At the End of That Memory Chapter 35

The hair on my body stood up. Aside from the informal language, it was because the pheromone he was emitting came close to me. The pheromones that adhered to our breath and skin had only one intention.

“You don’t really think I spilled the wine by mistake, do you?”

“…”

It was a crude and dirty pheromone meant to make me aroused. The feeling of being stuck was something unfamiliar that I had never felt before.

I never once encountered such pheromones that an Alpha released to ‘forcibly’ arouse a partner. Kwon Yido was the first person to properly encounter alpha pheromones, so it was no wonder that he felt so unpleasant. Every time I took a small breath, my lungs tingled as if a bug was crawling.

“Let’s just enjoy each other in a good way. Let’s not bother with anything else. OK?”

“…Do you know what you are talking about?”

My head was slow to organize my thoughts. I was embarrassed by the sudden situation, but I couldn’t figure out why I kept feeling sick. It was not like this was unexpected. Things I was sure I could handle calmly didn’t turn out as I wanted.

“You can’t do this.”

The other person was a man, and I was also a man. No matter how much Kwon Yijung released pheromones, I was a dominant Omega who could not even secrete pheromones. I could ignore this type of stimulation without blinking.

“Don’t do this…”

“Hey, why are you repeating yourself?”

Still, I kept feeling anxious. I was afraid that Kwon Yijung would encroach on me and burn me to charcoal. The closer I got to him, the more faint I became, as if he was dying before my eyes.

“You know how shitty this situation is. You know you’re not in a situation to refuse me so don’t even bring up the topic of suing me.”

What Kwon Yijung said was largely true. I couldn’t help but know how dirty the situation was. I couldn’t even guess what disadvantages I would face in the future if I pushed him away or rejected him.

“…Such threats don’t work on me.”

But I was a person who had nothing more to lose. I gave up the position of being the Director of my company with my own hands, and other than that, there was nothing else that could have been affected.

Besides, wasn’t I already bound by a contract with Kwon Yido? I was confident that if Kwon Yijung tried to harm me, Kwon Yido would provide at least a means of defense. So, in this situation, there was no need to be swayed by Kwon Yijung.

“Threat? When did I threaten you?”

But why do I keep feeling scared? Why was I so scared that my hands were shaking? He hadn’t laid a hand on me yet, and I could easily push me away if I wanted to. No matter how much Alpha strength he had, I wasn’t helpless.

“I’m not interested in the boy’s hole, but since Kwon Yido is growing crazy over it, I wanted to try it for myself.”

I barely managed to move his legs and back away as much as he came. Kwon Yijung slowly narrowed the distance as if he was gathering his prey and looked me up and down with his eyes narrowed.

“I was wondering what on earth he was doing and why you were so pampered and locked up in his house…At this level, I think it’s worth doing at least once, even if the same thing is at stake.”

As his pheromones became more intense, my heart beat faster. My teeth were chattering and my throat was sore. I felt like I was going to get nauseous at any moment, so I had to grit my molars as hard as I could.

“Fuck, that bastard didn’t even invite me to his engagement…”

“…”

Kwon Yijung stood tall in place, keeping a reasonable distance away. I, who had been retreating, had no more room to retreat and was about to stand with my back against the wall. As my breathing continued to become more difficult, I forced myself to maintain my posture, but Kwon Yijung frowned.

“Jung Sejin.”

‘Jung Sejin.’

It felt like I heard a voice twice. The voice I once heard was overlaid on his call. Only Kwon Yijung’s voice could be heard clearly in the distant surrounding noise.

“You can’t run away anyway.”

“…”

“This is the place I originally used, so no one is coming. Do you understand?”

“…”

“If you’ve done this, let’s not lose our strength and be done with it quietly. Fuck, you don’t have any cuteness of an Omega, at all.”

The vision in front of my eyes went black and then flashed white repeatedly. I felt like Kwon Yijung’s pheromones were grabbing my throat and pushing me to the end of my limbs. It felt like his body temperature was dropping, as if the blood in my entire body was cooling down.

“Now that I look at it, I don’t even feel pheromones…Are you even an Omega?”

“…”

“No, no…It doesn’t really matter if you’re an Omega or not.”

Kwon Yijung walked towards me again with long strides. He grabbed me by the collar and forcibly pulled me down. My legs were weak, I had no choice but to kneel down without much effort.

“If you don’t like it that much, just give it a try with your mouth. You know…I might give you a chance if you satisfy me with a blowjob.”

A strong hand roughly tore through my hair. After ruffling her well-set hair, he grabbed the back of my head and pulled me towards his pants. The disgusting pheromones became more intense, and his swollen penis was visible through his pants.

“Do it with sincerity, alright?”

‘If you want to save your company…’

“No need to be good at it, so open the zipper with your mouth first.”

