At the End of That Memory Chapter 38

“Why…Haa…”

The finger that had entered deeply, came out. I was just about to protest, wanting to know why he swallowed. The inner wall, which had been empty in an instant, tightened as if it were regretful.

“Sometimes, I wondered if it would taste good.”

“…”

“Jung Sejin’s thing looks so pretty.”

It was not a part that could be described as pretty. The color was a little lighter, but it wouldn’t be any different from others. As I looked at him, out of breath, he left a dark kiss mark on my inner thigh.

He said he wanted to mark me. Is this what he meant? My body was not a drawing board, and I wondered why he wanted to have it painted in such colorful colors. My body, which had never had a single scar, was now completely ruined with kiss marks.

“…If anyone saw me like this, they would think I have some sort of contagious illness.”

“Who would have a chance to see this place except me?”

Kwon Yido, who was biting my leg in succession, laughed as if he had no worries at all. Aside from my thighs, my upper body would be cleverly hidden whenever I would wear clothes. He marked me to an extent that the scars would only be visible from my collarbone and up if I wore a light-knit sweater.

“I’m going to put it in, so relax.”

Kwon Yido threw my legs above his elbows, grabbed my penis with one hand, and rubbed it long against his perineum. He pressed firmly under the testicles and slowly moved up to the soft hole. He placed the tip at the entrance and slowly advanced inside.

“…Ah.”

I could never get used to the feeling of my bottom being forced open. It was difficult even when the heat cycle came, so it was more hurtful now that I was sober.

“Ah…Wait, wait…”

So I desperately grabbed his forearm. My skin, which had always been cool, was now warming up. When I squeezed his taut skin, he stopped moving and tilted his head.

“Jung Sejin.”

I looked at him with blurry vision. His eyes were clouded with instinctual lust, that it was surprising that he was having a conversation with me.

“Take a deep breath. As much as possible.”

“…”

“Let’s take a deep breath.”

Instead of groaning, I followed him and took a long breath. As soon as I exhaled slowly, he gently blinked as if telling me to do it one more time. Would it hurt less if I did this? With that thought in mind, it was the moment I exhaled once again.

“…!”

The thick penis was inserted in one go with a soft, sliding motion. I had let my guard down for a moment so I didn’t even have time to tighten my lower part. Without hesitation, he pushed the full length of his penis, groaned softly and frowned.

“Ugh.”

My inner walls tightened as much as possible. My mind went blank as if he had been hit in the back by a sudden intrusion.

“Ah…”

I felt like I couldn’t breathe. The pressure that surged in like a flood was enough to make my vision go dark. He also took a deep breath, probably because the tight inner wall was too much for him, and bent his upper body towards me.

“…Hm.”

Excited breath and pheromones flowed from our softly touched lips. He mixed his tongue with mine and breathed for a while as if he was trying to make me feel comfortable. My stiff muscles gradually relaxed, and my paralyzed lower body began to tremble.

“Mmh, it hurts…”

It was so painful that I couldn’t help but cry. It was scary and overwhelming, to be precise. I felt like something was wrong with my body, but he calmed me down with a kind voice despite the words I spoke out like a child.

“You’re okay.”

A couple of chaste kisses landed on my lips. He gently moved towards my cheek and wiped away the tears around my eyes with his lips. Eventually, he straightened his upper body and patted my lower abdomen as if praising me.

“Good job.”

“…Ah.”

My shriveled lungs seemed to be slowly expanding. I held on to his forearm and turned my head to the side. Just barely able to catch his breath, he slid his palm down my thigh.

“We should have sex more often.”

“…Ahh!”

Suddenly, my body shook. He forced himself downwards and gently thrust in. I blinked, wondering what that meant, but Kwon Yido slightly lifted his hips once again.

“I’ve made my way as far as I can, but it would be difficult to go back to the start.”

“Ugh, ah, stop…Ah…”

Thrust, my insides were forced open. He even leisurely rummaged through my already full stomach. Ha, he made a sound that I couldn’t tell whether it was laughter or a moan, and he gently pressed the part of me where I could especially feel it.

“Mhm…”

A tingling sensation of pleasure went up my spine. My whole body was trembling and I felt like sparks were flying in my head. As I flinched as if I had been electrocuted, he lifted his waist again without mercy.

“Ah!”

Suddenly, the inserted penis stimulated the same area. As if it had never been painful, all that was left was sexual sensation. Feeling like I was going crazy, I gave strength to his hand and he wrapped his arms around my neck.

“Ah…Hmm…”

Unlike last time, it was a slow start. As if to give me time to adjust, he pulled it out halfway and repeatedly stimulated the same area. It was a slow act, but it wasn’t like that for me, who was covered in his pheromones.

