At Caesar’s suggestion to look around, we stepped out onto a forest path not far from the baron’s estate.
From the beginning, it was just Caesar, me, and a few escort knights who came to Summerhill together. Among them, only Alvin, the aide, followed us at a distance.
In other words, there was no one on this path who could hear our conversation. Seizing the opportunity, I abruptly asked Caesar:
“When did you come up with this idea?”
“What idea, all of a sudden?”
“Inviting my father to move to the capital. It didn’t seem like something you said on impulse.”
“Hmm…”
Caesar deflected the question.
“Summerhill certainly is a quiet place.”
“Don’t change the subject.”
I hurried after him in small, quick steps, urging him to answer. Finally, he stopped and turned to face me.
“…Do you not like it?”
“What?”
“Do you dislike me making the decision on my own?”
Despite the calm tone of his voice, Caesar’s eyes wavered slightly. The way he looked, as if he was checking for a reaction, reminded me of a puppy that had done something wrong.
“It’s not that I dislike it… I’m just curious about what you were thinking.”
There was no reason for me to dislike the idea of him doing something good for my family. I was just caught off guard by how sudden it was.
“I’ve already told you. It’s because the baron is capable and trustworthy.”
“But Duke Bryden has been helping you all this time, and you’ve already built solid alliances with the emperor’s faction nobles. Even without my father—”
“Evelyn.”
Caesar cut me off abruptly and took a step closer.
“A powerless crown prince. A crown prince with nothing but an empty title. An heir to the throne who had every advantage by bloodline and position but no one’s support. That was me.”
“…What?”
The sudden turn in conversation left me stunned.
“I never questioned the way people looked at me. It was true, after all. I didn’t deserve to be emperor, and I didn’t think I had the power to become one. But the one person who told me I could be emperor, who made me believe I could become emperor… was you, Evelyn.”
“…….”
“You protected me, helped me, believed in me… and pulled me out of the miserable depths I was in. You even made me emperor.”
“Your Majesty, that was because of your own strength…”
Before I could finish, Caesar suddenly grabbed my hand. His fingers intertwined with mine firmly.
The thought that someone might see us didn’t even cross my mind. Caesar’s eyes, so steady and unwavering as they looked at me, wouldn’t let me think of anything else.
“You asked when I started thinking about it, didn’t you? It was a year ago, during the pilot project in Summerhill.”
“…What?”
“I started thinking about it back then.”
With the picturesque scenery of Summerhill in the background, Caesar spoke softly.
“When I became emperor, I wanted to give you power.”
I swallowed hard, my throat dry. Did that mean that from the beginning, the decision to conduct the pilot project in Summerhill had been for this reason? To… give me power?
“I figured that giving the Chester strength would also be a way to empower you. Was I wrong?”
“Well, you’re not wrong.”
“I still have a long way to go, but… I don’t want to stay in your shadow anymore.”
“Your Majesty…”
“You once told me that I had to become emperor so that you could survive. I still don’t fully understand what you meant by that, but one thing is clear: now, I want to protect you.”
Caesar released my hand and took a step back, as if nothing had happened. His intense gaze softened, replaced by his usual expression.
I never wanted power. I never expected Caesar to protect me either. After all, I planned to leave the palace and live quietly in Summerhill two years later.
From the start, all I wanted was for Caesar to awaken safely, gain strong imperial authority, and secure both his and my survival.
But even so, I couldn’t help but feel a sense of pride. It was almost moving. Was this what it felt like to rescue a stray puppy, raise it, and watch it grow into a full-grown dog?
Caesar had already grown so much, to the point of saying he wanted to protect me…
Smiling, I reached out and gently tousled Caesar’s hair.
“What are you doing?”
“Praising you.”
“I’m not a child…”
Despite his protest, Caesar soon let me continue running my hand through his hair. A laugh escaped me.
Even though I now had to stand on tiptoe to reach his head, he still didn’t seem much different from the boy he had once been in my eyes.
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