‘You have to act like a prostitute.’

“…”

I felt the hard floor beyond my knees. The feeling of my stomach turning was more vivid than the thought of an insulting posture. The feeling of the corners of my mouth being torn open, the long process of forcing objects into my mouth and squeezing my throat to expand my territory.

“…”

My eyelids fluttered blankly. Without noticing it, the tears that had formed at the corner of my eyes flowed down my cheeks. Kwon Yijung, who was holding my hair tightly, moved my neck and made me taste him.

“Wow, you’re crying…You’re making me more horny.”

I didn’t have the strength to lift a finger. It felt like if I opened her mouth the wrong way, my intestines would spill out. Tears were flowing down my face, but I wasn’t even aware that I was crying.

‘Can’t you do this one thing correctly?’

The feeling of grabbing my hair was familiar. Forcibly pulling my face and rubbing it against his pants. His swollen penis touched my cheek beyond my pants, and he even grabbed the back of my head and held it in place.

“What are you doing? Do it quickly!”

I placed my hand on Kwon Yijung’s thigh with a trembling hand. It wasn’t because I was trying to tempt him, but because my sense of reality was extremely distorted. I felt like the person in front of me was not Kwon Yijung, but someone else I had to obey.

“Yeah, fuck. If you had been like this from the beginning…”

But that feeling was short-lived. The moment Kwon Yijung grabbed the back of my head with both hands, his hands were roughly pulled away. Before I even had time to open my mouth, Kwon Yijung’s pheromones disappeared.

“…Ugh!”

Sigh! A voice was heard. It was a huge sound, as if something had exploded. It was a sound that could have been believed even if the rock had broken, but the harsh cracking sound suddenly brought me to my senses.

“…”

I slowly raised my head and looked up at the shadow in front of me. A monotonous black suit. A slightly brightly colored button. A familiar face can be seen above the colorful brooch on the chest and the manly neckline.

“…Kwon Yido.”

“…”

Kwon Yido looked down at me, twisted his mouth, and muttered something. At first glance, it seemed like swearing, but I couldn’t tell if it was real or not. I just noticed that his gaze, which had always been calm and composed, was now covered with anger.

“You crazy shit…from where?!”

Kwon Yijung’s shouting did not continue until the end. Kwon Yido, who quickly approached him, pulled him by the collar and swung his fist loudly at him again. puck! His head turned with a sound, and Kwon Yijung coughed up spit mixed with blood.

“…”

At best, it didn’t end like one. Kwon Yido did not let go of Kwon Yijung and swung his fist several more times. The person who punched him without mercy did not seem like a person who showed me a friendly side.

“President!”

Lately, Taeseong Lee ran into the bathroom. When he saw me sitting on the floor, his expression hardened and he approached Kwon Yido, who was still taking out his anger on Kwon Yijung.

“Die.”

Bow! He swung his fist once more. Kwon Yijung was now completely stunned. Although they were both Alpha and men, the overwhelming difference in power was so scary.

“President, if you do more here…”

“He’s going to die…?”

The cold voice was full of cold pheromones. Although I was not the target of that anger, the energy was strong enough to make even me cringe. I inhaled my breath without realizing it, feeling a sense of threat that could not be compared to Kwon Yijung’s pheromones.

“This bastard deserves to die.”

All Kwon Yido could say was, ‘He blacked out’ The two eyes were twinkling with anger, and not even a trace of reason could be found. I could tell by seeing Lee Taeseong’s fidgeting, not paying attention, and raising his hand once again.

“… Kwon Yido.”

I desperately called his name in a low voice. Not to stop it, but to gauge whether this situation was real. In order to distinguish whether the Kwon Yido in front of me who appeared at the right time is real or an illusion.

“Here, how…”

But when I tried to speak, my voice trembled awkwardly. I didn’t do anything, and I was not afraid now. Even though all the fear disappeared as soon as I saw Kwon Yido’s face.

“…”

Kwon Yido closed his eyes tightly and opened them as if trying to let go of his anger. After taking a deep breath, he half heartedly threw away Kwon Yijung, whom he was holding. Lee Taeseong, who was waiting next to him, reflexively caught Kwon Yijung’s body before he fell.

“Get him out of my sight.”

Kwon Yido spoke coldly and approached the sink. I wondered what I was going to do, but I guess it was to wash his bloody hands. Without even having time to wipe the moisture left on his hands, he came towards me with his mouth tightly closed.

“…”

“…”

What will he say?

Although it was only for a moment, I was worried. I felt like he would blame me, asking why I followed him if I couldn’t handle it, and if I had followed him on my own accord.

“Sejin.”

However, without hesitation, Kwon Yido got down on his knees and sat down in front of me. He took off his jacket and put it around my shoulders. He cupped my cheek and examined his face carefully, then placed his hand on the back of my head and pulled me into his arms.

