Formless Chapter 5

“I’m loosening you up so you don’t bleed.”

Heewoon, lost in a panic, didn’t even seem to feel Gangwoo’s fingers stirring inside him, just moving his head frantically and trembling.

Gangwoo looked at the back of Heewoon’s head with displeasure. The back of his ear, red, caught his eye. Without a second thought, he bit the round ear hard.

“Ack!”

Heewoon flinched his shoulders and struggled. Gangwoo, letting out a low laugh, mumbled the ear in his mouth before spitting it out. A smack sound was made.

Finally seeming to come to his senses a bit, Heewoon looked back. His eyes, crumpled as if about to cry, were directed at Gangwoo.

“You need to concentrate. Got it?”

Heewoon nodded. Gangwoo licked his lower lip as he watched the tears that had been welling up fall in drops.

“Aheuh…”

As the finger inside his inner wall drew a large circle, Heewoon twisted his waist and let out a moan. It didn’t hurt, but there was a sense of foreignness. The hard thing that had entered was pressing and rubbing against his inner walls. Every time, Heewoon breathed as if he were throwing up.

The hand that had been moving mechanically pulled away, and a rustling sound was heard. Heewoon knew intuitively. Now Seo Gangwoo was going to push his penis in. Into the narrow hole that wasn’t even properly loosened yet.

Heewoon clenched his fists on the hands that were propped on the mattress.

So, I’m really being raped.

He wasn’t gay. Although he had occasionally glanced at men, he belonged to the heterosexual category. He had experience dating girlfriends too. It was just that this time, he had fallen completely for Gangwoo, confirming that he could like the same sex.

In any case, he had never thought he could have sex with a man. Liking Seo Gangwoo hadn’t been in a sexual sense.

Something hard rubbed between his buttocks. It’s okay. It’s okay. Heewoon repeated to himself inwardly.

“Relax.”

Gangwoo said, pressing down on the entrance with his condom-covered cock. No sooner had he said it than the prostrate body tensed up. Gangwoo, clicking his tongue, slapped his ass over and over.

“Euk, euk, it hurts. I-I’ll relax. Just a second…”

As if Heewoon’s desperate effort to relax worked, the large hand, big enough to cover one entire buttock, stopped the beating.

Gangwoo gripped one of the lusciously reddened buttocks tightly and spread it to the side. The soaked hole flinched and closed. Licking his lower lip out of habit, he gripped his cock and pushed the glans in.

“Aack—!”

Heewoon’s eyes flew open and he screamed.

“I told you, to, relax.”

A fiery slap landed on his ass again, several times. With every agonized scream he let out, the thick shaft spread his narrow inner walls and forced its way in. Heewoon could no longer recall the word, ‘okay’.

“N-no! Aack… euhk… d-don’t do it!”

To escape the weapon that was rummaging through his insides, Heewoon stretched his hands forward. His palms touched the dried brown stains, but Heewoon was only desperate to move forward.

“Haaah… stay, still.”

Gangwoo grabbed the escaping Heewoon’s pelvis with both hands and quickly pulled it down. With a thud sound, the soft buttocks collided with his crotch and were crushed.

“Aheuuuk!”

Heewoon howled like a beast and thrashed his body wildly. The penis, which had seemed to fill him from bottom to top, slipped out. Heewoon trembled with his forehead pressed against the dirty mattress.

A large hand came in under his shoulder and flipped Heewoon’s body over with a whoosh. His limbs, dangling in the air as if they had no weight, fell, and dust rose. And with a thwack sound, sparks flew before his eyes. He had been slapped across the cheek.

“Stay still before I really kill you.”

Gangwoo said through his teeth, gripping Heewoon’s neck. Keok, Heewoon let out a single sound and fumbled to grab Gangwoo’s wrist, which was gripping his neck. He had been slapped on the cheek, but his head was ringing dizzily. His vision was completely blurred with welling tears.

When he blinked, tears trickled down his temples and fell near his ears. In his slightly clearer vision, Seo Gangwoo’s eyes came into view. Those murderous eyes that did not lie.

“Heok… I-I’m sorry. I’ll stay still. D-don’t kill me…”

His reddened face was drenched in tears. Gangwoo, who slowly stroked the neck that could be held in one hand, gently caressed the cheek he had struck. Since he had been hit on one side several times, the cheek was already swelling. Gangwoo said, as if it were a pity.

“See? If you don’t listen, I keep hitting you.”

Heewoon nodded with a terrified expression.

“It, it hurt… I’ll stay, st-stay still. Heuu…”

The red cheek trembled finely. He had cried so much that every time his raw eye corners twitched, a new trail of tears was formed.

“……”

When Gangwoo stared intently, Heewoon covered his face with his arms. He might get slapped again for crying. Pressing his eyes hard with his arm, he bit the inside of his cheek. He swallowed the cry that was about to burst out, having lost control.

“Your face.”

At the rough whisper, his white shoulders shot up.

“Don’t cover it.”

Heewoon lowered his arms and, sobbing, looked up at Gangwoo. Gangwoo, whose eyes met his wet ones, wrinkled his brow and let out a breathy laugh.

“I’m going crazy.”

