composed. The only one who was erect as if to burst from being in heat was me.

“What on earth do you take me for.”

His cold gaze pushed its sharp nose tip at me like a hawk. His body, pressed against mine, was so hard it felt like a sharp lethal weapon that could kill someone.

“I am a top-tier dominant who perfectly dominates and controls desire and instinct. To the extent that I have been endlessly training only that at an institution since I was a child……”

“……”

“Don’t compare me to the trashy, low-class alphas you’ve been through until now.”

His restrained, handsome face rebuked me coolly and heartlessly.