“I’m sorry for being late.”

“…”

All the tension in my body went away. The paused time began to pass, and blood seemed to flow to my cold fingertips. The warmth was more gentle than ever, so there was nothing I could say.

“Sorry.”

Kwon Yido rubbed his chin against my hair and spoke softly enough for only me to hear. I raised my hand and carefully hugged Kwon Yido’s waist. As I buried my face in the crook of his neck, I was filled with Kwon’s unique scent.

“Ah…”

It was an overwhelming feeling that couldn’t be expressed in words. It wasn’t a feeling of gratitude that he had saved me, but rather a feeling of relief that my fears were actually in vain.

So I closed my eyes comfortably, and I think I completely lost consciousness after smelling the fragrant wood.

* * *

It felt like someone was stroking my head. A careful hand touched my hair and then touched my forehead so lightly that I couldn’t even feel it. The person who drew the edges as if checking the appearance of the face lightly rubbed the corners of the eyes and wiped away the tears that had formed in the corners of the eyes.

‘If you can’t open your legs, you should at least use your mouth.’

However, unlike the warm touch, the voice I heard in my ear was extremely cold. It felt like my heart was being sliced thinly with a knife, and my chest was in pain.

‘What are you going to do without this kind of talent?’

The hand that was caressing my face instantly changed to a strong one. He grabbed my neck, grabbed my hair, and tilted my head back until it hurt.

‘Behave, Jung Sejin.’

That one word was like a shackle. These were shackles that bind my hands and feet tightly, as if they would not even give me a chance to resist. All I could do was flinch helplessly and kneel down as he told me to do.

‘Fuck, this Omega is useless… ’

The montage kept changing endlessly. No, I didn’t know if it’s okay to call this a scene. It was just that someone was whispering to me endlessly, touching my body here and there, and tormenting me so much.

I was having a nightmare. It didn’t take long to realize that fact. Now that it was a dream no different from everyday life, I had the patience to wait for everything to end without much agitation. However, this time, the boundary between dreams and reality was so blurry.

‘I wondered what he was doing and why you were so pampered and locked up in the house…’

I remembered every single word of Kwon Yijung. Although I dismissed them as trivial words, even the way he looked at me was clear as if he had captured me.

“…Mmh.”

So I kept feeling nauseous. I felt like my vomiting was coming out at any moment and I was going to spill everything even though I hadn’t eaten anything. Although nothing really happened in the bathroom, my stomach turned as if I had been raped.

“It’s okay…”

A kind voice calmly soothed me. A subtle pouring of pheromones was also present. The smell of rain soaked wood and a heavy, familiar body odor. A familiar yet nostalgic sensation that seeped deep into my lungs.

“It’s okay. Nothing happened.”

The softly muttered words were so kind that the bad thoughts I had heard just a moment ago were completely erased. In my now empty mind, only one thought came to mind.

“Now…”

I wish this moment would last forever. I hoped it was such peace which would be lost in the blink of an eye, but a comfort that would soothe me for a long time.

I no longer had nightmares. I just fell into a deep sleep for a very long time, as if to make amends for my insomnia. The person who was gently stroking my head did not leave my side until I fell completely asleep.

How much time has passed since then? When I opened my eyes, everything around me was quiet. I blinked slowly and stared at an unfamiliar ceiling I had never seen before. Pure white wallpaper and unlit lights. Even the ceiling was much higher than the room I was using.

“…”

It was my first time seeing this space, but I wasn’t surprised by it. The reason was very trivial. This was because everywhere in the space I was in was full of familiar pheromones. A subtle pheromone that stayed by my side even before going to bed and while I was sleeping.

“You woke up?”

Kwon Yido was sitting on the bed and staring at me. He was wearing only a dress shirt and tie, and even the tie was loose. Perhaps because the surroundings were dark, the atmosphere seemed more drowsy than usual.

“Here…”

“It’s a hotel.”

My head, which was still wet from sleep, gradually organized the events that had happened earlier. Attending the founding ceremony, Kwon Yijung spilling wine on me, and even the inevitable accident that occurred while following me to the bathroom.

“I thought there would be a lot of eyes watching you go home, so I brought you to the room I was using first.”

“…”

“If you feel uncomfortable, tell me. I’ll ask them to prepare tea.”

Kwon Yido gently brushed my hair as he spoke. It was an extremely gentle touch, so the feeling of sleep that had disappeared was about to come back.

“Are you going to sleep more?”

“…No.”

“You look sleepy.”

“No…I have to wake up. There is still a commemorative ceremony…”

Suddenly, I closed my eyes and opened them. Kwon Yido burst out laughing at the answer. He tidied up his disheveled hair and spoke in a soft voice.

“When did the memorial ceremony end?”

“…”

“Sleep more. I will stay until you wake up.”