Boy Monster Chapter 82

The sense of touch overwhelmed all other senses, and even with his eyes open, his vision grew dark and blurry until he could see nothing. A hot, soft sensation that felt as though it would melt wherever it touched his skin filled his mind. Jang Hwonwoo gripped the nape of Jae Eunho’s neck tightly, then slid his palm into his hair, firmly grasping his head along with his earlobe.

As Jae Eunho coughed lightly, his breath was transmitted directly. Jang Hwonwoo exhaled a ragged breath toward the ceiling. Damn it, this feels good. Hundreds, thousands of times better than I imagined. I feel like I might die. An uncontrollable excitement surged, and soon the corners of his eyes burned hot. Looking down at Jae Eunho’s head buried in his lap, Jang Hwonwoo let the heat enveloping his eyes remain as he repeated to himself:

He’s mine.

I can’t let him be taken. If anyone tries to take him, I’ll hack them to pieces until their entrails are no longer intact and kill them. Just like that deputy commander who died by my hand….

“Ah…, it’s good.”

With blurred eyes, Jang Hwonwoo gripped Jae Eunho’s hair even tighter, revealing a nature he could not restrain.

“Fuck… it’s good.”

Because of the squelching sounds filling his mouth and ears, Jae Eunho did not hear the curse Jang Hwonwoo had faintly spat earlier. Perhaps he, too, was excited by Jang Hwonwoo’s voice, as his hands gripping the thighs twitched. The backs of his hands atop the uniform trousers were as fair and smooth as the day they first met.

A mixture of poignant emotion, akin to resentment, and excitement boiled over in Jang Hwonwoo’s chest like an explosion. This man will only suck my member and only undress in front of me. He will be safe only within the circle of my blade and gun. He will be protected only within the strength and power I wield. He will look at the world from within my fence, read books in the house I own, and plan the future. This man will be happy within my boundaries, within my semen.

The uprising will succeed. I will also hack the entrails of every bastard who interferes and kill them all.

“Jae Eunho… don’t think of going anywhere….”

Jang Hwonwoo gazed hotly at his lover, his reddened eyes harboring sorrow. Even if he was a man who did not return words of affection, he was still his lover. Grasping Jae Eunho’s head firmly with both hands, Jang Hwonwoo poured out a wet voice.

“I love you.”

Jae Eunho faltered, then lifted his head and let out his held breath. Since he was panting while looking up, Jang Hwonwoo cupped Eunho’s cheeks firmly. Jang Hwonwoo’s eyes, stained with love and pain, were red and wet. Jae Eunho could not easily look away from them. Jang Hwonwoo pulled Jae Eunho’s body toward him and overlapped their lips.

I love you, a low voice flowed out once more from between his teeth as he bit Jae Eunho’s lower lip. Those words continued throughout the entire time Jang Hwonwoo violently devoured Jae Eunho’s lips. I love you. I’ll do everything for you. I’ll do everything you want. Don’t get hurt. Don’t go anywhere. I’ll do it all. It was a kiss more gluttonous and ferocious than ever before.

Jae Eunho could not shake the image of Jang Hwonwoo’s wet eyes that he had encountered for a moment. Jae Eunho’s throat burned as he accepted Jang Hwonwoo’s tongue in a daze.

Within the emotions burrowing deep into his chest, sadness and possessiveness surged simultaneously. Jae Eunho hugged Jang Hwonwoo’s shoulders tightly. As he suppressed a sob, his insides felt as hot as if they were burning. But he could not cry. Just as Jang Hwonwoo had screamed and held back his tears, I, too, must not become weak. Jae Eunho held onto him with a force as fierce as anger and replied:

“The same goes for you—just try leaving. I won’t let you get hurt. I….”

Their kiss, a mixture of harsh words and declarations of love, was as rough and violent as a fight. At the end of it, Jae Eunho lowered the corners of his eyebrows and let out a nasal moan. Hwonwoo-ya, your kiss is… so good. Keep doing it, even after independence, next year, and in the distant future…. At those words, Jang Hwonwoo laid Jae Eunho on the floor. At the lips and tongue that soon settled between his legs, Jae Eunho finally let tears fall from both eyes.

