Cold City Romance Chapter 6.4

“I have not the slightest intention of forcing myself on you and doing that thing here. I told you, didn’t I? I don’t like using pheromones from the beginning.”

“Haah, euk……! Haah, haah……!”

My chest rose and fell frighteningly with my panting breaths. Cha Dokyung gnawed on his lip as if to draw blood and glared with the red, wet corners of his eyes.

Unlike before, when the absolute pheromone could be felt directly on my skin, since he had completely gathered his pheromones, the beast-like heat had become quite bearable.

“Then, what… are you going to do to me……”

He looked down intently at my languid gaze as I asked, panting, and said.

“Promise me one thing.”

“……”

“About my identity. And about what happened with me today, that you will absolutely not divulge it to anyone.”

I could not understand well what he was saying. I just nodded my head breathlessly and dizzily at his demand.

『Fuck, haah……. I want to have sex.』

In reality, the only thing ringing in my ears was the auditory hallucination of the lewd tyrant.

『You want to be fucked roughly by that bastard, don’t you? To roll around promiscuously with that insanely strong and sexy body and have a pheromone knotting……. Surely, you felt it to your bones too! What kind of real pheromone you’ve been desperately wanting until now.』

『I need the real thing. So beg for the real pheromones, plead……! Fuck, hurry up……!』

As the intense auditory hallucinations raged, a severe headache washed over me.

In truth, it had been a long time since I had forgotten that he was six years younger, that he was Hyun Kangwoo’s young youngest brother. More than any other alpha until now, more than anyone, Hyun Jaehwi had excited me like crazy. Now, whether it was sex or whatever, as long as it could make me feel at ease, as long as it could quell the rampaging pheromones and the disturbance, I didn’t care what it was.

However, unlike me, Hyun Jaehwi was annoyingly composed.

“I can make you feel at ease with the ability I have.”

“……”

“But simple physical contact like before is not enough. In this state, there’s no choice but to use the mucous membranes where pheromones are secreted.”

“Mucous membranes, heuk, where……”

Hyun Jaehwi, as if no explanation was needed, immediately pulled Cha Dokyung’s sleek waist. His unhesitating touch caressed the red lips as if to crush them.

“Beg me to kiss you.”

“……”

The small face held in his hand was panting, busy exhaling panting breaths following the touch that was crushing his lips. His finger was sucked into the mucous membrane of the bright red lips.

Eung, haah, ah…! Even at that teasing, Cha Dokyung could not refuse and was letting out erotic breaths that made his limbs tingle.

“Hurry! Then, I will release you from that painful disturbance.”

At that one sentence, my mind snapped to attention. My red, wet gaze narrowed endlessly.

“……Disturbance?”

I had never, ever uttered that word, ‘disturbance,’ to another person.

“Your pheromones right now……. They’re not mixing, so they’re confused, jumbled, and a mess, aren’t they.”

“……”

“High-purity pheromones that can’t harmonize and are disturbed play mischievous pranks and cause trouble, just like now.”

Hyun Jaehwi was speaking accurately, as if he could vividly see my pheromones right before his eyes. Cha Dokyung was unable to continue speaking due to his bewilderment.

“So hurry and beg me. Before my patience runs out.”

Telling me to beg him to kiss me.

As he said, what a mischievous prank this ‘disturbance’ is. Because he is Hyun Kangwoo’s youngest brother, because he was that cute little kid I used to hold and soothe since he was young, I, who had pushed away and rejected the man six years my junior so much, was now in a position to be the one begging him.

At his one word, disturbance. In the face of that fucking reality, Cha Dokyung, who had barely snapped to his senses, forcefully and irritably pushed away Hyun Jaehwi’s hand that was teasing his face.

‘Heuk, fuck…….’ 

Spitting out a curse, he clenched his fist so tightly that his skin was about to bleed and barely managed to collect his lust. Now this was a bit more like Cha Dokyung.

“……Haah, I don’t really like that kind of thing.”

