To You, Who Will Die Alone in Paradise Chapter 11

“Haha, the expression ‘forbidden’ is a bit strange, isn’t it?”

Kellewen said with a gentle laugh.

“After all, it was something I chose for myself….”

Those words exhausted the last of Dandeleon’s patience. Quietly, without anyone knowing, Dandeleon exploded. Just as he had in this garden the day before.

“No. You’re making a very big mistake right now.”

Dandeleon said, and laughed. Kellewen looked at him with a slightly surprised expression.

“Everyone praises you, Mr. High Elf. They say you’re noble, you’re good-natured. Haha, but now I finally understand what that means.”

Regardless, Dandeleon continued to let out laughter like a madman. The high elf’s inner thoughts, which he had been so curious about, were now visible to him.

Yes, he wasn’t actually a hypocrite. But he wasn’t a perfect being from birth, as people thought, either. So am I happy? Is it satisfying?

He thought it would be, so why does he feel so rotten?

“You are livestock raised by the Elven Forest.”

“……!”

Kellewen’s eyes shook greatly. Dandeleon observed him with a slightly mischievous feeling. Kellewen was clearly flustered, and beyond that, a hint of anger could be glimpsed. Yet, the way he tried so hard to hide his inner feelings by forcing a gentle smile was so obvious it was pitiful.

“Your Highness, that expression is a bit….”

“Am I wrong? The right to desire, the right to have an attachment to life, the right to want to live. What’s the difference between you, who are forbidden even the rights that all living things should naturally have, and livestock?”

“Since it is something I chose for myself, there is a big difference….”

“You keep saying it’s your own choice.”

Suddenly, Dandeleon was confused. Perhaps Kellewen was speaking sincerely. Being stupid deserves pity, but it is not something to be criticized for.

But, is he, who is almost a hundred years old, this elf who has traveled all over the continent for nearly 10 years, really that stupid?

“A hundred years ago, when you were born, they say every nation on the continent held a festival for three days and three nights. They said a being who would finally offer their lifespan to the Guardian Tree was born, that the continent was saved once again….”

After Yggdrasil, there were a total of four high elves who offered their mana to the Guardian Tree. The birth of the last high elf was about 300 years ago. Moreover, the amount of mana a high elf offered and the length of time Yggdrasil could endure were in a realm that could not be perfectly calculated.

The longer the time without a high elf being born, the more all living beings on the continent trembled in fear of destruction. In the meantime, the demonic energy flowing from across the sea once again began to creep in and encroach upon the continent’s shores.

So what must they have thought when Kellewen was born?

Didn’t they think that this elf, no matter what, had to be slaughtered ‘properly’?

“Did you even have any other choice?”

Kellewen shot to his feet. Looking up at the already tall man from a sitting position really felt like looking up at an old tree. Dandeleon looked up at Kellewen, who had his back to the sun, and smiled.

“Now I can see your real expression….”

Kellewen’s gaze was filled with dark emotions. His jaw was tense from holding back anger, and his lips trembled slightly. No one would have thought that his eyes, as soft and beautiful as new sprouts, could hold such a color. Except for Dandeleon, who had already glimpsed that fact in the future.

In truth, it wasn’t exactly the same as what he had seen in the future. But it was certainly more similar than any other expression he had seen so far.

Therefore, Dandeleon was not wrong. The man who had been pressing down on him in the future was none other than Kellewen.

Dandeleon smiled. With genuine satisfaction.

Kellewen flinched at that smile. He turned his head, avoiding Dandeleon’s gaze.

“I chose it of my own will.”

The way he repeated the same words like a parrot felt childlike, and Dandeleon let out a small laugh.

“Will, a fine word.”

Kellewen did not answer. He did not turn his head, stubbornly ignoring Dandeleon. But Dandeleon didn’t feel rushed. If he avoids looking, I just have to make him look.

Dandeleon reached out and pulled Kellewen’s belt.

“Your Highness?!”

Isn’t it a simple matter? Kellewen immediately looked at Dandeleon. Dandeleon grinned and quickly moved his hand to undo Kellewen’s belt. It wasn’t difficult, as the belt was just a piece of cloth wrapped around his waist and fastened with a pin.

A beat later, Kellewen’s hand grabbed Dandeleon’s wrist, but he used his other hand to pull Kellewen’s pants down with a jerk.

“Your—!”

“If your will is so strong.”

Dandeleon’s voice, mixed with laughter, overlaid Kellewen’s gasp. Kellewen reflexively tried to pull away, but Dandeleon was faster. His hand shot between Kellewen’s legs and seized the most vulnerable part of his body.

“Try to refuse with that will.”

They say even a beast can’t move if you grab it here, and it seemed that applied to humans—no, to elves as well. Kellewen froze stiff with shock and shame.

Dandeleon enjoyed the sight of that face as his other hand gently stroked Kellewen’s member upwards.

The sensation through the underwear felt very large and heavy. He had thought it wouldn’t be small given his height, but actually touching it, it was a much more massive size than he had imagined.

Dandeleon’s hand slid all the way up the member, reaching the top. When he applied pressure with his fingers and rubbed the tip, a whimpering sound flowed from above his head.

“Hheut….”

Dandeleon smirked. Kellewen was overly flustered by the sound that had come from his own mouth. He recoiled as if burned. But since he was being held below, his body couldn’t move as he wished, and he ended up losing his balance.