Jang Hwonwoo took Jae Eunho’s into his mouth and savored it more sincerely than anything else. Jae Eunho cried, clutching the shorter hair between his fingers. The passionate and skillful oral sex drove Jae Eunho to the very edge of his reason. He could not count how many times he blocked his mouth with the back of his hand to hold back groans, or how many times he ejaculated.

Jang Hwonwoo asked.

Why are you crying? Is it that good?

Yes. It’s good.

Doing it with me? Or me?

I don’t know. I think it’s both. …Every time I share affection with you, I feel like something inside me changes. I can’t handle all the acts I share with you; it’s good beyond any words of explanation, so… that’s why I’m crying. I’m sometimes afraid of you when you’re like that. Everything goes beyond moderation… and feels like it’s… breaking down my everything.

I feel the same way. ……It’s good enough that I wouldn’t mind dying. Being together.

They soaked in the raw scent containing each other’s body odor and desire, the actions and words, the joy and sorrow of the affair, and the white fluid. While they sucked each other in through their noses and mouths without leaving anything behind, it felt as if their two bodies had merged into one.

At some point as the night deepened, Jae Eunho was sitting atop Jang Hwonwoo’s thighs. Having tasted pleasure within Jang Hwonwoo’s ten fingers, Jae Eunho’s genitals were translucently wet and slippery. Jae Eunho buried his face in Jang Hwonwoo’s shoulder while catching his breath from the climax. Jang Hwonwoo whispered.

“Did you drink your fill? Enough to replace dinner?”

Just a moment ago, Jae Eunho had made Jang Hwonwoo ejaculate three times with his mouth. It was not something a reason-deprived Jang Hwonwoo had forced him to do. It was all Jae Eunho voluntarily burying his head in his crotch. The first time while lying face down, the second and third while kneeling.

Because the fellow’s member boasted such a threatening appearance, he couldn’t even take it in all the way. All he could do was lick the tip, yet the other had ejaculated quickly all three times, pouring out a massive amount of semen. The ejaculations lasted so long that Jae Eunho had to keep holding it in his stinging mouth.

“…Teacher.”

Jang Hwonwoo slightly turned Jae Eunho’s chin to make him look at him. Jae Eunho wondered what kind of sweet words he would say with that tender face, but a terrifying joke flowed out.

“If you kneel in front of someone else and suck their penis, a murder will happen.”

“What a tacky threat. Don’t you have a more sophisticated expression?”

“I’m not joking, I’ll really kill them…. You saw, didn’t you, that I completed the assassination without leaving a single trace of evidence.”

Jang Hwonwoo smiled brightly and continued the thought in his head. I’ll pour boiling oil over the cock that went into your mouth and set it on fire, and I’ll stab the stomach and groin that trembled with pleasure with a knife until no shape remains.

Letting out a smirk, Jae Eunho changed the subject with a much more disheveled gaze. It was the relaxed appearance only seen immediately after sex.

“At this rate, my stomach should have been covered with your Hwelju pattern long ago. My mark, too, should have been… engraved here.”

Jae Eunho drew the character for ‘Death’ (死) over the left chest of Jang Hwonwoo’s uniform. Jang Hwonwoo stood up while still hugging Jae Eunho. Because his body suddenly soared high, Jae Eunho had to wrap his arms around Jang Hwonwoo’s neck and cling to him. Jang Hwonwoo, holding Eunho’s buttocks with both arms, replied.

“Right, the Sa Yeonri mark you have here. You mean this, right?”

Jang Hwonwoo gripped Jae Eunho’s buttocks roughly at the end of his sentence. He paid no mind even when Jae Eunho tapped his arm to push him away.

“I’ll engrave it if you want. Say the word, shall I? You engrave it with a knife.”

“If it’s going to be done, you do it!”

“Teacher, you personally cut my chest with a knife and engrave the mark. Let’s do it right now. Come on, hurry.”

Jang Hwonwoo pulled a small knife from his uniform pocket. The way he rubbed the handle all over Jae Eunho’s chest made him look exactly like a street ronin. It felt as if Jae Eunho had caught a glimpse of a debauched side of the fellow he hadn’t known before.

