At the End of That Memory Chapter 24

“…”

“…”

I had the impression that time had stopped. He stared at me with such sincerity that it brought tears to my eyes. My heart felt overjoyed as if I had discovered an oasis while I was desperately thirsty.

Kwon Yido closed the door quietly and approached me carefully. His presence merged into the space that was filled with my pheromones as the gap between us shrank. The pheromones that poured out in clumps quickly soaked me in, as if I’d been hit by rain.

“Kwon…Yido…”

When I called him again, he twitched the corners of his eyes. He took a deep breath and untied his tie. He took a quick look around the room and spoke in his normal aristocratic tone.

“Thank goodness.”

“…”

“You’re calling my name this time.”

I blinked my eyes discreetly. Tears welled up at the corners of my eyes and streamed down my cheeks. Kwon Yido gazed at my face and spoke softly.

“Jung Sejin.”

Kwon Yido’s distinct pheromones were abundant. I wriggled about, trying to get a little closer to him. I even muttered as I anxiously put out my palm, as if there was a magnificent ripe fruit there in front of me.

“Your pheromones…”

“…”

I dropped my hand without even brushing the hem of his clothes. While I was out of breath, Kwon Yido took a step closer to me. His eyes were a little more unkempt than normal at first glance.

“Are you having a hard time?”

That is something that many people say. If I were dominating, I would understand how terrible it was when the cycle occurred. Of course, because I was taking suppressants prescribed by his doctor, I had never been pushed to this point.

“What should I do?”

Kwon Yido asked and placed his finger on my cheek. Maybe he was trying to wipe away my tears, but his thumb slightly swept under my eyes. As he was trying to walk away, I grabbed his wrist without realizing it.

“…”

If I could, I would chew and swallow his fingers. Despite knowing it was an unusual impulse, I went so far as to place the tip of his finger on my lips. Kwon Yido gently pulled down on my lower teeth and whispered softly.

“Talk to me. I will do whatever you ask me to do.”

It was a pleasant tone. But what made me assume he was upset? Why did I get the impression that he was upset despite his calm demeanor and voice?

“… Me.”

Even when I let go of my luck, I paused to collect my breath. I was having difficulty forming phrases because I was experiencing an unexplained sensation. Kwon Yido’s finger was still pressed against my lips.

“Please…”

It sounded more like a moan than a word. The breathy voice was severely muffled, even becoming raspy. I was panting and begging, both hands on his hand.

“Somehow…”

I smelled his pheromones. He put his hand near to my face and lifted my chin with his other hand. Then he lowered his upper body and mashed our lips together tightly.

“…”

Should I claim I was feeling alive now? I felt like I was receiving artificial breathing the instant he breathed into me. Pheromones appeared to infiltrate deep into my lungs and travel throughout my entire body.

I wrapped my arms around his neck instinctively. I clutched to him, twisting my head to get a better look at him. While I was panting, he delicately inserted his tongue and managed to calm me down.

“…Hng.”

A moan was instantly heard. It was a delicate kiss, yet simply being in contact provided me breathing room. I wanted to blend in with Kwon Yido more and more, without missing anything.

So I sucked the tongue from his mouth. I drank the mysterious origin of his saliva as if it were the water of life, and moved my tongue hopelessly as he moved. After a mind-bogglingly skilled kiss, I poured out pheromones like rain with only one desire for him.

At a close range, the lips that fell while making a sound brushed against one other like feathers. My mind seemed to dissolve as a result of the delicious breath. Kwon Yido remained motionless for a few moments and stopped breathing as soon as our gazes connected.

“…”

“…”

It was a situation I experienced once. Should I say that the signal worked, or that the timing was right?

“Mmh…”

He pulled our lips together even more tightly than before. He went onto the bed and pushed down on me as if he was going to attack me. The sound of saliva combining was audible, and he began pressing me to the point where breathing became impossible.

A kiss could make you dizzy. Every time he stroked the sensitive area inside my mouth, I experienced chills. I felt like I was being pushed to the edge of a precipice, ready to fall at any minute.

He put his fingers into the open collar of my robe at some point. He ran his palm along my bare upper body, touching the nape of my neck, collarbone, and shoulders.

“…Ung.”

His hands were too icy for my already agitated body. My shoulders shook, flinching every time he touched me. His palm hovered near his clavicle for a moment before slowly sliding downward.

His large palm rubbed the skin around my chest. The erect nipple was captured between my fingers as if on purpose. He brushed away the bit he had touched with the back of his fingers after torturing me like that a couple of times.