His haughty and aloof gaze, just like usual, languidly scanned his opponent.

“Why should I have to beg you to kiss me?”

He answered with a serious and cold face.

“Because you are the one in a position of need with me.”

Cha Dokyung suddenly approached him and wrapped his arms around his sturdy neck. The muscles of his fierce entire body could be felt distinctly. He leaned into his embrace obediently as if he had given up on everything. From within the man’s broad embrace, he looked up at him blankly. His erotic face glared with the corners of its eyes coquettishly, as if throwing a tantrum.

“……Really? Do I look more needy?”

At that seductive act, Hyun Jaehwi’s thick chest, which was embracing Cha Dokyung, trembled minutely. The man who hadn’t flinched at the pheromones began to be shaken to pieces by a single coquettish expression from Cha Dokyung.

Cha Dokyung felt indignant that he was the only one in heat and worked up like this. It was unacceptable that he was leisurely threatening me and not flinching at all with a heartless face.

Hyun Jaehwi had completely gathered his pheromones. Because of that brake or whatever he said he had applied in advance, I was holding onto my consciousness clearly, separate from my body in heat.

It’s not because of the disturbance. This was clearly Cha Dokyung’s own true consciousness.

“Jaehwi-ya……, you’re the one who’s mistaken.”

He was extremely excited right now. It wasn’t because of the pheromones. It was because the erect Cha Dokyung had obediently wrapped his arms around Hyun Jaehwi’s neck and was making this expression at him.

“I have nothing to be needy about. Haah……. Fuck, get the situation straight.”

“……”

“You’re the one who smelled my pheromones and followed my trail all the way here, begging me to open the door.”

Cha Dokyung reached out his hand. The tips of his white, pale fingers traced the sharp contours of his face. The damnably handsome and sexy eyes and nose, and these lips that are refreshing when they smile.

In the first place, Cha Dokyung was someone who had chosen to become a promiscuous slut himself rather than confessing the fact of the disturbance and receiving sympathy from others.

“Listen carefully. I’m not going to beg you! This is my choice.”

Cha Dokyung roughly grabbed Hyun Jaehwi’s loose tie and pulled.

“I’m going to kiss you……. Right now, it’s just that I want to kiss you.”

I thought I shouldn’t do it, but in truth, I had wanted to do this kind of thing from the moment I first met you today. From the moment I opened this door, I had already thought that it would be fine whatever happened with you.

So, don’t get the wrong idea. Opening this door to you was ultimately my choice too.

Cha Dokyung was accustomed to making choices.

It had always been a matter of course by birth. Choosing to be the ‘Messiah’. Hunting dominant alphas to quell the disturbance. Even when the disturbance came, it was I who voluntarily took it upon myself and chose to become a proud, promiscuous slut. Because if it was entirely my own choice and not someone else’s coercion, at least it wouldn’t be miserable.

The corner of Hyun Jaehwi’s mouth, pulled along by the hand that was strongly tugging on the tie, drew a magnificent arc.

He came along obediently. The red lips opened his lips first. I could feel the hard and sensual muscles writhing fiercely as they touched my skin. At the deep kiss that skillfully played with the man, Hyun Jaehwi could no longer control himself and hugged Cha Dokyung’s waist so tightly it felt like it would break.

‘Haah, heut…! Eung…!’ Following my lips, Hyun Jaehwi’s tongue stirred inside my mouth and thrust in urgently. The man who had perfectly restrained himself and not gotten excited even at the dripping omega pheromones was now going crazy with excitement over a mere kiss like this, over my moans, and greedily devoured my red lips.

His high and sharp nose was crushed roughly and messily against my cheek. Every time the mucous membranes brushed against each other, the lingering scent of the uncontrolled pheromones mingled. The pheromones he was releasing, unable to hold back, took me to that place.

The cold deep sea of the source…….