“There, ah… Just a little faster…”

So I was anxious. This was a part of my body that already knew the pleasure that came rushing in like waves. The first insertion may have been difficult, but now it was responding as if it were tailored to him. It was so much so that I wrapped my legs around his strong waist and rubbed my lower body as if wanting more.

“Faster, hmm, faster…”

“Don’t fuss, we’re not there yet.”

Kwon Yido pushed me down and repeated his still-slow movements. He even circled his waist while inserting it as deeply as possible, as if trying to get as far down as possible. Even though he was the one who pushed it all the way to the end, he was worried whether it was hurting me.

“Ah, hm, there… ”

“…Here? Hm?”

He touched my inner wall and leaned back. He, then, inserted his genitals deeply as if slamming down. My ankles crossed behind his back as I felt a long, scraping sensation below my belly button.

“Ah…!”

I felt sorry again. He never did it, but I ended up reaching climax three times on my own. As I hugged him tightly and rubbed my forehead against his shoulder, Kwon Yido nuzzled his cheek into my hair.

“…Ah!”

Thin semen burst out around my stomach. Even while I was ejaculating, my sensitive penis was rubbed against his body. He let out a soft moan and seemed to enjoy the tightening of my inner walls for a moment.

“…Ha.”

It was a ragged breath. He scooped up the cum I had splayed on my stomach with his hand and grabbed one of my legs to turn my body to the side. The angle of insertion was changed, and the thick penis was stimulated in a different place this time.

“Ah, mhm…”

My back tightened. Kwon Yido, who raised his knees and straightened his upper body, began to adjust to a slightly more comfortable posture. Unlike before, this time I wasn’t in a position where I could be hugged by him, so all I could do was rub my cheek against the pillow and grab the collar of the blanket.

“Ah, ah, slowly…Haa…”

A thrusting sound rang in my ears. The pheromones that poured down like rain could no longer be distinguished as warmth or pheromones. Every time I breathed Kwon Yido rushed in, and I felt like I was drenched in him.

Every time he pushed up inside, my body shook helplessly. Even as my energy drained, my body, drunk with pleasure, repeatedly tightened and loosened. Adapting to it was not very difficult, as if it had been a practice that had been going on for a long time.

“My stomach, hm, my stomach feels strange…”

“What’s strange, Sejin-ah?”

As soon as he heard me, he covered my lower abdomen with his big hands. One leg was still raised high and firmly fixed. He inserted it deep all the way to the root and pressed down on my protruding lower abdomen.

“Here?”

“Wai–Ah, No, Not there, ugh…!”

I shook my head earnestly. I tried to turn over, but he wouldn’t let go of my ankles. He just pressed down on my stomach every time he inserted it and stimulated the lower part as if it was going to burst.

“Please, ha, wait a minute, ah, ah!”

The feeling of being penetrated deep inside was so clear. As my legs flailed from excessive pleasure, he pulled out his penis as if to correct his posture. I thought he was going to give me a moment to rest, but he made me lie face down on the bed and pinned both my wrists to his bedside.

He attacked me from behind and pushed his penis deeper again.

“…Ah!”

Suddenly, a heavy feeling of pleasure rose. Both of my hands were tied, all I could do was clench and unclench my fists. It would have been better if there was space to escape to, but it wasn’t easy to move my body which was lying flat,

“Ah, ah, Kwon, Ah…Kwon Yido…”

“… Ha, Talk to me, Sejin-ah.”

“Ugh, I’m going crazy…Mhm…”

There was nothing more stimulating than such deep insertion. The genitals that were pushed in, were no different from an erogenous zone that could be touched. He sunk his teeth into my shoulder and repeatedly drilled into the tight inside.

“Ah, ah, ha!”

I struggled with my legs, but he easily overpowered me with his legs. By pressing my ankles against my calves, he loosely released the pheromones. Is it because my physique is different, or is it because my body lacks strength? The brief attempt at resistance quickly went to waste.

“Oh, I’m going crazy, but, ha…”

It was good, but as good as it was, I felt like I was going crazy. It felt like my brain was melting as if something was wrong with my head. I couldn’t see anything in front of my hazy eyes, and even the sensation of him biting my wingbone felt like pleasure.

“…Ugh.”

“Hah, fuck…”

He picked up speed, holding me tight as if he was going to crush me. There was no time to be surprised by the swear words he spat out. After a series of rough insertions, I spilled watery semen onto the blanket once again.

“Hah…”

At the same time, hot liquid was sprayed onto the twitching inner walls. Kwon Yido, who was closely attached to my bottom, came inside me. The penis that filled my inner wall wriggled and continued to ejaculate thickly for a long time.

As a dominant Alpha, he poured out so much semen that my stomach was full. It was to the point where I thought if he had knotted me, I might have received a part of Kwon Yido’s love. MY inner walls twitched and clung to him, and satisfaction spread throughout my body.

