At the End of That Memory Chapter 26

When the cycle reappeared, common particular features were resisted by using inhibitors. Commercially available suppressants were sufficient for recessive cases, but it was critical to take proper suppressants according to the doctor’s prescription for dominant cases.

Some people did not need suppressants, but the majority were married or had a partner with whom they could satisfy their cravings. I was neither the former nor the latter, but because my suppressant was ineffective, I was forced to take time off.

As little as a month and as much as a half-year. The period during which the cycle occurred differed depending on whether the feature was superior or inferior. It arrived more frequently if it was dominant, and less frequently if it was recessive.

As a dominating Omega, I went through a hit cycle every month. When it happened, I had to lock myself in my room and hold my breath until the burning need passed. I held on for dear life, waiting for the moment when all the whirlpools would vanish.

I couldn’t even imagine meeting someone during such a heat wave. It meant I’d never considered meeting an Alpha or satisfying the sexual need that was growing up in my gut.

‘…How about meeting someone instead?’

Chief Kim once spoke solemnly. It was an uncharacteristic remark, and it came out after much hesitation. It was true that I considered how stuffy it could have been.

‘Are you saying I should date someone?’

‘…’

I probably couldn’t agree because the intention of the phrase was not ‘date.’ It was probably because I knew I wouldn’t be able to meet anyone as the Director.

‘I can’t…yet.’

It wasn’t going to happen. It was a multi-layered explanation. A more appropriate expression could not have been found due to a lack of time and emotion. Wasn’t it true that giving up to someone else was only feasible if you had both physical and mental strength?

Of course, even if it was just a sexual partner and not a relationship.

‘It’s not easy to meet an Alpha.’

It wasn’t enough to merely create a friendship to get through the heat cycle properly. The prerequisites for pheromone production, interaction, and reproduction must all be met. Despite the fact that it was an animal-like procedure, the opponent had to be ‘Alpha’.

‘There is no one who wouldn’t spread rumors in the first place…’

However, in most cases, those with distinguishing characteristics were the only ones to obtain their positions. It was because individuals born with superior genes to Betas had long taken the lead. As a civilization in which money and property were passed down from generation to generation, their characteristics were also passed down to this day.

There was no alternative way to break the chain, despite the fact that the old-fashioned aristocratic culture was no different. Of course, rumors would eventually circulate in the industry no matter who I met at any company.

‘You know what my father is and will say.’

Because certain features were inherited only between specific traits, the number of opportunities for Beta to interfere was diminishing. It was for this reason that my father chose me as an Omega. In a society where marriage and childbearing were essentially means to an end, the Alpha and Omega qualities were extremely advantageous. That was why I couldn’t stomach blaming myself for being an Omega, even if I didn’t like it.

‘…Sorry.’

Finally, Chief Kim apologized with a guilty expression on his face. I couldn’t tell him everything was okay, even though I knew he said it because he was afraid. Nothing was more irresponsible than presenting an unachievable solution, no matter how well-intentioned the comments were.

‘Hah, ugh…’

As a result, it was my first time conducting a heat cycle just on instinct. There had never been a more gratifying experience since Kwon Yido’s pheromone shower. In the end, I was full of his cum, but I didn’t even feel like pushing him away.

‘Ah…Kwon…Do…Ah…’

There was no chance of getting pregnant. This was because Kwon Yido did not knot me until the very end. As if that wasn’t enough, around the halfway point, he ended up doing things he didn’t have to do personally.

‘Wait, ah, mhm…’

Three or four times? It was right after he ejaculated inside me. I had ejaculated countless times so, nothing was coming out of my penis anymore. After pulling out his deeply inserted penis, he turned my body over without much effort and threw me face down on the bed.

‘…Ha.’

Even though my posture changed, I couldn’t lift a finger. So I was helpless, and he wrapped his arms around my waist and made me lift my butt. It was a very shameful posture, but the truly shameful thing happened next.

‘… … Oh, wait, wait, ack!’

Something other than a penis entered the still gaping hole. Unlike when he first released it, he pushed in two fingers at a time. He bent his hand and began to gently scrape out the semen that was full of fluid inside.

‘Why, hah…Huff…’

‘You have to stay still.’

My lower abdomen trembled. I could feel the semen flowing down my thighs. Even if he didn’t have to dig it up, he already had enough to naturally get away with it.

‘Ugh, I don’t like it…’

I grabbed the blanket and crawled forward. Of course, before I could take a single step, he grabbed my ankle and pulled me straight. He hugged me as I collapsed helplessly and pressed his lips to the area of my wing bones a couple of times.