“Keuk!”

Kellewen fell backward, ending up in a half-lying position. For Dandeleon, it was actually more convenient. He quickly positioned himself between Kellewen’s legs and stripped off his underwear as well. Under the midday sun, Kellewen’s member was exposed.

“Wow….”

Dandeleon let out an exclamation without realizing it. Kellewen’s half-erect member was overwhelming in both size and shape. The sight of it, as big as a forearm and reddish with engorged blood, was nothing short of obscene.

Who would have known that the continent’s saint was packing something this wicked. Dandeleon chuckled and slid his hand up the member he was holding. The member beyond his hand instantly grew harder.

“Stop…!”

But the next moment, Kellewen snatched his wrist. Before Dandeleon could think, oops, his other hand was also caught. Kellewen gripped both of Dandeleon’s wrists tightly and glared at him with fierce eyes.

“You’re taking this joke too far.”

“Let go of me.”

“I will let you go if you promise not to touch my body any more than this.”

Instead of answering, Dandeleon pouted. Even so, he tried twisting his wrists this way and that to break free from Kellewen’s grip, but it was no use. Kellewen’s hands holding Dandeleon were as firm as shackles made of iron.

There was an image that elves were physically weak, but judging by the force he felt on his wrists, he seemed even stronger than Zellos, which inwardly surprised Dandeleon. Should he have realized it when he was lifted up so effortlessly after collapsing? In any case, this was not an opponent he could win against with physical force.

But there are things in the world that can’t be solved by strength alone. Dandeleon lowered his head and grinned.

“What the—?! Keuk!”

By the time Kellewen was shocked, it was too late. Dandeleon bent his waist and took Kellewen’s member into his mouth. Of course, he had no intention of hurting him. Dandeleon rolled his tongue and gently licked around the glans. A suppressed moan was heard, and the force restraining his wrists weakened in an instant.

Dandeleon did not miss that moment. He quickly pulled his hands free and wrapped them both firmly around Kellewen’s member. Then he took it into his mouth, filling it completely.

“Ah…!”

Kellewen stopped short of screaming and clamped a hand over his own mouth. Dandeleon smiled and pushed Kellewen’s member deeper into his mouth. He wanted to take it all the way in, but its size was such that just taking about half of it was enough to reach his throat. When he pulled it out after taking it to its limit, Kellewen’s member was glistening with his saliva.

‘I’ve heard a lot about it, but this is the first time I’m actually doing it….’

Among the numerous books he had read, there were naturally some with explicit content. From alcohol and tobacco to gambling and even some drugs, he was one to try anything that offered stimulation, so he had never refused an experience like this either.

However, Zellos, who was lenient about everything, kept a watchful eye on anything related to sex, so Dandeleon’s ‘experience’ was entirely from what he had learned in books.

‘Am I doing this right?’

Dandeleon stroked the shaft with his hand and subtly raised his eyes to check Kellewen’s expression.

“Keu, eut….”

Kellewen glared at Dandeleon with a beet-red face. He looked as if he were angry, but on closer inspection, it was closer to enduring pain. In a way, he looked like he was about to cry.

When their eyes met, he bit his lip and covered his face with his hand.

“Please, Your Highness….”

Kellewen pleaded with him, panting. Dandeleon stared blankly at him for a moment before moving the hand holding the member. As Dandeleon’s hand gripped and stroked the shaft, Kellewen’s hand that had been covering his eyes moved down to clamp over his own mouth. A stifled groan could be faintly heard from behind his hand.

“Heuk, euk….”

Kellewen shook his head, pleading with his eyes. But the thing in his hand, contrary to that reaction, had grown even larger. Dandeleon gripped the veiny member and stroked it a few times before taking it into his mouth again.

‘…He seems to be enjoying it.’

At some point, Dandeleon’s heart had started pounding. Kellewen’s expression, his moans, they were gradually arousing him. Kellewen, who always looked down at him with a chaste expression, was now completely disheveled and pleading with him.

That fact gave Dandeleon a sense of satisfaction, a slight feeling of superiority and control, and pleasure. He moved his head back and forth with Kellewen’s member in his mouth. Each time, the thick thing went deep, deeper.

“Heueuk, eu… Keut, euheuk….”

Kellewen made a crying sound again. Dandeleon gulped down the saliva that had pooled in his mouth. The thing in his mouth was so big that his jaw ached, and the pressure on the back of his throat was agonizing. But Kellewen’s whimpers tickling his ears felt so good that he couldn’t stop.

Each time Dandeleon tightened his mouth and sucked on the member, Kellewen’s cries grew louder. And with them, Dandeleon’s heartbeat quickened.

It felt strange. His whole body was hot with a rising fever, and the area below his stomach felt tight and itchy. Whenever that desire surged, Dandeleon would take Kellewen’s member and suck, lick, and swallow. His jaw ached and drool trickled down, but at some point, he didn’t even care about such things. Only the sound of his increasingly ragged gasps captivated Dandeleon.

If I continue like this, if I go all the way, how pleasantly will Kellewen cry for me…. Just the thought was exciting.

‘I think just a little more will do it….’

At some point, Kellewen had become completely unable to make a sound. The muscles in his legs were taut with tension, and his gasping breaths were as urgent as a runner’s. Dandeleon had a gut feeling that it was about to end, and he took a breath to give it one last push.