“…”

“…”

I could feel his heartbeat pounding behind my back. Ha, while he was catching his breath, Kwon Yido continued to kiss me anywhere and everywhere. Probably, my back would also be full of traces he left behind.

“It’s like cotton that has been soaked in water.”

He let out a thin smile as he looked at me knackered. My bottom was still attached to his. My inside was wet with both the love juice I spilled and the semen Kwon Yido ejected, making a squishing sound every time Kwon Yido moved a little.

“Is it difficult?”

“…Ha.”

There was no need to answer. As if he wasn’t planning on hearing the answer in the first place, he kissed the back of my neck and asked me a question gently.

“For courtesy…I want to ask for your opinion.”

“… Opinion?”

What opinion? I barely tilted my head back and looked at Kwon Yido. He subtly turned his hips and narrowed his eyes. The hazy, open eyes showed that the excitement had not yet subsided.

“What position would be comfortable for you?”

“…As for position, mhm.”

“I’ve only cum once…”

“Ah…Ugh, wait a minute…”

“Jung Sejin, the reason you’re tired…”

“…Hng.”

“Jung Sejin… Afterward, we should do it in a comfortable position.”

Even as he spoke, he did not stop his movements. It wasn’t a violent act like before, but it made my body warm up. It seemed like there was no more semen to be released, but I didn’t want to stop it either.

“I just…”

I started slowly and hesitated for a second to say something. I felt like I was digging a grave with my own hands. It was really difficult, so it might be a good idea to stop him at this point. The far-off pleasure was more addictive than anything else.

“… Just?”

He gently rubbed my inner walls, urging an answer. He was deliberately avoiding areas with strong stimulation. Nevertheless, he was too big and it pressed against that part,

“Just…”

“…”

“Kwon Yido…Ha, whatever is convenient…”

As soon as I finished speaking, he pushed his penis deep inside me. Suddenly, the entering penis strongly stimulated the spasming inner wall. As he said, I was like wet cotton and I buried my face in the pillow, shaking my back intermittently.

“Ha…”

It wasn’t long before the sexual tension began to build up. Kwon Yido moved at just the right speed and touched my body here and there. He put his hand forward and pinched my nipples, or stroked my erect penis below my navel.

Of course, the strong pheromones also played a role in making me excited. Like a tree blooming after being hit by the rain, the more excited he became, the sweeter scent seeped into me. Even though my heat cycle didn’t come, my sexual desire rose to a similar level.

“Ah … Ha…There, ah…”

“I don’t want you to hurt your mouth again.”

Seeing me constantly biting my tongue, Kwon Yido forced his finger into the gap between my lips. When did I hurt the inside of my mouth again? That thought lasted only a moment.

He raised his upper body and hugged me tightly from behind. To prevent me, who was already exhausted, from collapsing, he held me firmly in his wide arms. A hand slid down my stomach and gently cupped my flaccid genitals.

“Hah…I don’t like that, ugh…”

“You don’t want me touching here?”

I nodded, but Kwon Yido did not let go of his hand. He just played with his hands, increased his speed a little more, and moved his waist. His other hand was still in my mouth, and saliva was dripping down the side of my chin.

“Ugh…”

Long fingers grabbed my tongue and pulled it out. It seemed like he knew I was out of breath. As if he thought that wouldn’t work, Kwon Yido grabbed my chin and turned my head back.

It was a more promiscuous kiss than ever before. Saliva was leaking and even the sound of tongues mixing was obvious. He hugged my waist tightly, and it seemed like he was trying to imprint his presence as if it wasn’t enough.

“…You need to practice breathing again.”

He parted my lips and licked up the saliva that had flowed with my tongue. When he saw me panting and exhausted, he playfully bit my cheek. He felt like he was seeing something really cute, and it kept giving me a subtle tickle.

He held onto me for a long time afterward. Although he didn’t offer an apology like last time, it was clear that he felt like he was longing for something. Kwon Yido, who occasionally let out moans, finally called my name in a subdued voice when he ejaculated for the second time.

“…Sejin.”

The voice whispering in my ear was all too familiar. As if I had heard this call for a very long time. At first glance, it seemed like a memory passed by, but it was only a brief moment.

That day, he ejaculated a total of three times and only let me go when the sun was up. Even though I was very tired, I felt extremely satisfied. I liked the body heat that completely enveloped me, so in the end, I had no choice but to cling to it even more.

Maybe I was relying on Kwon Yido quite a bit. Being able to shake off the memories of Kwon Yijung might not have been possible without his help. If it weren’t for Kwon Yido, that memory would have become another nightmare and tormented me every night.

The founding ceremony passed like that. Now it was time to return to my daily life with Kwon Yido. There was a lot of talk and a lot of trouble, but it was a peaceful ending in its way.

Of course, at that time, I had no idea how he handled Kwon Yijung.