Correction Chapter 22

‘The experience of losing your grip on reason.’

Mature alphas had told the still-immature Joohwan that he would have such an experience. But back then, not understanding its meaning, he’d simply let it go in one ear and out the other.

Now, he felt like he could understand those words. Or rather, he felt like he understood the multitude of emotions contained within them.

“Ha!”

Calling another alpha’s name in front of a possessive alpha, no less.

Kim Joohwan spat between Jungmin’s dry hole. He inserted his turgid member into the tight opening.

“Ugh-!”

No, it wasn’t a full insertion, only the tip of his glans had barely entered, but Jungmin clenched his teeth harder in pain. Nausea welled up in his throat.

Joohwan felt Jungmin’s prone body stiffen and tremble, but he didn’t care. He was only annoyed by the parched tightness, rather than Jungmin’s struggling.

Having only ever dealt with omegas who were already wet with arousal, this dry tightness was a first for him. Joohwan clicked his tongue and withdrew the tip.

Jungmin flinched and recoiled. Joohwan scoffed. Then he spat into his hand again and let the saliva drip onto Jungmin’s hole. A strange sensation made Jungmin writhe, but it was to no avail. It wasn’t as if Joohwan was preparing Jungmin’s entrance either. It was just made slick with his saliva. Joohwan repositioned himself and pushed in little by little.

“Mm! Ugh! Uhh!”

Jungmin winced and groaned in pain. Joohwan watched with amusement.

“Hurts? It should hurt. That’s the point, Sunbae. The first time always hurts. Once you move around a bit, a path will open up inside, and then it’ll be alright.”

When Joohwan pulled his hips back slightly and thrust again, Jungmin’s face paled with pain.

“Agh!”

Finally, Jungmin opened his clenched mouth and screamed in agony.

“Ugh… Fuck… It’s fucking tight.”

Jungmin’s anal muscles, clenching as if they would sever him, prevented him from going any further, as if to prove it was indeed his first time. Joohwan slapped Jungmin’s buttocks.

“Just bear with it. Who knows? I might discover a uterus forming in there.”

Sweat trickled down Joohwan’s forehead. It wasn’t that he hadn’t been with inexperienced omegas before, but he realized anew that it had been easy because their bodies were inherently receptive. He hadn’t expected such a significant difference.

That didn’t mean he disliked Jungmin’s tightness. The way Jungmin’s hole gripped him tightly during the unintentional pauses was exquisite. Joohwan was impatient, wanting to go deeper and savor it, but it wouldn’t allow him.

He thrust his hips several times, but Jungmin’s entrance showed no sign of yielding. Cursing under his breath, Joohwan began to stroke Jungmin’s limp penis.

Just like his untouched hole, his front was likely equally pure. Even before presenting, Shin Jungmin had been popular. It would likely be the same in university. But he was strangely old-fashioned, so he probably wasn’t even aware of his own popularity.

The thought of defiling this pristine being with his own hands today strangely excited Joohwan. Enough to almost forgive him for calling out Shinwoo’s name earlier.

“!!…!”

Despite the pain, thanks to Joohwan’s touch, Jungmin’s body reacted, moving his thighs. As Jungmin’s penis gradually hardened, Joohwan stopped thrusting and helped him reach climax.

“Don’t. I… I don’t want to.”

“What don’t you want? You’re reacting so well to this. Just cum.”

Jungmin trembled and twitched, and white semen spilled onto the floor and some onto Joohwan’s hand.

Staring at Jungmin’s semen on his hand, Joohwan let it drip back onto Jungmin’s hole.

Was it thanks to that? As Jungmin started to move again, a lewd squelching sound accompanied the now smoother movements.

“Ugh- Mm…”

As Jungmin tensed his buttocks in response to the renewed pain, Joohwan slapped them hard.

“Relax. That’s the only way this will end quickly.”

Though right now, he had no intention of ending it at all.

“Anyway, Sunbae, this won’t be over until I cum. So listen to me when I’m being this nice and putting in all this effort.”