The fellow giggled, acting as if he might bite Jae Eunho’s hands that were trying to stop him. While hanging onto Jang Hwonwoo and being teased mercilessly, Jae Eunho suddenly realized it was time to check on the shaman mother and son sleeping in the attic. Are they still asleep? If they woke up, I have to use resonance to put them back to sleep.

Jae Eunho unconsciously glanced toward the attic for a very brief second, and Jang Hwonwoo did not miss that momentary lapse.

“You, you got into trouble behind my back, didn’t you.”

“Trouble? Why all of a sudden?”

“To look away when the masterpiece phallus of the century is right in front of you. Even though the room has an attic attached, you’ve never been conscious of it until now. You hid something there, didn’t you?”

“Have you become sensitive because the uprising is near? This is too out of the blue.”

“It’s not like you could have gone outside during the day and done something. Did you hide an independence fighter? Or maybe a secret lover?”

“Get a grip. I just looked because I thought I heard a strange sound. It was the sound of rain.”

He even frowned as if annoyed, but it didn’t work. Jang Hwonwoo’s sharp instinct, which took exactly after the former head of the family, did not bend its obsession. His eyes, settled coldly, stared as if they would pierce through Jae Eunho’s pupils.

“What is going on. Tell me. I am your comrade and your future lover. Don’t make me exercise physical force on you.”

You’ve exercised physical force countless times during every copulation, though.

While grumbling his dissatisfaction, Jae Eunho eventually led Jang Hwonwoo to the attic. Jang Hwonwoo went to the attic stairs while carrying Jae Eunho. After climbing the stairs, Jang Hwonwoo looked at the peacefully sleeping shaman and her young son, nodding in admiration.

“Kidnapping and drawing on faces. You truly are an elegant and dignified intellectual.”

The sound of rain hitting the attic ceiling, drip, drip, echoed. It looked like it would rain all night. After descending the stairs, the two looked at each other’s mouths, still glistening with fluids, and burst into laughter. Jang Hwonwoo said in a lowered voice.

“Now all that’s left is the arrest of the family head, but from here on, please do not get involved.”

He was smiling, but a chill could be felt in his gaze. Jang Hwonwoo, hugging Eunho from behind, added words as sweet as whispered endearments.

“I’ll be the one to get blood on my hands, so Teacher, do not step forward yourself. Promise me.”

There was a reason Eunho had to meet the shaman in secret. However, to explain why the shaman tried to flee to Japan, he would also have to reveal the divination about Jang Hwonwoo, and he had no intention whatsoever of disclosing that story to Jang Hwonwoo. Jae Eunho gave up on responding and accepted his request.

“Alright. Oh, by the way, when I used resonance earlier, the former head was planning to steal your film. He thought there might be something in there to use against you.”

Upon hearing another piece of important information, Jang Hwonwoo looked quite impressed.

“Is that so? Oho, that’s interesting. There actually is an important secret inside that film.”

“…Really? What secret? It’s nothing but my face, isn’t it?”

“I can’t tell you yet. An important secret code is filmed in it. This is hard to understand through explanation alone, so I’ll show you with the projector next time.”

I thought he was just filming Jae Eunho like crazy, but to think he actually hid a secret in that motion picture film. Just what kind of secret or code is it… I’m anxious to see it right away, but I am an adult. I can’t throw a tantrum. Jae Eunho nodded quietly.

Meanwhile, Jang Hwonwoo laughed secretly. Yes, that film is still a secret.

Because it’s the video I’ll screen when I hand over the ring….

Good heavens, proposing by making a movie. No matter how stiff Jae Eunho is, could he possibly not be moved! Even I think it’s a genius idea! I really want to praise my extraordinary brain sometimes.

Jang Hwonwoo praised himself while picking up a shovel. He dug up the mansion’s backyard to hide the film and buried the record with the sound recorded on it together with it. While Jang Hwonwoo shoveled in the darkness, Jae Eunho held an umbrella to block the rain. On the surface of the film, which looked like a large silver tray, a long title was written.

<Hysterical / Atrocious / Leader of Asexuality / Follower of Established Theory / King of Rationalism / Anti-Romanticist / Erotic Sa Yeonri>

“At this point, don’t you actually hate me?”

When Jae Eunho asked in disbelief, Jang Hwonwoo only let out a short, hollow laugh. He couldn’t tell what was going on inside the fellow, who just kept chuckling to himself.