‘You look so full, it looks like Jung Sejin’s stomach is going to explode.’

‘Ah, mhm…’

‘You still hate it?’

It was nonsense. Never in my life have I ever heard of an Omega whose stomach was so full of semen that it burst. I shook my head to tell him not to lie, but Kwon Yido even pressed my stomach with his other hand.

‘…Hng.’

He opened the hole left and right as if using scissors. I tried to squeeze my stomach but the more I tried, the more what was inside leaked out. Kwon Yido did not let me go until the end, and even leisurely watched the scene.

‘…It’s a shame. Jung Sejin can’t see this.’

When he licked his lips and said those words, I felt so ashamed that the back of my neck burned. I almost thought it would be better to show him myself peeing.

‘Stop…Please, please stop…’

He pulled his finger out of my hole only when I started begging desperately. Of course, I didn’t know if it was because I begged or because he took out everything that was inside. All I could hear was the sound of laughter and his hand rubbing my stomach as if I had worked hard.

‘Why do you always hate this so much?’

His large hands spread my hips from side to side. He traced the entrance with his thumb, rubbing his tip against the ridge of my ass, ready to insert it again. Without any warning, he inserted his penis to the root.

‘…Ahh!’

It didn’t hurt. The already tamed hole accepted the thick penis in one go without any difficulty. Kwon Yido, who was enjoying my inner walls for a moment, hugged me as if he was attacking me from behind and started moving his waist.

‘Hah, ah, slowly, slowly…’

‘How much…Hah, how much slower do you want, huh?’

The space that was once filled with semen was now filled with his penis. Originally, both filled me at once, so should I say this one was better? Kwon Yido did not pull out his penis but pressed down on the part I felt.

‘Hah, me, hah…I think I’ll come…Ahh…’

I couldn’t even count how many times I cummed that situation. It was amazing to see water-like semen flowing from my erect penis. He didn’t pay attention to my situation, and with his penis he slowly pulled out, he immediately hit the part I felt.

‘…Hng…’

I felt like he was covering me from head to toe. I couldn’t tell whether his semen came out or not. It was just that the pleasure that made my whole body tingle was so strong that the hair on my head stood up.

‘Hah…’’

I buried my face in his pillow and breathed helplessly. I felt like I couldn’t breathe well, so I stuck my tongue out like a dog. The problem was that Kwon Yido’s hand gently grasped the penis that was already erect.

‘… Ah…wait, ah…Hmph!’

My penis, which had become extremely sensitive, was crushed in his hands. He rubbed the wet tips and gently massaged the soft pillar. My body felt so irritated and sensitive, and I was even pushed into the unknown feeling of urination.

‘Oh, no, no…’

I felt like I had to run away. Although I thought it would be less embarrassing to pee, I didn’t want to be shameless in front of him. I didn’t want to spill any of that on the bed, which was already a mess with all kinds of bodily fluids.

‘Hmph, please, ah, huh…!’

I urgently grabbed Kwon Yido’s wrist, but he moved his hand without any hesitation. He was so strong that he was able to secure my limp body with one arm. He lowered his upper body, rubbed his lower body, which was pressed against me, and whispered in my ear.

‘Shhh…’

‘…!’

A force entered my lower abdomen. A different kind of pleasure than when I ejaculated poured down my entire body as if I had been whipped. At the same time as the feeling of urination that had built up in his hand overflowed, the penis held in his hand began to pour out a stream of liquid.

‘…Hng.’

Once something started to come out, I couldn’t hold it in even if I tried to force it. Something that was neither semen nor urine filled Kwon Yido’s hands and flowed onto the bed. As I flinched and twitched slightly, Kwon Yido’s unique, soft voice came to me.

‘Good job.’

‘…’

It felt like heat was rising on the back of his neck. While I held back my moans with my head down, Kwon Yido hugged me tightly and bit my shoulder and wing bones. Like an animal grinding its teeth, he nibbled at every inch of skin, brushing his lips over every exposed area.

‘You don’t say a word of swearing.’

‘…Haa.’

Honestly, it would be a lie if I didn’t say I didn’t swear. The words ‘pervert’ came to my lips, but the subsequent comments made me lose all motivation.

‘I had some expectations. If Jung Sejin is doing it, I think it would be good to get some criticism.’

What on earth was he talking about with such a posh voice? I expected to have sex, but I didn’t expect it to be this explicit. I didn’t even have the energy to let out a laugh and made a loud noise in response.

‘… I don’t have that kind of taste.’

‘Yes, because we have a lot of time.’