The desolate abyss of a dark forest after a carnivore has passed before dawn. The quiet eye in a pouring storm in the dark outskirts surrounding the land. The refreshing green wind that blows through the greenery and seeps into the bones, a refreshing sweet rain.

It was a place that did not exist in the world.

It was a kiss where time and space disappeared.

I couldn’t breathe properly because of the ecstatic pheromones he was releasing, unable to control them. Behind the pheromones, a fond scent of his skin washed over me. I swallowed our saliva ceaselessly, gulping to receive his tongue that was digging into my throat.

Cha Dokyung, don’t get serious.

Don’t think too deeply.

Because maybe I……. I might have wanted to cast everything aside like this with that kid and kiss him senselessly like a madman.

It was difficult to gauge the passage of time. I even felt like time and space were being distorted. I learned for the first time that it was possible to kiss someone for such a long time.

It was completely different from the first kiss I had shared with him in ‘Messiah’. From a certain point, this felt like a healing act on a different dimension, beyond an erotic kiss.

Just like when my hand was held by him in a handshake, I felt a sensation of being sucked deep into somewhere between our intertwined tongues and breaths. His pheromones were the guide on that path.

Our heartbeats pounded as if they would explode. A warm light seeped into my closed eyes. At that moment, Cha Dokyung felt Hyun Jaehwi’s heartbeat as if it were right next to his ear, very close. I was sucked deep into that heart. A gentle light, like moonlight, enveloped me. It felt like a dense fog was lifting. At that moment, a thrill as if an electric current was flowing through my entire body came over me.

Despite that unfamiliar and strange sensation of being about to be sucked in that lasted for a long time, he continued to suck on my lips gently as if he couldn’t get enough. My cheek, which had been pressed against his hard nose for a long time, was so sore and painful.

Hyun Jaehwi was the first to gently pull his lips away from mine.

Cha Dokyung slowly opened his eyes. His pitifully wet eyes continued to let out moist tears at the corners. Hyun Jaehwi was silently staring blankly at Cha Dokyung’s wet eyes.

How much time on earth had passed. I felt like I had lost my sense of perception.

The disturbance disappeared as if it were a lie.

The beast-like pheromonal heat between the two was gone. And yet, the area below my waist was still heavy with pooled blood. The hard excitement between my legs where they touched him still had not subsided.

……Haah, why is this still so erect and painfully the same.

After they pulled their lips apart, Cha Dokyung, whose heat had disappeared, returned to a very calm state, as if the earlier excitement had been a dream.

Cha Dokyung, having regained his reason, avoided Hyun Jaehwi’s blatant gaze. Like a person who had sobered up from being dead drunk, he couldn’t bear how everything was so embarrassing and shameful.

The outline of an abnormally thick penis, like a weapon, was revealed over the thigh of Hyun Jaehwi’s tight-fitting suit pants.

He quickly grabbed Cha Dokyung again, who was trying to escape his embrace. He pulled my waist and whispered softly.

“Don’t misunderstand. This is……”

“……”

“For both of us, this right now is not because of pheromones.”

Cha Dokyung said, glancing at his and Hyun Jaehwi’s lower bodies, which were bulging with excitement.

“……Not because of pheromones?”

“Physiological phenomena that are separate from pheromones cannot be resolved with the ability I have.”

He said, shrugging his dark eyebrows.

“If you want me to do something about this right now, I can do it myself in a different way.”

“……”

Hyun Jaehwi pulled the elegant body line that was trying to escape in a single motion.

“By any chance, do you want that?”

Cha Dokyung, who had regained his composure, quickly shook his head and pushed him away.

“It’s not like that……”

It was not because of pheromones or heat, but that they had simply gotten excited while kissing and their bodies had become physiologically erect.

Cha Dokyung nodded his head detachedly with a pale, tired face. As it was a physiological excitement as a man and not because of pheromones, the erection quickly subsided as he felt shame.

After the unfamiliar sensation of being sucked in and the electric current were felt through his lips and throughout his body, his mind became strangely clean and clear.