He spoke in a deliberately soothing tone. But Jungmin remained unyielding, so Joohwan reached out and grabbed his chin, which was pressed against the floor, and turned his face. It was a mess. His lips were split and bleeding. Despite that, his eyes remained tightly shut. A sign of his determination not to look at the person before him? How foolish.

Joohwan turned Jungmin’s body over. As his body was rotated while still penetrated, Jungmin clenched his fists again and trembled. He wanted to resist more strongly, but his body was already battered. It was more realistic to just wish for this situation to end quickly.

Joohwan watched Jungmin from above, still resisting, but forced to accept him. When Jungmin’s back arched and Joohwan’s penis was fully inside, Joohwan pulled his hips back and thrust in a single, powerful stroke.

A thud echoed as Jungmin’s eyes flew open, a silent scream escaping him.

At the same time, blood trickled from between his penis and the violated entrance, staining the sheets. Joohwan scooped up the blood with his finger and smeared it on Jungmin’s lips.

“Broken. First blood. Sunbae. Now, shall we see if you become an omega or not?”

From that moment on, Joohwan began to move like a wild horse. His back scraped against the floor, but he didn’t care; it felt like he was being sucked into somewhere else. He wished he could just pass out, but the sensation of what was being done to him became increasingly vivid.

It was so painful and agonizing.

“Fuck-. Sunbae, you feel so good. What is this? Haha.”

Joohwan, fully flush against Jungmin, ravaged him. He pounded relentlessly, as if trying to mold Jungmin’s insides to the shape of his penis. He was going crazy. Jungmin felt better than any omega he had ever been with.

“How can this be an alpha? Ha, this is driving me insane.”

Muttering to himself, he bit Jungmin’s ear and then his neck.

“Sunbae, fuck. Hey, Shin Jungmin—you’re an omega. An omega. Do you know how tight your hole is?”

Of course, he wouldn’t. Joohwan chuckled and thrust his hips again. Jungmin’s hand covered his face. Joohwan didn’t like that.

“Sunbae, look at me.”

Just then, something caught Joohwan’s eye. It was a ring on Jungmin’s finger.

That ring, which had been bothering him for a while. Joohwan stopped moving for a moment and forcibly pulled it off.

“Wh-what are you-.”

As the ring came off, Jungmin started to struggle and move again. Joohwan pulled out and thrust down hard. Jungmin cried out and threw his head back at the sudden pain. In that moment, Joohwan examined the ring closely.

The initials inside.

‘S.U’

A hollow laugh escaped him as he saw the initials. He knew instantly who the ring belonged to. And how deep the feelings associated with it ran.

Joohwan tossed the ring behind him. He heard it clatter against the floor. Jungmin, regaining his senses at the sound, thrashed and twisted his body, trying to find it. Joohwan grabbed his waist.

“No, no! Fuck, let go of this-!! Ugh! Ah!!”

Whether Jungmin resisted or not, Joohwan continued to pound into him. With his body helplessly swaying, Jungmin desperately tried to locate the ring that had rolled away, at least with his eyes.

It was nowhere to be seen. Just like the future he had desired and envisioned, it had disappeared. How could something like this happen to him? Was his desire that much of a pipe dream?

“Sob, sob.”

Hearing Jungmin’s cries, Joohwan stopped moving. The man trembling and writhing in agony looked more foolish than pitiful. It might have been better to just accept everything. Then he wouldn’t have ended up like this.

“Sen…”

“Shinwoo… Shinwoo…”

A fleeting moment of pity crossed Joohwan’s face, then vanished, replaced by a shadow. Right. It was all self-inflicted. No one forced this on him. Everything was his choice. In that case, it wouldn’t be so bad to let him experience the worst possible outcome of that choice.

Joohwan fully released his pheromones. Jungmin, mid-presentation, seemed to sense them, stopping his cries and gasping for breath.

The difference between a dominant alpha and regular alphas was the ability to control their rut. Joohwan, in particular, had been adept at controlling his rut since childhood. Whether Jungmin suffered or not, Joohwan slowly resumed moving his hips. He taunted him with a single sentence.

“Since things have turned out this way, why don’t you experience knotting as well, Sunbae?”