‘What…Hmm…’

The short rest ended there because he moved again. He was playing with my upper body from behind and pinching my nipples. I think it would hurt if it got rubbed by the clothes. At the same time, I was thinking that he also lifted my upper body.

‘Don’t think about anything else.’

‘When did I…Hah!’

Without any time to make excuses, he strongly lifted his waist. He forcibly caught me as I was about to break down and hugged me from behind, keeping me on my knees. He covered my lower abdomen with his large hand, grabbed my chin with his other hand, and kissed me.

‘Mmh…’

I felt like my belly button was popping out every time he inserted it deeply. It seemed like my inner walls were being stimulated even more by pressing down with his palm. It was difficult to continue breathing, but when he started mixing with his tongue, I quickly lost consciousness.

Reason flew away lighter than a thin piece of paper. As if responding to the pheromones he gave me, my pheromones also flowed out in abundance. It wasn’t enough to just dig under me, so he dug inside my mouth and drank all the saliva I shed.

The action that followed did not end until late at night. Each time I came back to consciousness, the level of darkness changed, meaning that the sex was so hectic that time seemed to disappear. If I hadn’t fallen asleep due to my low stamina, I think he would have continued until the sun rose.

‘Sejin.’

Just before consciousness flew away, the boundary between dreams and reality was vague. I heard someone calling me. Warm, soft things surrounded me and cleaned my entire body as if he were handling something precious. After pressing my soft lips down from time to time, my body floated, surrounded by the familiar body temperature and pheromones.

Should I say it feels like being loved? It occurred to me that the comfort I had always pictured might actually be like this. So I dug deeper into the warmth surrounding me, and I think that was why I hugged him tightly so that I wouldn’t miss anything.

Everything around me had become brighter as I opened my eyes. The last thing I saw was pitch black, which meant that it had been a full day before the morning came. Even though I didn’t take a single sleeping pill, I awoke rejuvenated and free of the nightmares I’d been having previously.

“…”

My consciousness slowly returned and I recognized the situation one by one. Things like a soft blanket that touched my skin or a blurry but familiar view of the room. The bed, which must have been a mess of all sorts of bodily fluids, was strangely soft. As I slowly blinked, my clear vision began to function properly.

Soon after, I realized that this was Kwon Yido’s room. The pheromones seeping through my entire body were of a heavy and sensual type that was unique to Kwon Yido. It wasn’t the type of thing that excited me like it did yesterday, but even as I was half asleep, a sense of satisfaction slowly spread through me.

Was this why I fell asleep so soundly? It was such a warm feeling that even the dull muscle pain was forgotten. Whenever the heat cycle ended, I always felt like I died and came back to life, but today, my whole body felt lethargic, like someone who woke up after a peaceful rest.

I slowly turned my gaze to the other side. I was lying on my side so I could see the scenery in the room at a glance. A space similar to my room, but decorated a little more statically. A place with a low saturated interior that gave off an atmosphere that closely resembled Kwon Yido.

Should I say it’s surprising? He was sitting on the bed where I was sleeping. He appeared to be fully prepared for work, with his hair neatly organized and wearing a tight fitting suit. As he crossed one leg and read his documents, he also had a silver metal watch on his wrist.

I didn’t know what time it was, but it was a perfect outfit. After being so promiscuous all day long, he looked so flawless that I felt a sense of immorality. The face seen from my side was also elegant and dignified, unlike yesterday.

Suddenly, I felt such regret. I should have touched the smooth bridge of his nose. While he was touching me everywhere, I should have been touching places like his lips.

Kwon Yido. As I was about to call him that, I inadvertently turned my gaze to look at the nightstand—a small table with a light on it, with things there that were vaguely familiar.

“…”

It was a novel that was on my bookshelf. It was the first book I read in order when I came into this house. A novel that I enjoyed reading without noticing the passage of time, entirely considering my tastes.

It didn’t matter that the book that was in my room was in Kwon Yido’s room. It was his stuff anyway, so it was none of my business if he took it as he pleased. However, the problem was something that was hidden in the place where I took out the book.

I took a deep breath and turned my eyes to the document Kwon Yido was reading. Just then, he turned his head and saw me waking up and let out a low exclamation.

“Ah.”

“…”

My fingertips seemed to be getting cold. My vision turned dark, and my lips, which were supposed to utter an excuse, became stiff. The document he was holding was a thick wad of paper with signs of crumpling. Even the Seonho Group mark was stamped in a corner of the document filled with English statements.

“You woke up?”

Kwon Yido was reading the material I stole from his room.