“Hng…”

Parts that another person had never touched reacted violently to Kwon Yido’s touch. My back was trembling so badly that I couldn’t help but groan. I reached for his collar, thinking I needed to grab anything, but my fingertips simply brushed down the suit jacket.

I felt like I was going insane. It was much better than before, but the sexual sensation was getting stronger. If going through the heat cycle was difficult, this felt like agony.

I twisted my head and clutched to him even more tightly. I wanted to satisfy this urge, so I begged as best I could with my entire body.

Who could have predicted this? I never imagined I’d find myself clinging to Alpha. Who would have guessed that his pheromones, which I utilized as a substitute for sleeping medications every day, would make my entire body so excited?

“…Ha.”

Kwon Yido opened his lips gently and paused to collect his breath. He leaned in closer, his face buried in my ear. He stroked my earlobe and spoke in hushed tones.

“I plan to go all the way, until the end.”

“…”

“If you want to stop, tell me now.”

I had considered it, but Kwon Yido’s voice was so distinct that it couldn’t be compared to anyone else’s. Is it because the pronunciation was correct, or because the sound was distinctive? Hearing it gave the impression of being engulfed in him.

“…You can do it.”

I replied in this manner, nuzzling my face into his shoulder. My clothing were all crumpled, but I didn’t have time to think about it. My head was filled with only one notion.

“…Please.”

“…”

“I want to do it.”

I desperately wanted to sleep with Kwon Yido. I wanted to touch him more, mix our bodies, and share some body heat with him. I had a great need to alleviate the overflowing sexual feeling in some way.

“…Haa.”

He was exhilaratingly breathing and biting the shell of my ear. It wasn’t unpleasant, just enough to bring his fuzzy head back to my senses for a few moments. He quickly licked the bitten area with his tongue and whispered while stroking his lips against his cheek.

“Call my name.”

“…Kwon Yido?”

One word sufficed. Thick pheromones streamed from him till he buried his lips into the back of my neck. The fingers hovering over my chest loosened the gown’s waist strap and the front knot.

“Ah, hah…”

Without hesitation, his huge hand reached for my hard penis. He lightly gripped the place I didn’t frequently touch and stroked it up and down. It was a minor motion, but because I had been stimulated for a while, my penis immediately released semen.

“Hng…!”

I could never get used to the sensation of reaching climax, no matter how many times I felt it. It was made worse by the fact that I didn’t do it with my own hands, and it was a process for which I was unprepared. He glanced absentmindedly at the semen on my hand as he watched me shake my back.

“It’s a small amount.”

My face appeared to warm up. I was already doing something heinous, but I didn’t want to hear such remarks. However, perhaps because he spoke quickly, he wiped his hands on the blanket and kissed the area around my neck.

“Sejin.”

“Hah…”

A shaming sound was made. His nose’s high bridge brushed up to the place where my chin and neck met. The gentle lips bit the spot where the pulse was pounding beneath them. The precise location of the pheromone glands. He brushed his lips together and drew my lower body in closer.

“…”

I snapped back to reality in an instant. It wasn’t because the other guy was Kwon Yido or because such minor things should not be done. It was just that the sensation I was getting through his clothes was so intense that I couldn’t believe it.

“… This.”

Even though Kwon Yido wasn’t entirely naked, I could tell. The fact that the volume that touched my thighs was not the same as mine. Not only that, but it was far larger than typical.

He must have detected my somnolence and cast a peek at me. Then he touched my sweat-soaked hair and relaxed his gaze. He kissed the back of my neck again and inquired in husky tones.

“Why?”

“…”

“Did you think it would be small?”

My heart was racing too quickly. The voice asking me this question sounded sexy. He elevated his upper body and began stripping off his clothes while I was speechless.

First, he yanked his watch from his wrist. He unbuttoned his vest and flung it under the bed after taking off the jacket that was in the way. He bobbed his neck from side to side and let out a sigh as he wrapped my fingers around his tie and pushed it down.

“I guess you have a hobby of watching people take their clothes off.”

“… ”

The words that were stated softly stunned me without my understanding. I was observing his behavior as if I were watching a movie. So I was forced to respond in a hazy tone as if I were possessed by something.

“Such a hobby…I think it will happen even if it doesn’t exist.”

He was so handsome that it was surprising how he moved sometimes.

When you look at it, the sense of reality seems far away. When he dressed up in a suit, it looked like he was born to wear it, but how amazing was it when he took it off?

“Take your time…”

Kwon Yido smiled slowly as if he had heard something very interesting. After dropping the tie he had slowly taken off, he unbuttoned a couple of shirt buttons and said this.