It felt as if the events of a moment ago, when the disturbance and pheromone rampage had occurred, were like a distant dream. Moreover, no more auditory hallucinations were heard. The persistent disturbance had disappeared with a single kiss.

The limp and powerless Cha Dokyung could not react to anything Hyun Jaehwi was doing and could only watch his actions in silence. His sturdy body pulled me into its embrace again.

The chest of the twenty-six-year-old man, who was much younger than me, was so broad and warm that the limp Cha Dokyung was unknowingly held in Hyun Jaehwi’s embrace for a long time like that.

An uncontrollable sleepiness poured over me in an instant. My consciousness faded. Cha Dokyung had no idea that he had fallen asleep leaning on Hyun Jaehwi’s embrace, nor that he, a grown adult, was breathing softly like a child.

It was a strangely heavy slumber.

I had no memory at all of the fact that Hyun Jaehwi had carried me, who had fallen into a dead sleep in his arms in an instant like a narcoleptic patient, to the back seat of his car.

After a disturbance passed, Cha Dokyung would always fall into a deep sleep, as if receiving a reward, without even dreaming. However, this was the first time he had fallen asleep immediately, as if fainting, in someone’s arms on the spot like this.

Cha Dokyung, who had dozed off for a long time in the back seat and woken up, swept up his disheveled hair with a troubled face. As if finding this situation absurd, Cha Dokyung gave a small, self-deprecating laugh with a pale, bloodless face.

“I’m sorry, I was strangely so sleepy……”

Hyun Jaehwi, who had been silently holding the steering wheel, answered from the driver’s seat.

“If you’re sleepy, sleep more.”

He expertly handled the steering wheel and sped down the highway. I stared blankly at his sharp nose bridge, like a drawing, and his handsome side profile, visible diagonally from the back seat.

“Where are we going right now?”

Without even knowing the destination, Cha Dokyung had fallen into a doze.

“For now, we’ll go to the place I’m staying.”

“……”

“The house is close to here.”

As Cha Dokyung flinched, Hyun Jaehwi laughed softly with a gentle voice that filled the car.

“Why, afraid I’ll do something?”

“……”

“You saw earlier. I can control any desire if I put my mind to it, so rest assured.”

The long eyes visible in the car’s central rearview mirror smiled as they slowly scanned me.

“I know. It’s not that……”

The act of visiting someone else’s house itself felt so unfamiliar.

After gaining fame and growing up, he rarely visited Hyun Kangwoo or Hyun Serin’s houses. He was just careful, afraid of arousing unnecessary suspicion from reporters and having photos taken that could lead to misunderstandings.

Because of Chairman Yeom’s persistent surveillance, Cha Dokyung had no memory of visiting anyone else’s house or any similar place, except for the ‘Messiah’ hotel where his privacy was thoroughly protected.

Even the promiscuity of getting together with alphas because of the disturbance was only possible within a designated glass castle, and Cha Dokyung was always faithful to his public role and responsibilities as a top star. Thanks to that, Cha Dokyung had been able to carry out his entertainment career with a trustworthy, clean image without a single scandal until now. However, he could not bring himself to say out loud that he had lived so hypocritically and foolishly for ten years.

For some reason, I felt shivery, as if I had caught a cold. I looked down at Hyun Jaehwi’s suit jacket that was covering my body. He had covered me with his jacket and was holding the steering wheel in his shirt with the sleeves rolled up.

The forearm muscles and tendons of the arm holding the steering wheel stood out every time he gripped the wheel.

They are not muscles for aesthetic purposes. Sturdy and sharp muscles, delicately defined, are attached not only to his arms but all over his body if he were to take off his clothes. It seemed impossible to achieve such a strong body with just ordinary exercise.

—Depending on their trait and special abilities, they may also receive special training from an international military organization for a certain period of time. They become soldiers belonging to an international organization. Of course, what exactly they do is confidential, so nothing is known.

Did he really receive special military training from an organization, just as Professor Yoo had said?