Smack. Gangwoo, who had lightly slapped the outside of his thigh, grabbed Heewoon’s ankles and pushed them up. Heewoon ended up with his knees bent and his thighs pressed tightly against his chest.

“G-Gangwoo…”

Gangwoo fixed his gaze on the face of Heewoon, who was calling his name as if in a whisper. When he blinked his large eyes, tears flowed down his temples to either side. He licked his own lips, which seemed drier than before. He felt an unknown thirst.

“If I don’t hurt you, can you do well?”

The voice, rough with excitement, pretended to be gentle.

“I-I’ll do well.”

Gangwoo looked down at Heewoon, who was trembling with fear, and uttered his impression.

“You look like a wet puppy.”

He emptied a new tube that was on the mattress over the twitching hole. After scooping up the liquid that was flowing down the crack of his ass with his finger, he pushed it straight into the hole. As if he had completely forgotten that he had specifically ordered condoms to be bought because putting it in the ass felt gross.

Heewoon let out a ragged breath. The fingers stirring below didn’t hurt at all, but it was a very unfamiliar and strange sensation. When he tensed up, surprised by the movement that drew a large circle, a large hand would strike the side of his thigh. Then he would try to force himself to relax.

The number of fingers inside him gradually increased. One, two, three. As he accepted three thick fingers, the pain from before came back vividly.

“I, told, you, not, to, tense, up.”

A fierce slap landed on the back of his thigh several times.

“Heuu… because I’m scared…”

Heewoon tried his best to relax and caught his breath.

“It’s not like I’m shoving a knife up your ass. What’s there to be scared of?”

At his words, Heewoon made a strange sound like hiiik and hunched his body. His hands, gripping the back of his knees, whitened with tension. Gangwoo twisted his mouth and stirred the insides, scissoring his fingers. Heewoon’s hands lost their strength as he twisted his waist, and one of his legs stretched out into the air.

“Your leg. Hold it properly.”

The voice, rough with excitement, commanded. No sooner had Heewoon grabbed his leg again than the huge cock shot up to the hilt all at once.

“Aaaack!”

“That’s a fucking un-arousing moan.”

Contrary to his words, Gangwoo lowered his head and licked Heewoon’s cheek. Licking the salty, wet cheek made his dry mouth water. Gangwoo thought that the strange thirst he had been feeling since earlier seemed to be disappearing.

“Heok, heok…”

Heewoon gasped for breath with his mouth open. It felt like he was being pierced from his anus to his mouth with a thick skewer. The irregular breaths he took to somehow endure the suffocating pressure reached the ear of Gangwoo, who was licking his cheek.

Gangwoo, his brows furrowed menacingly, propped himself up with an elbow next to Heewoon’s head. The penis, which had been pulled out leaving only the glans, quickly thrust back inside.

“Heo-eok!”

Woo Heewoon, his eyes wide as if he were about to stop breathing, let out another ragged breath. This time, that breath reached Gangwoo’s chin. His stupidly open mouth came into view. He pushed his tongue into that dark and lewd hole.

“Heueup…”

The piece of flesh came alive, as if trying to taste every nook and cranny. It licked the roof of his mouth, ran its tongue over his teeth, and wrapped around and rubbed his small tongue.

Heewoon gripped the firm shoulders. The movement stimulating the root of his tongue made his mouth water, and he reflexively moved his Adam’s apple and swallowed with a gulp.

Gangwoo, who had paused his movements for a moment, slowly licked Heewoon’s lower lip. Then he thrusted his hips, a little shallower than before.

“Heuu…”

The grip on the broad shoulders tightened. Gangwoo’s gaze briefly touched that hand before moving to Heewoon’s panting lips. Light pink lips, slightly swollen and glistening with saliva. His brow furrowed, he took all of Heewoon’s lips into his mouth and bit down.

“Eup-eu-eu…!”

Heewoon struggled, tightening his grip on the shoulders. It felt like the sharp teeth would tear his lips off. He shook his head, but the teeth were firmly biting his lips, stretching the philtrum. Heewoon whimpered and grabbed Gangwoo’s shoulders. Unconsciously, he couldn’t bring himself to hit him, but he dug his nails in.

“Haaah. I told you to stay still.”

Gangwoo, who let out a languid sigh and pulled his head back, stared at the teeth marks left right above his lips. Not just his lips, but the area above them was also completely red, looking extremely lewd.

Heewoon whimpered and fumbled at his own lips with his hand. He couldn’t tell if the wetness was saliva or blood.

“I also told you not to cover your face. Are my words a joke to you?”

“N-no! No. I wasn’t covering it, I-I just touched it for a second.”

Heewoon, startled, lowered his hand and denied it tearfully. Gangwoo looked down at Heewoon’s face quietly and then reached out his hand.

Heewoon braced himself for the palm that would fall on his cheek again, gritting his teeth and closing his eyes. But Seo Gangwoo’s hand lightly touched the area above his eyebrows, gently pushed back the hair stuck to his forehead, and moved away. Heewoon hesitated and opened his eyes.

“Grab my shoulders.”

He, who had commanded with a blank expression, began to thrust his hips again. And he glared at him as if to say, what are you doing not grabbing them. Heewoon hurriedly grabbed Gangwoo’s shoulders. More than grabbing, he almost hugged him with both hands and pulled him tight.