“But…I’m learning about my tastes that I didn’t even know about.”

His attention was drawn to my naked body in front of him. The lower half of the body was clothed, but the top half was nude. When did I get so messed up? Even if I had asked that question, nothing would have changed.

“Let’s do the rest and take it off.”

Kwon Yido kissed me again without removing his clothing. He didn’t mix his tongue as before, but instead lightly pressed down as if stamping a seal and moved to the other side. He rubbed the delicate skin on the inside of my neck with his right hand before rubbing my waist.

“Oh…”

I grunted loudly and placed my hand on his shoulder. I felt his hard body through the thin shirt. He ran his careful, tantalizing fingers down my flat stomach, tickling his navel.

“Haa…”

He didn’t mind when I pushed him away and touched the parts of his body he wanted to touch. His lips, which had been resting on the nape of my neck, went down to touch the growing lump on my chest. My shoulders sagged as I felt his tongue press against me.

I had no idea, but I guess I was prone to tickling a lot. If I considered the fact that every area of my body was extremely ticklish. To be more specific, I’d say it was weird rather than ticklish.

“…Mmh.”

My toes curled and my teeth bit my tongue. Sexual drive, which had been dormant for a while, resurfaced. Meanwhile, Kwon Yido removed his hand from my pelvis and placed it on my lips.

“Don’t bite.”

His lengthy finger pressed against the space between my lips. He had no idea I was biting my tongue. He pressed my tongue down in a familiar manner without even looking. Without my comprehension, a sigh spilled through my wide lips in an instant.

“Hng…”

I had no idea my chest could be that sensitive. A tingling pleasure filled my gut every time the velvety tongue touched against me. The hand that had been stroking my pelvis had gone to the inside of my thigh and was freely massaging the delicate flesh.

It did appear to move as his hand commanded it, but it was somewhat familiar. For example, a gentle stroking of the places of my body to which I am sensitive. Not only the chest but also the act of biting the ribs.

“Relax. It won’t hurt.”

The hand that was stroking my thigh moved in closer. The other hand spread the heaving robe to the side. The finger slid through the perineum and softly dug into the tightly closed entrance.

“Hmm…”

It wasn’t difficult to get a finger in because it was already moist. It was, however, due to his thick-boned fingers being lengthy enough to make it a touch snug. Kwon Yido moved his fingers gently as I clenched my lower abdomen reflexively.

“Ah…Mhm…”

It was an unusual sensation. It was a place that I had never even seen, let alone touched. I understood where male Omegas accepted Alphas, but there was a big difference between what I knew in theory and what I knew in actuality.

“… Ugh, hng.”

But something about it felt familiar. I put my legs around his waist as he gradually enlarged the inner wall. Kwon Yido squeezed down someplace inside as his one finger stretched into two.

“Ah!”

My back was achy. My hips stiffened, and a loud moan escaped me unnoticed. Kwon Yido massaged the part he had touched without purpose while I was shocked by the sound I produced.

“Wait, hah…hah…”

“Wait a minute…”

“No, Kwon Yido, hah…”

A lot of love juice spilled out, making an embarrassing sound. He twisted his fingers, gently stimulating the place where I was feeling a burning sensation. He gripped my chin with his other hand and planted his lips on mine as I tried to bite the tip of my tongue again.

“…Mmh….”

The gushing moan echoed in the throat before dissipating. Kwon Yido’s tongue was so close to my mouth that I couldn’t even bite anything. My eyes flashed white every time I looked down, and the action of rubbing my tongue was easy and unhurried.

Despite the fact that there was no comparison, I could tell he was incredibly competent. He pretended as if he already knew how to handle me. Every region of his body that his hands touched was an erogenous zone, and the pheromones emitted by breathing were normal, like an old habit.

“Hah…”

Flowers appeared to be blooming on trees that had been exposed to autumn rain. The pheromone had always been heavy and luxurious, but now it was lovely and sweet, almost irresistible. Half of the pheromones I emitted were pheromones sprayed by Kwon Yido. An enthusiasm that I didn’t know where it came from swept across my entire body.

He drew out his fingers and separated our lips after a while of mixing our tongues. The stare we met was loaded with longing and passion at first glance. Kwon Yido rested my leg on his shoulder and talked to me when I was out of breath.

“If you can’t do it, let me know.”

Something suddenly touched the bottom. Without even glancing at it, I knew what it was. He took it off while doing so. He added an indifferent tone after a few periods of thought.

“I’ll try to control myself for now.”