“Do you need anything?”

As if noticing Cha Dokyyung’s gaze fixed on the movement of his arm muscles, Hyun Jaehwi glanced at Cha Dokyung in the back seat. I quickly turned my head to the window, feigning ignorance as if I had never been secretly looking.

“No, I’m a little cold……”

Even though it was past midnight, the cold city lights were still brilliant. As if nothing had happened, the city lights outside the car window indifferently brushed past their faces faster than the speed of their eyes. Everything flowed by quickly, as if flickering along with the speed of the sliding car, but only the deep eyes that met through the shaking rearview mirror and that moist gaze remained in that spot for a long time as a slow afterimage.

I couldn’t believe that I had fallen into a deep sleep, to the point of being unconscious again, in his car. The condition was much more severe than the usual aftereffects after a disturbance passed. It was to the point where I thought it might be like paroxysmal narcolepsy.

Cha Dokyung had been so deeply asleep in the meantime that he hadn’t even felt a hint of how he had been moved to this mansion.

It was close to fainting. It was different from ordinary sleep. If you fall asleep in an instant as if fainting, like with narcolepsy, a pitch-black darkness unfolds as if deleted. You don’t even have a fleeting, short dream. But when you wake up, your head feels clear as if it has been reset, and you feel like your biological rhythm has changed.

The pheromones were being perfectly controlled. The vicious auditory hallucinations of the disturbance were not heard at all.

When I woke up, Cha Dokyung was lying on a large bed with a blanket covering him. His suit jacket and tie had been removed, and he was wearing only his shirt. A few buttons from the top of his neck had been undone to allow for comfortable movement.

It was a typical residence with a modern interior. It was an ordinary mansion, completely different from the luxurious private residences or penthouses of Hyun Kangwoo or Hyun Serin.

Of course, I thought that a high-end mansion with a large, exotic terrace with such a stylish atmosphere was not a house that an ordinary twenty-six-year-old could live in. It just didn’t seem like the kind of house a third-generation chaebol of a leading conglomerate would live in. This was only in comparison to the luxurious homes of Hyun Kangwoo or Hyun Serin.

Hyun Jaehwi was not in sight. Cha Dokyung got out of bed and looked around the living room for Hyun Jaehwi. However, he was still not in the living room.

The stylish and modern interior of the mansion had nothing that could be called luggage. There was only empty space, and there were almost no signs of human habitation. Other than a laptop, a bed, a TV, and some simple electronic devices and furniture, and a pile of documents, there was nothing.

However, the view from the large, exotic terrace was breathtaking. Even on a dark, rainy night, the atmosphere of the deep forest that filled the entire view came into sight at once.

It was when Cha Dokyung was looking around the house.

Hyun Jaehwi, who had finished showering, walked out of the bathroom wearing a shower gown. His hair was soaking wet.

As he entered the same space, my breath caught. I even felt dizzy. The sight of the man wearing a gown while wet was extremely dangerous.

The sexy frame revealed between the gown and the disheveled, languid atmosphere made my breath catch on its own.

“You were sleeping so soundly, I couldn’t wake you.”

He said, casually shaking the water from his hair.

“You probably wouldn’t have woken up even if I had tried. After having your pheromones controlled, you normally fall into a deep state of sleep.”

The sensual, inverted triangle frame and the viciously muscular body revealed between the dark shower gown were enough to make the viewer blush in embarrassment. It felt like I was seeing something I shouldn’t be seeing. Cha Dokyung couldn’t find a place to rest his eyes.

However, I had to pretend to be indifferent and composed.

“So that’s why I was so…… sleepy.”

Cha Dokyung, who had regained his reason to the extent that the fierce kiss from before, which had burned like a flame, seemed colorless, was completely unable to break away from the fixed role of the long-standing relationship of being the childhood friend of his older brother Hyun Kangwoo and the young youngest brother Hyun Jaehwi, whom he had known since childhood. It was as if he was ethically brainwashing himself that he must do so.